today is like super freeaking unlucky? is like early in de morning, i took de train to school. ok, to be exact, 3 trains and one bus. hehe. is like, i missed two trains and i waited for freaking long? omg. and thats because my daddy's car broke down. oh god, you have no idea how much i miss my daddy's car. waking at such freaking hours of a day is a tragic! and what happened next is tragic x2!

when i reach TJ ( FINALLY) , i put my bags in de parade ground because i thought i will take quite long in de toilet so might as well leave my stuffs there first. is like, I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO RAIN. but i was thinking, maybe wun so unlucky ba? zzz. end up i walk halfway to toilet it started raining then i ran to get my bags and ran to de canteen and ahhhh. i am wet!!! ZZZ... and my hair looks like some crazy woman when i didn't tie it. omg T.T super unlucky.

anywayys, thats about it lor. during econs lecture, i super tired. omg. reallie tired. startd dozing but after awhile wake le. hehe. because some things are not on de notes so me need to copy down. keeps me awake! :D

hehe so that's about de rest of de day? like typical school day. nth much. sian sian de. apart from joking with my clique de ppl, that's pretty much de same. hehe. thenduring pw meeting. omg. disasterous. not reallie a disaster lar. we were having peaceful group discussion. AND WHY DIDN'T MR LIM TELL ME THAT I DUN NEED LAPPY TODAY, waste my effort. -.-

so we were discussing about oral presentation. like quite ok? even though got lots of clash in ideas but then like end up quite ok. but i reallie hate replies like anything, up to you. rofl! is like, even though wang mo suggested a voting, but i just decided to give in since like i dun think anyone agrees on my idea ? hehe. but ended up de final decision still like what i was saying ma. rofl. go one big fat round to realise de flaw. then one of them is like, very soft spoken then dun direct de qns to de group. so she direct to me only. but prob is, i only have one mouth and one brain. if she use a soft tone to speak to me, i can't possibly use a tone of 2 times her tone to make sure de grp heard us ma. end up it seemed like we two having our own mini discussion and de others are playing, and became my fault for having that mini discussion which was meant for de whole grp, that is, if they bother finding out what was happening. then after that gave attitude saying that they are waiting for me. hmm. okayys, my fault. if they are unhappy, they could have voice it out saying that why are they not in de discussion. end up everyone black face me then okayys, i learnt my lesson. whatever de rest say, i just ask them speak louder. zzz. so hard to please everyone. is like, her ideas are good cans! super detailed and okayys, she is a very meticulous person to start with. she shld speak louder so that de rest of de members can hear her ideas! and i just realised that we got de same wave length! just that de problems she surfaced just now, are de ones which i thought of long ago. and still existing. haha. sometimes de grp is too reserved. not daring enough. hmmz. well nvr mind :D if they feel safe that way, then we shall do it that way lor! no harm done :)

but de thing is that, all de members used to be de " brains " of their ex groups, so everyone is strong on their stand and dun like de idea of rejection. i dun like too. but sometimes if it reallie doesn't work, then just admit it. my ideas are not perfect. even some of de members' ideas are way better. but it's de problem with voicing out. haha. and not voicing it not loud enough for de rest to hear :X end up me being de bad guy and everyone hates me. haha. sometimes me keeping quiet could mean i am thinking of pw stuffs. it doesn't mean i am stoning and not caring about de meeting. it's just that, members shld be more proactive to raise up issues which i may not have thought off.

well anywayys, pw aside. after that went parkway to shop for tcher's prezzie!! omg. my bag super heavy can!! hehe. was like dragging it around and i think i am growing muscles! argh! if only my fats could disappear! i shld stop eating! :X just realised that tmr PHS ends at 10am, tchers leaving at 11!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! why!!!! T.T i want to go back to see them!! i miss them a lot nerh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!