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♔ Tuesday, August 17, 2010
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♥ i love you ♥
it has been a long time since i last blogged. haha. life in TJC is as busy as ever.
i am still holding on to the past! i still can't let go. i can't let go of my life in PHS. sometimes when i am in de lab, when i am in tutorials, memories and images of PHS ppl flash past my mind. i miss them. i miss you.
sometimes i reallie wish to cry out loud. because i didn't treasure de times with PHS. even if you ask me to go back to PHS now, de feeling isn't there anymore. because it's de ppl we are with, de times we had, de things we experienced that makes up de PHS i miss . it is not just de buildings, but de feelings. sometimes when i take de train past YCK station, or when i walk in de mrt station, i will think of de past. the times when i used to walk de same road everyday. de ppl whom i used to see for at least 8 hours a day. omg. i reallie miss those times. i can feel my tears forming, but they just refuse to leave my eyes. they form de beautiful memories which i will nvr ever want to forget.
i will nvr ever want to forget de first person i used to see every morning. de scent always filled up de surrounding air and makes me feel super happie ❤
but reality says that i am now in TJC. i like my class. but de feeling is just not that right. i can't be totally myself when i am in 0510. i dunno why nerh. sometimes is like, it just don't feel right. maybe like what janice said ba. i miss janice!
took train with anna today, finally there is someone to take de train with me, de last time it happened was de last day of school in sec 4? when bl sent me home. :)
school today is great i guess. just that i kept having stomachache and shoulderache and jeremy ELBOWED me. ARGH. PAIN!!!!!!!! spa was quite ok? hehe. mr lim is nice!!!! best physics tcher i ever had. hehe. ( ms lem is nice too. but she dun reallie teach i guess o.O )
celebrated si yuh's bday. hehe. i decorated de cake!! together with joyce yesterday! :) joyce is super cute when she decorates de cake. hehe.
i think that's all for today? got to get working now! hehe. omg. there is PE tmr!!! i guess i failed my napha? got to go for de conditioning class i guess? hope that it helps to reduce my fats. hehe.
you are de last thing
which i will ever want
to forget.♥
Labels: miss PHS, TJC life
