N@tur3 lov3r

2011-03-29T18:07:00.002+08:00

1st post of the year. ROFL.

there isnt anything much about this year actually. i can't even rmb what i did in J1. but lots of unhappiness i must say. haha, sadly.

this year, slightly better. but i am utterly disgusted by tht kind of ppl. reallie reallie disgusted. shall not pollute my dead blog :X haha. bad MCTs result. but kind of expected it? hehe. since when i did well for common test :X de JCT last year, i got U for chem. ROFL. tht's like amazing but HAHA. it's JCT. a COMMON TEST. kind of following de trend. hehe.

dead tired :X guitar rocks actually. but not de long practicising hour. hehe :)

i miss you

outing with TJ friends!! ♥

2010-11-10T20:00:00.002+08:00

!~~ 09 november 2010 ~~!

went out with joyce they all at bugis! hehe. was like late for 20 mins :X hehe. but i didn't mean it! sorry ppl! :(

anywayys, reach illuma and i went up to de 5th floor and i took de escalator and i entered de hallway which leads to all de halls of theatre. i was like, hmmmz where are joyce, fish and cheryl nerh? hmmz. hehe. then got one uncle came over and here is our conversation:

uncle : hey, are you going toilet or are you going back to de hall?

me: err i want to look for my friends. they are in de hall i guess ( sounded like some lost kid)

uncle: ohh, then which hall are they in?

me: erm i dunno :X

uncle: then which movie you watching? ( at this time, a second uncle came over. both of them are de cinema worker i guess)

me: erm i dunno too :X i think i call my friends

uncle : ( turn over to his friend) she dunno what movie she watching. haha

2nd uncle: haha nvr mind her ba.

then i was like, i called joyce and i entered hall 6. and de funnie part is, NO ONE ASKED FOR MY TICKET. woohooO!!!! hehehehehehehe. so cool right! :D tsk tsk tsk. blur cinema. hehe :D throughout the whole movie, i was like hiding behind joyce? haha. not all de time but almost :X hehe. is like omg, not horror movie but ahh scary :X hehe.

after the movie, i was like shivering coooollllldddddd. hehe. shldnt wear that lor! :X went to tie my hair then we went on de quest to buy pad :X hehe. opps :X hehe. thanks si yuh! for letting me put it in your baggy :D and thanks joyce! for asking de person! and thanks cheryl! for recommending de brand! hehe :D

went to take neoprints! hehe. de last time i took neoprint is like sec 2 that time? hehe. like so childish but quite fun lar! is like we were in a rush all de time like that :X hehe. then went to eat ice cream. yummy!! i think durian + cookies & cream = purrfect! :D after that then go home le lor! after shopping awhile. hehe.

i made a funnie statement saying, " AMK was very NEAR pasir ris " like omg. why did i make that statement! AHHHH feel so dumb. hehe. but quite funnie lar :X epic. hehe. then joyce and cheryl pei me go find my daddy then they eat laksa! :D

♥i miss you lots,

you know?

END OF PROJECT WORK!!!!!

2010-11-10T18:24:00.004+08:00

!~~08 November 2010 ~~!

END OF PROJECT WORK!!!!!

omg! super happie! hehe. is like, early in de morning i was like trying to memorise my script. i didn't reallie like memorise my script for all this while actually, whatever that comes to my mind, i just say. hehe, so i guess SY had a hard time following my presentation. hehe. sorry si yuh! :)

anywayys, i think de presentation went well? hehe. like everyone seems ok. hehe. but Q&A is like, hmmmz. de qns we prepared are kind of like wasted? hehe. but it's ok lar! :D all is over le! hehe. super happie! is like, i tore my scripts and report drafts and my name tag!!! :D then dunno how come jun wei's name tag got onto my back -.-

credits to JESS who to de photo. rofl!

my name tag! isn't it prettie? :D

after that, we went to swensens to eat 1 for 1 lunch!! :D but wang mo didn't go because de scholars have to meet their teacher. hmmm. kind of sad because i thought our members can eat together! but it's ok! we had fun!!

my ice lemon tea! looks like beer! :)

my burger set! :D super yummy wor! i guess that's becos i am hungrie!

si yuh feeding me cherry!♥

after that, we were suppose to find zhen wei they all to play pool but they want to sing K instead? so me went home since daddy want fetch me. haha. but seemed like they had fun! haha.

♥

just another boring day

2010-11-07T16:16:00.004+08:00

woke up early in de morning. gosh. super tired lor. how i wish i could sleep more. but anywayys, struggled my way to the toilet. yawns. reached kovan and ahh. went into cold storage. was staring at some kitty food. they got seafood platter, salmon and blah blah. like quite yummie hor? how i wish i am a kitty. saw my aunt's maid buying 300 dollars worth of cat food. then i see, each can only $1 ? she bought so much! haha.

waited for like forever then went mrt station. end up he at de opposite side. so i walked my way there lor. stomachache. but de toilet cleanliness was like horrible? haha. so forget it ba! go home do big business. hehe :) went to eat french toast. YUMMIE! i think de kaya like not bad. hehe. then ate carrot cake lor. super super full. haha.

then reach home. stomachache. can't take de pain and i just dozed off. haha. then my irritating brother climbed onto my bed and slept beside me. what a pig -.- and he slept till NOW?! omg. my bed!!!! filled with his erm dirt. haha. ok lar, he quite clean de :D hehe. anywayys, doing OP since i woke up. so yawns.

sometimes i wonder,

have you forgotten?

boring day!

2010-11-06T23:14:00.003+08:00

gosh! today is like reallie boooorrrriiiinnnnggggg. woke up biting my small pillow -.- you know you know! i dreamt that i eat candy floss then i put the candy floss in my mouth. then i woke up with my small pillow in my mouth. woke up because i find de candy floss no taste. HAHAHAHAHA. super epic can!! i was like, yawns. eh, no candy floss. yawns. hahahaha. then i msg bear then i continue sleeping. HAHA! me am a glutton :X

went subway to eat brunch! rivervale mall have subway wor! so ulu de place also have. but de business like quite ok? hehe. all de teenagers go eat. hehe. eat like upsize double? rofl! becos share with my brother! hehe. he eat a lot O.O! scary one! haha. went home and do pw. but do till super sian so decided to watch spirited away! super nice! that bai long super shuai!! ♥ me like! hehe. it's rated one of de nicest show?hehe. nice! after that continue pw lor. super boring!!!! :X

went ikea to shop! :D

i miss miss miss miss you!

♥

i love you

2010-11-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

☻ ♥☻ FOREVER. :3
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another sleepy day

2010-11-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

days like this makes me miss phs like freaking a lot? because when in phs, i get to sleep in every lesson! haha. de only lessons which i am awake is chinese and bio lessons. like omg. tiring!! haha. that day i went PHS and i was thinking, after so many months in TJ, why can't i let go of the feeling i had for PHS. hmmm. i think i am a slow person. hahahahaha. anywayys, today is weird! is like, it's kind of silly to have math lecture cancelled? haha. because if they told us earlier, i would come to school at abt 9 and wear PDP shirt so that i wun risk being caught for being late :P hehehe. jk jk. omg. sleeeepppy!!

was practising under LT2 for OP. hehe. like quite boring actually! hahahaha. but was having fun trying to dig smth out of cherilynn. like de way she talk and stuff! so funnie lar her! CUTE :D then took videos of jess and cherilynn! haha. seriously, jess de reaction super funnie! hehe. if only i can post it up on fb! :P which i wun lar. i dun want her and cherilynn to join force and kill me! omg. i wun live to see de next day. hehe :) but i think like gengerally if everyone smile more, it shld be ok? i was like correcting their subconscious actions, like not much of a problem? :D hehe. just need to smile more and yup! we are ready! then jess and cherilynn were commenting saying that i keep saying YUP. gosh! got to kick that habit! hehe. but it was quite funnie hearing other ppl comment about myself. like HUH I REALLIE DID THAT? hehe!

then went to mr foo's room to tell him that we practising op so we skip his lesson. omg. has anyone told him that his room is freezing cold? i went in and i can feel my fingers having frostbites :P hehe. jk jk. but his room reallie cold..... and messy! hahahahaha. then rehearse for a while and went up! then it's our turn to present after eugene's grp. like quite fun! hehe. cannot imagine next year my srp presentation. omg. :X screwed. i haven't prepare a single crap out of that pile of results. HAHA. seriously, my H3 is screwed. rofl! dun care first ba ! :X hehe. pw like more impt for now! hehe. amar took videos for us! omg. EMBARASSING. and i kind of screwed up my Q&A because i made a stupid mistake which i know i shldn't make -.- zzzz. feel like slapping myself. haha

after that went lunching with joyce, yc, cheryl, eugene and sy! haha. ate prata! omg. i miss jalan kayu's roti prata! de last time i went was with bangsq, shawn and stephie in de middle of de night! omg. feel like going at night again! HEHE. i like going out at night! like quite fun! hehe. went home with cheryL! hehe. omg sleeeeeeepy! is like totally feel like sleeping. reached home, bathe and collapse on my bed, trying to sleep while sms-ing! hahahaha. then stomachache and went diarrhea for half an hour -.- like omg? i was like calling eugene they all to ask if they going cheryl hse. call till i dozed! end up nvr go. hehe. then i continue sleeping! omg. feel like a pig? haha.

saw de tv show, de person sqeezing cow dung -.- i was like, what de?! omg. disgusting to the max can!!! omg. craps. roll into a stick kind from ball shape. then squeeze de juice. wth :X my mommy totally CMI lor. hehe. but then just treat it like soil and dun think it is dung can le ba. hahahahaha.

sleepy bear.

how cute ♥

words belong to no one

2010-11-03T16:55:00.006+08:00

today is like SLEEEEEEEPPPPPYYYY. gosh. sleepy. reached school like as usual? 630am. but de way de sun shone is like 7 am. i was like, omg.... today is going to be a long day. indeed it was. rofl! was like chionging halogenoalkane in de morning. omg. all i was is sleep. hahahahahaha.but chem and physics tutorial was quite relaxing? haha. is like, not very brain texing so i thought it was quite alright. went to GNC to buy salad. why can't ppl be treated fairly? ppl want eat canteen food, they follow. ppl want eat GNC food, they dun. i was like, -.- .

the world is never fair in de first place. the earth is not a perfect sphere, no surface is perfectly smooth. no one is flawless. so why bother abt such fairness when nth is equal to start with?

so i guess you were right. i am too gullible. rofl. read too much fairytales. well, too bad :P but seriously, my secondary school life is so much more better. hehe. it's like fairytale everyday! hahahahaha. finally get to eat my salad!!! mr SIMON foo was like talking abt potato, makes me feel like eating potato. then i thinking, salad seems nicer. hehe. yummie! ♥ then went for chem lecture. totally forgot abt de nitrogen compound tutorial. hahahahaha. was like busy copying de answers? but at least can be kept awake? i was like, omg my eyes going to give up sooooonnnn. waste time going lecture. rofl! hehe. :D not saying i know everything but not listening = waste my time. rofl! too sleepy. then cherilynn and i decided to go GNC to drink! :D hehe. refreshing! relaxing time i guess. if only GNC have aircon. i like GNC's environment. spacious and windy! :D hehe.

then OP lesson. quite ok? i think our class de ppl generally quite zai! :) hehe. then civics is de best! ROFL! mr lim treat us to drink! ah! he today good mood! :) drank papaya milkshake and everyone says i want to grow you-know-where. rofl! then jun wei bought too! AH HA! not only girls drink okayys! but then again, de papaya milk shake not enough milk. rofl! i think joyce they all de drink super nice! ian tian mi mi. sounded sweet! :) was like totally shut from talking then i just turn de other side. rofl! haha. minh hang and trang are drinking them too wor!! the PMS group! Papaya Milk Shake ! :) hehe. after that bell rings, then only left mih trang, me, cheryl and joyce and a few other guys. haha. got to stay back to take photos. then we were like gossiping in de toilet and canteen! hehe. not reallie gossiping lar. is talking abt our own stuff, not about others :D hehe. wanted a horror movie marathon! :D :D :D :D hmmmz, like kind of fun!

i miss you ♥

funny passage :D

2010-10-31T19:06:00.001+08:00

We’ll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes;

But the plural of ox became oxen not oxes.

One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese,

Yet the plural of moose should never be meese.

You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice;

Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice.

If the plural of man is always called men,

Why shouldn’t the plural of pan be called pen?

If I spoke of my foot and show you my feet,

And I give you a boot, a pair be called beet?

If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth,

Why shouldn’t the plural of booth be called beeth?

The one may be that, and three would be those, yet hat in the plural would never be hose,

And the plural of cat is cats, not cose.

We speak of a brother and also of brethren,

But though we say mother, we never say methren.

Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him,

But imagine the feminine, she, shis and shim

i love you

PHS HOME COMING! ♥

2010-10-30T22:37:00.012+08:00

finally back to PHS! omg. reallie miss phs a lot. if you ask me, what's so good about phs? de school system CMI. de facilities are like fail? de school is like so huanted? so what's so good? seriously, i dunno. haha. is like, de feelings ba? i grew up there. my feelings, character and almost everything, were being nurtured there.

when i went back, i just felt that, i am back home. no matter how irritating the school system used to be, i just felt that, i am back to the place where i grew up in. i look at the tchers, i look at the pathways where i used to walk. how i wish i can go back to how everything was like. unwounded by the irritating pw. unhurt by anything.

sometimes it's just so irritating. i still rmb de first day, how i got lost at de second level there and found my way because i saw de fish net which i had seen before. i still rmb de first day i sit beside huai pin. i asked her dunno how many times which school she from, but i still dun rmb. hehe. i still rmb that first day when everyone sit in de hall, and i ask shu qing if that class is one faith. i see mr clement ong singing on stage, and i thought, christian school wasnt so bad afterall. haha. i thought i look smart in that uniform. all de tiny feelings, so silly yet so happy.

went to look for tchers de moment i step into PHS. hahaha. went to foyer to register. mr hui go like MISS TRIGONOMETRY. WELCOME BACK. i was like, o.O! then de next moment, he ask me spend $25 to buy book. i end up forgot to buy . got my photo inside leh! hehe :) then went to second floor. went to science room first but can't find mrs choy!! :( was like super jealous that de juniors got de new data logger! we all no have lor! then went humans room then chinese room. saw HUANG YING! omg. my favourite chinese tcher. his teaching CMI but i always laugh in his class. ALWAYS. one perios straight i will just laugh. he got JOKER look. hehe :) but reallie nice. my favourite lesson! haha.

me and mr huang ying!

i still rmb de last day of school, me, lihuan and a few other girls wrote on de card wish him quickly have kids. then today i ask him, he say his daughter 2 months old le :D but he wish be grow up fast, my height like still de same -.- then he brew us tea! hehe. so honored! like tcher serve us tea. then he say we drink le must come back work. hehe. so cute :D

then me and malvina saw de chinese caligraphy section! omg. i can still rmb how i always want to pon de leson. but i became one of de tcher's fav student because me quite zai :D hehehehehe. he always spam me with work de lor! then i still rmb how i always peep at dh that side. haha. and always wonder why lysander de chinese calligraphy so good. O.o

me and malvina with de mao bi!

went to staffroom to find mrs choy! surprisingly, i saw mrs andrew! hehe. my first chem tcher! she that time was pregnant then always absent de. but she is reallie good :) talked to mrs cho awhile then go le. hehe. but i like her a lot a lot! she is de one who brings me to SMP. exposed me to super lots of science and bring me up :) thank you mrs choy!

me and mrs andrew! omg. miss her!

me and mrs choy! hehe. she so cute :D

went to lib to find cheryl they all to slack there. haha. i miss de lib smell. i still rmb de number of hours working under that chicken bunny in de lib lor! doing that SiA thingy. omg. miss those times. it was so fun! suaning xf. and then , leon. haha. kind of miss talking to him? afterall, we are good friends for 3 years.

me and li huan! spamming photos in de lib!

after that we went to the hall! mrs carolyn tan came back. then is like de MCs are mitchell and that malay girl. de two usual MC for my batch. miss their voices. i think mitchell's voice super goood! can be DJ le! hahaha. mrs tan gave her speech. so typical her. i used to hate listening to it. but now, i am ok with it :) memories are what that keeps me happy sometimes. de PA system kind of screwed up though? haha.

i like mr jordan singing that part. brings back lots of memories. half of my life in PHS is about christian songs. haha. after that we tried to go to de chapel but was locked, so we took a picture at de door there. is a one way mirror thingy. i still rmb how silly i am to treat de doors as mirrors then de ppl inside actually saw de silly actions i did. hehe.

outside de chapel! best sleeping place ever!

anywayys, took photos with mr choo and mrs lim outside of de hall. haha. saw them ma :D saw bl too. he just see me and my friends and walk away. -.- wanted to take photo with him in school. happy memories together. haha.

i think de food they gave us was like, not reallie up to what i expected? rofl! like vegetarian food like that. hahahaha.

me, lihuan and mrs lim!

my favourite song

de vegetarian food. hahaha. jk jk.

me and mr choo!

he say my calligraphy very nice wor! SUPER HAPPY! he say my strength use till just nice :D yes!! :D hehe. he was my sec one EL tcher. our first lesson is like PA lesson? he though us whats de use of cables. and then a few jokes regarding his cute little mole. omg. he rocks!

went to de sports hall. nth much? i find it a waste of space though. hehe. then went home then went out with zhuli, janice and CS. at first didn't want go de, is zhuli insist because she say i sounded sad. well, I AM SAD. but was happy after that, because i get to meet them :)

tired.

i miss you.

but i hate it,

when you treat me as though i am

transparent

a very very very sad day

2010-10-23T18:21:00.003+08:00

a rain is all it takes. all it takes to break my heart into infinite number of pieces. this time round, i didn't bother to pick them up and try to piece them back again. i just let de rain wash away as much as it wants. and maybe someday, it will be gone. then i wun feel de pain anymore.

rain. omg. rain. sometimes i can't believe it. compared to de rain, i am just so insignificant. haha. speechless. i just pray hard that tmr dun rain. i dunno if i will make any decision tmr, if de same thing happens again. somehow, my hour glass just ran out of sand.

anywayys, went to citycare in de morning! hahaha. super fun! very long nvr go citycare le! hehe. so was like reallie looking forward to it? hehe. waited for cheryl for 15 mins then she tell me she not coming. haha. was like waiting lor! hehe. but ok ba. rushed over and realised that i am de first to reach. irony. hehe. then met woe they all and shi ze! haha. he was reallie lame :X then i think like gh they all a bit cannot catch any link too. but then ok ba :) went to de Kongsi home i think? dun reallie know de name. reached there early so was playing outside. haha. shize doubts that i got childhood. rofl. I DO HAVE CHILDHOOD okayys! just that i love being a child :) i dun need to worry about so much stuffs. hehe.

anywayys, yu zhen came after a while. then we got ready de stuffs and play with de elderly! got a bit of problem trying to mingle because i dun speak dialects :X hehe. played bingo! hehe. then after that me went to this po po. she is 89 years old! omg. hahahaha. super old! but healthy too! just that she got a bit of problem walking. then have flower pot making and decoration. hehe.

here is de flower pot me and po po made! artistic right!! hehehe

yup yup~! so fun! :D

it broke

it shatters

but this time round,

i decided not to pick them up

BOWLING! ♥

2010-10-21T19:36:00.004+08:00

today is fun!! HEAVY rain. is like, dunno why my father dun want drop me in school. then drop me at bus stop end up i wet wet de. ahhh chooo! cold cold. then haze very strong. visibilty lvl super low lor! omg. make my eyes super dry T.T

then nth much? hahahaha. present to Mr Foo. everyone like so scared of him! end up he like dozing when we presenting? hahahaha. but i know he listening to me because i saw his sparkly eyes. ROFL! i think he quite cute? round round de. looks like a kid! hahahahahaha. he say we

quite good! ♥

my piglet comming suicide

then whole class pon econs lecture! :D is like i think at first jess they all no want pon one. but then is like, if dun do that, will get ostrasice by de class. but if do that, will be in trouble. gosh. dunno what to do. end up decided to pon. hahahaha. went parkway eat lunch! at first want eat swensens. then they no have 19 seats. plus need wait half an hour, so no choice lor went to carls junior eat. omg. DISASTER. is like, me and cherilynn wanted to share burger. then we ordered BACON CHEESE BURGER. and i though it's only BACON. then end up is beef + bacon. then is like, me and cherilynn dun eat beef. but we didn't know it at first. i asked her to eat first because she no share saliva ma. then she eat haflway then realise is beef. then up me no eat because i allergic to beef. then like gave de whole burger to ivan. omg . super guilty nerh! :( like caused cherilynn to eat that burger. i didn't mean it!

me and anna's sidedish :)

me and brandon bear!

then after that, we were waiting for the guys to tell us if they want go bowling. after 20 mins then they decide. seriously slow ?!?!?! is like so indecisive nerh! omg. nvr see such guys before. rofl. then jeshua and jun wei say i going to bowl myself into de gutter. rofl! am i that round?!?!?!?! hahahahahaha.

was having fun bowling!!! omg. cherilynn reallie pro! she strick de first time round then every stunned O.O! hehe. no wonder she likes bowling! :D hehehe. let's do it again!

i miss you like,

a lot a lot

horrible horrible day

2010-10-18T20:17:00.003+08:00

forgot to bring tie this morning! ARGH. omg. went to hide behind cherilynn but decided to own up in de end. didn't want him to catch me tmr or smth. that will be super embarassing! omg :X and then he gave me some random choice so i decided to buy de tie instead of wasting time on him :X at first is like, zhen wei say he go help me plead that bookshop aunty to lend me a tie and receipt. haha. end up that bookshop uncle go nag him say why he help me, later i cheat him and blah blah. seriously, that uncle got something against me or what? hahahaha. kind of guilty because he was like helping me then end up he got nagged. THANK YOU ZHEN WEI!

haha. our grp present on OP today. omg. i kind of like screwed up my part ? :X because i pronounced cherilynn's name as cherelerynn or smth like that? hahahaha. i wondered what got my tongue stuck there :X is like, i was looking at cheryl then her name just got into my mouth for no reason :X and i took only 3.41 mins! that's like wwwaaaayyyy too short! i think i skipped quite a few parts. hehe. will work on it! haha.

then mr foo's class super funny! is like, jeshua's group presenting then jeremy's zip was like a problem? then my grp was like laughing then mr foo go ask me say why i laugh ! :X so weird!!!! then jeremy say we dirty minded. omg. not lor! it's just super obvious only :X hehehe. but was like laughing super hard.

wanted to find mr tong after school to show him de tie but he not in. omg. super scared he tmr come scold me say why i slot de tie into his room :X argh! worried! but went to 201 with cheryl they all. kind of fun! hehehe. then joyce was eating her cheeze fries. her not-very-demure eating style kind of caused her fries to dropped onto de floor. super funnie lor! then got a birdie tried to eat it but no dare come over :P hehe.

that funnie birdie trying to eat joyce's fries

my mommy found de pottery bowl which i made when i am in primary 6!! super cute nerh!! nice memories! my first and last pottery work? not reallie last lar. got a few more but i left them in school :X made this with jamie. haha. dunno if she still rmb me though :X

that's abt it ba :D today is a horrible day though :X

no more quarrels.

i reallie hope.

what a boring day

2010-10-17T17:42:00.001+08:00

doing pw for de whole day. he slept for de whole day. kind of miss him.

so tired. i tried decorating my pencil case just now. argh. fail :X is like, super ugly? hehe. but got to use it since is mommy buy for me de.

NUS sent me an email saying that i need to go online to register to be their student. i guess they offered me a place in NUS? that's what mr edwin say but i need to ask mr goh about it i guess. haha. i got a shock lor. i haven't even take A lvl and they ask me to register. haha. but my parents were kind of happy? haha.

but reallie bored at home.

if only i can enter your dreams

finally a class lunch!

2010-10-17T12:48:00.003+08:00

!~~ 14 October 2010~~!

whole day PW. omg. what can be worse? haha. ok lar, a lot of things can be worse actually :X hehe.

anywayys, we managed to have a half class lunch! :D like 10 of us went for lunch together! hehehehehehe. super nice! it wasn't planned actually, it's just de 4 girls want to eat lunch then just nice saw de guys want eat lunch then might as well join them :) kind of fun! hehe.

but is like, most of de time, they are just asking me to break and stuffs. ahhhhhhhhh. dunno lar. argh! make till i super vexed and dunno what to do.

went to MOS burger! omg. cheryl and joyce can reallie eat a lot! haha. joyce like nvr full de? hehehehe. she just like always want to eat. and junwei's chicken is like, super tempting. cheryl just kept staring at his chicken. hehe. super cute can!

went to buy koi koi then get cheryl's birthday prezzie. super tempted to buy that pointer and that screen protector!! AHHH. like printing money like that. rofl. got super lots of stuffs to buy :X hehehe

i know i can't let go

screwed! not totally :)

2010-10-13T19:42:00.003+08:00

hahahahaha. today is like, OP OP OP keep pressing me for the WHOLE DAY till 12 noon. omg. seriously, i hate it :X is like, i haven't memorise the scripts yet and omg. need to present. is like, morning i like chanting like that. keep reading the script over and over again but nth goes into my puny little brain. hehe. then is like, wet weather assembly in civics venue. room 519 beside that haunted classroom. OH MY GOD. i was kind of scared actually. that block is seriously dark. haha.

then is like, chem lesson. got back our promo paper. omg. seriously, butterflies starts forming in my tummy. ahhhh. seriously scared. because is like, CHEM is de determining subject if i can take H3, so is like, it has got to be a A/B in order for me to get my H3. of course still got other subjects taken into consideration but this is de main one. anywayys, i not sure if i did well or badly. but now i know why mr goh say i did quite well for his section, he marked the qns which i had de most confident in. haha. but that's only for that section. hahaha

then got back physics. kind of glad that i made a slight improvement? :) finally. haha. i though physics wasn't my cup of tea, well maybe i just have to accept it despite the pain it's going to bring me. that no common internship tcher wasted my time. SERIOUSLY. i waited 2 hours for the interview and she say " i'm sorry. only bio students can take medical internship"

IF i ever enter medical school, i will come back and OWN HER FLAT. seriously, she think take bio means confirm enter medical school arh? there are still many many doctors who were physics students lor. she is not being FAIR to US. omg. hate her to the max can? seriously. and bio is and will always be my favourite subject, even though i didn't take it for A lvl for some random reasons. i do regret, but i am not going to live with the regret.

hahahaha. anywayys, presenting that time. omg. 15 mins before our presentation my comp hanged. omg?! i nearly cried. seriously. too stress i guess? haha. then is like, de tcher came in and saved my comp? i have NO IDEA what's wrong but thankfully it worked! :D

was happily presenting till my puzzle piece dropped and i screamed -.- seriously, i think i shld control my pitch? i thought she going to scold me for screaming lor. hehehe. then she was commenting on jess's standing position and abt the cue cards. is like, all these stuffs, say before le but haha. i think jess quite poor thingy nerh. but got to change de way she present herself for this 2 weeks. after op, she can be herself back le! :)

anywayys, today is like suppose to be a special day but it didn't feel special. maybe because of de cold way he treated it with? haha. maybe he needs a space of smth? that's what i figured out so decided not to dwell on it. if things are meant to be mine, they will be mine even if i let it go. if they didn't come back, it wasn't meant to be in the first place. right? so ya, got to take it easy i guess. got to stop being so "sticky". haha

if you are not keen to find out

it's ok.

i dun force you.

funny :)

2010-10-10T13:18:00.003+08:00

hahaha. my skin got this irritating problem which has many many red dots on my chest and i kind of like got quite pissed by it :X is like itchy plus pain plus omg? disgusting lar. my brother see le was like " EEYER HOW COME YOUR SKIN LIKE THAT" thanks for breaking my heart mr boy boy. rofl.

so went to see de doctor and he gave me KMnO4 as medicine. ironically weird. hahahaha. is like, everytime i wash with it, i feel like i am doing titration. and i think i smell like KMnO4? hahaha. i know is psychology problem but ya :X can't help it. hehehehehe.

KMnO4!!! hehehe.

then that day do chem promo, almost like 50% of de paper keep mentioning abt KMnO4, i was like, annoying paper. hahahahaha.

anywayys, went pizza with joyce, cheryl, fish and yee ching after de promo paper. passed mr edwin de promo paper and i was so worried that i might fail because he kept spotting my mistakes -.- then went to amk with cheryl and joyce to watch THE LEGEND OF THE FIST.

hahahaha. joyce was like laughing at every sad things possible then cheryl is like crying over all de sad things possible? i was like sitting in de middle of them. stunned. so decided to hide under my jacket. reallie disgusting some parts of de show. i see le i will like ouccchh. hehe. but quite fun lar! i like de way we like spontatneously go watch movie :D

if only we can do that more often :)

are guys friends orientated?

2010-10-10T12:09:00.004+08:00

sometimes, i reallie think so :X haha. a call from friends can change all de plans. sometimes, you just dunno how much i look forward to meeting you, how much i wish you could spend time with me. just how much i wish, to de extent that i am willing to give up my sleep just to meet you on that day. but a phone call/ sms from them can change everything. i dun want to control you or tie you down, so just do whatever you like ba. just dun forget that at de end of de day, de silly me is still waiting for you.

things have been turning sour recently. i dunno why. is it because i am too demanding? demanding for more time to be spent together because once a week is like just never enough to feel your love. i guess i am ba. maybe what you need isn't about meeting up with me, it's taking a break from everything and just sleep. haha. or maybe some fun time with friends :)

i shld be more understanding. give you more personal space, give you more time to rest, give you more time with your friends. but at de end of de day, who is here to understand what i need nerh?

haha. was listening to this song. omg. i think quite nice :D

二人同行
詞：嚴云農
曲：柯贵民

用期待加上寬容
再加無止盡樂觀和等候
以為這些付出等於美好結果
你卻說憑什麼

我相信你愛過我
只是愛沒有想像中的多
對天空的遼闊來說雲算什麼
你不會懂我渺小的多寬容

愛你不重我要自己不要放开手
扑通扑通心却独自跳得好寂寞
幸福那一個美夢是二人同行才有
你漸漸缺席讓我被擋在未來的入口
愛你不重尽管我无力再向前走
扑通扑通就算心哭得震耳欲聾
愛你我愛到最後剩回憶這個朋友
愛情從二人同行變成我一個
默默承受

我想過很多以後
幻想過快樂也預約心痛
愛就像是偏執的風帶我升空
只問前進忘了要怎麼降落

all i want,

is more time together

tiring week.

2010-09-23T18:00:00.003+08:00

I have no idea why but recently i am just super duper tired!! i guess de reason is because there is freaking lots of work to do and super little time :( last week i almost everyday stay in school till 8pm for pw meeting. omg. super tiring. slept at super late timings and wake at freaking early hours. awww. when can i get to rest? haha

anwayys, ytd is mid autumn festival so me went to carry lanterns with my brother and mommy. they both says i am childish but i think i am normal! hehe. is like, i had been doing normal things for too long! saw a girl at least 4 times younger than me carrying a lantern. aww, how i wish i am her. carefree, stressfree and sleep whole day! hehe. but i like what i have now :) i have you. hehe.

today is like tiring? i was like rushing the dumb AQ question in de morning and during mr foo's lesson. omg. yee ching and weiling keep saying i very pro to be able to do gp hwk during chem lesson despite de fact that i am sitting in front. haha. funny them. haha. not me pro lar. it's just he didn't notice. and end up, that ms clara say " next monday we will do the AQs" omg. sheshld say that 60 hours earlier. then i dun need to rush out so many stuffs -.- severely lack of rest you know!

haha. freezing cold weather today.haha. makes me feel like sleeping. got so many stuffs to do. tmr got econs test. omg. how arh :( haven't study. haish. and i am still blogging here?! haha. so tired. haha. tired of doing hwk, test and pw. omg. pw sucks. hahahahaha. reallie. eat up a lot of my time.

oh ya, mr lim in super good mood today. dunno why. he like joke with us and blah blah blah. his pms like not acting up today. HAHA. i like it when he is happy :) everyone is happy that way! hehe. saw a news report on hapatitis B. i haven't got vaccinated yet. hmm. kind of worried that i might get? haha. got to get de vaccine soon! hehe :)

the floor outside the TA classes! see the heatrt shape? :) :) :)

My pretty lanterns!!!

Saw de moon yesterday! super happie. de news ssay ytd's moon is de " smallest " for the past 18 years. of course not in terms of literally its physical size lar! :) hehe.

i am looking forward to..

see you :)

2010-09-19T18:50:00.003+08:00

OMG. last week is one of de worst week in my life? i stayed back in school almost everyday till 8 just for that dumb thingy called PROJECT WORK. omg. but did had some fun with my team members :) kind of stressing but at least in de end, we didn manage to produce something? hahaha.

was reallie tired for de past few days. so many things to do, so little time to use. ever thought of killing myself so that i dun have to handle so much things. i guess de lack of sleep makes me feel that ba. but reallie tired nerh. mr lim is like PMS? he thought we so all rounded arh? i didn't even prepare enough for my promos and now this. omg. reallie tired :(

i miss you.

why can't you give me more time :(

HAPPIE TEACHERS' DAY!!!

2010-08-31T22:45:00.005+08:00

awww OMG. i MISS MISS MISS PHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

this morning was like super hungrie and i realise that de school's canteen stores are not open! OMG. sad. anywayys, got this adopt-a-tree ceremony in my school? they earned $31000 just because a few people adopted a tree. omg. i also want! hehehe. TJ got 300 trees wor! incredible! i wonder who is de one who counted de number of trees. omg. kudos!

then had math test EARLY in de morning. destroy my pretty day! hehe. physics lecture was horrible. is it even a lecture in de first place -.- is like, i can't hear de craps which de lecturer is yacking, and i dun get it ! omg. but quite fun? hahaha.

then we dunno which room to report! argh! end up entered room 213 i think? got a super weird smell! cannot take it :X hehe. then mr lim came in and start talking about PW. OMG. my jaws nearly dropped. HAHAHA. he say our grp de report not bad wor! omg super happie! :D hehe. like all de sleepless nights are worth it man! hehe. nice nice! keep up de good work girls! :)

then got this concert celebration. OH MY GOD. music box is like, omg. gave me a shock of my life. that performer wear till like so revailing? i mean her legs lar :X plus is staff day somemore!!!! she dress till so inappropriate. was msging jiaming throughout and omg. we both agree that she is crazy. hahahaha. but her singing quite ok i must say, just that towards de end she a bit no more energy left. FREAKING TALL. and then, her legs are pretty :X hehehe. was like omg. mrs janice lim and mrs choy both talked to me over de phone and ahhh. i reallie feel like crying :( i reallie miss them lots lots and i reallie like, how i wish i can fly there immediately and give them a big HUG nerh :( omg. reallie wish that i could do that. but i can't :( i can't :(

then realease at 12, then de stupid guards no want to open de gate!!! what's de problem lar! just OPEN THAT FREAKING GATE since de whole event ended!! argh! me and minh trang was like, wait till super pissed off lor. :X then anywayys, met jiaming at de bus stop and then walked to bedok interchange to take taxi. si yuh say i zhong se qing you. WHERE GOT LOR! hehe.

then on taxi, was having a little catchup session with him! talking about TJ and PHS. so funnie! hehe. and he gave me lots of sweet. and then this is what happened:

JIAMING: eh pl, i give you some sweets. they give me too many i can't finish.

ME: huh? why they give you sweets wor? i dun mind! give me some! :D

JIAMING: because it's my bday prezzie.

ME: huh? when's your bday?

JIAMING: today -.-

i was like, OMG?!?!?! i didn't realise it's his bday! haha. EPIC lar! hehe. but wished him after that! just that nvr give him prezzie. then he say he dun reallie care about bday. hmmz. guys like dun reallie care? hahahaha.

anywayys, yup yup. then met janice, sharon at AMK HUB! omg. they thought i am a glutton! they ordered two lotus rice, 4 siew mais, 2 carrot cakes, 1 dumpling, a bit of noodles for me, one bowl of snow ice dessert and a cup of soya milk. and i only rmb telling janice that i want siew mai and dessert. ROFL!! super cute lar they all!! hehe. eat so much still i didnt eat dinner and i am still feeling full! :X hehe. then went to meet my clique's ppl at dessert house for a while to catch up and talk. but left kind of fast because me pei-ing janice and sharon to go for janice's dental appt. hehe. had lots of fun talking on de train and ahhh. i love this feeling :)

at de dental there, me and sharon was reading our tutorials. ( so that we feel less guilty about going out to play ) hehe. super funnie! then went to cityhall after janice came out from toilet! hehe.

brough a notebook for mr edwin and a highlighter for shize! super cute de! then janice was like, tempted by me to buy lots of stuff. hahahahaha. nice one! :D hehe. buy more buy more! hehehe. then went home and we continued chatting on de train. awww nice!!

i thought i will be able to see you today,

but i can't :(

i miss you.

an unlucky day!

2010-08-30T19:24:00.002+08:00

today is like super freeaking unlucky? is like early in de morning, i took de train to school. ok, to be exact, 3 trains and one bus. hehe. is like, i missed two trains and i waited for freaking long? omg. and thats because my daddy's car broke down. oh god, you have no idea how much i miss my daddy's car. waking at such freaking hours of a day is a tragic! and what happened next is tragic x2!

when i reach TJ ( FINALLY) , i put my bags in de parade ground because i thought i will take quite long in de toilet so might as well leave my stuffs there first. is like, I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO RAIN. but i was thinking, maybe wun so unlucky ba? zzz. end up i walk halfway to toilet it started raining then i ran to get my bags and ran to de canteen and ahhhh. i am wet!!! ZZZ... and my hair looks like some crazy woman when i didn't tie it. omg T.T super unlucky.

anywayys, thats about it lor. during econs lecture, i super tired. omg. reallie tired. startd dozing but after awhile wake le. hehe. because some things are not on de notes so me need to copy down. keeps me awake! :D

hehe so that's about de rest of de day? like typical school day. nth much. sian sian de. apart from joking with my clique de ppl, that's pretty much de same. hehe. thenduring pw meeting. omg. disasterous. not reallie a disaster lar. we were having peaceful group discussion. AND WHY DIDN'T MR LIM TELL ME THAT I DUN NEED LAPPY TODAY, waste my effort. -.-

so we were discussing about oral presentation. like quite ok? even though got lots of clash in ideas but then like end up quite ok. but i reallie hate replies like anything, up to you. rofl! is like, even though wang mo suggested a voting, but i just decided to give in since like i dun think anyone agrees on my idea ? hehe. but ended up de final decision still like what i was saying ma. rofl. go one big fat round to realise de flaw. then one of them is like, very soft spoken then dun direct de qns to de group. so she direct to me only. but prob is, i only have one mouth and one brain. if she use a soft tone to speak to me, i can't possibly use a tone of 2 times her tone to make sure de grp heard us ma. end up it seemed like we two having our own mini discussion and de others are playing, and became my fault for having that mini discussion which was meant for de whole grp, that is, if they bother finding out what was happening. then after that gave attitude saying that they are waiting for me. hmm. okayys, my fault. if they are unhappy, they could have voice it out saying that why are they not in de discussion. end up everyone black face me then okayys, i learnt my lesson. whatever de rest say, i just ask them speak louder. zzz. so hard to please everyone. is like, her ideas are good cans! super detailed and okayys, she is a very meticulous person to start with. she shld speak louder so that de rest of de members can hear her ideas! and i just realised that we got de same wave length! just that de problems she surfaced just now, are de ones which i thought of long ago. and still existing. haha. sometimes de grp is too reserved. not daring enough. hmmz. well nvr mind :D if they feel safe that way, then we shall do it that way lor! no harm done :)

but de thing is that, all de members used to be de " brains " of their ex groups, so everyone is strong on their stand and dun like de idea of rejection. i dun like too. but sometimes if it reallie doesn't work, then just admit it. my ideas are not perfect. even some of de members' ideas are way better. but it's de problem with voicing out. haha. and not voicing it not loud enough for de rest to hear :X end up me being de bad guy and everyone hates me. haha. sometimes me keeping quiet could mean i am thinking of pw stuffs. it doesn't mean i am stoning and not caring about de meeting. it's just that, members shld be more proactive to raise up issues which i may not have thought off.

well anywayys, pw aside. after that went parkway to shop for tcher's prezzie!! omg. my bag super heavy can!! hehe. was like dragging it around and i think i am growing muscles! argh! if only my fats could disappear! i shld stop eating! :X just realised that tmr PHS ends at 10am, tchers leaving at 11!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! why!!!! T.T i want to go back to see them!! i miss them a lot nerh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you a lot.

how i wish you are here

by my side.

tired day AGAIN

2010-08-26T19:29:00.003+08:00

there isn't much about today actually, come to think about it. super tired nerh!! ytd was like chiong math,chem and physics tutorial and omg. this morning totally CMI. si yuh came from front gate today so i went to toilet alone. haha. yawn. tired!

lectures are like telling me to go to sleep!!! OMG. then cherilynn say mr liaw taught de auto symbalo ppl to wear needles and stuff then i was like WHAT?!?!?!?! harh!!! i wasn't there ytd because i went NUS and then i didn't know anything abt de needles. oh crappps! die le lar!

hmmm. like that lor. hehe. nth much. GP was like -.- she said she wanted to do AQ. end up she did human resource. HELLO i rushed out that freaking AQ and then you nvr go through?! wasted my sleeping time. i could have slept earlier de nerh!!!! omg. freaking!

hmm. didn't talk to si yuh much today. omg. is she angry with me? or ahhh :( omg. hopefully not. sorry nerh si yuh! i dunno if i made you angry in one way or another, forgive me kays? :( sorry!

looking forward to sunday!

tired tired tired TIRED!!!!!!

2010-08-23T18:47:00.003+08:00

thanks for you all's concern! :) i am reallie fine now! :D was reallie emo last week but please dun run away from me kays? :) hehe. thanks !! :D :D :D

today is a freaking tired day!!! is like, ytd i chiong wr, this morning and lunch i chiong AQ, end up BOTH tutors say no need to hand in by today. WHAT DE?! rofl! shld say earlier ma, that could have saved dunno how many energy of mine trying to crap out whatever i had done?! HAHA

PE was kind of fun? :X apart from listening to mr sim's long speech which i though it would be nice if de whole PE lesson is him speaking :X hehe. anywayys, was suffering from some serious stomachache which i had no idea why i had it. hmmmmz. PAIN! and wang mo was saying that i never know de reason why i am always in pain. well true enough, i nvr know :) ran all de way to the 3rd bus stop away from my school and it's a good thing mr sim decided not to let us rup and down de LUCKY HILL estate. rofl! i will just rolll down and TA-DA! hehe. roll back to TJ! hehe. then mr sim was saying " PHS JIAYOU!" i was like omg omg!! de whole world knows i am from PHS. haha. i dun mind though :) even though TJ ppl has de perception that PHS is a gangster school O.o. hehe. do i look like one? :D si yuh say my running style changed. hmmm HOPEFULLY FOR DE BETTER! :D next year is de last year i am taking napha and i am going to make it de FIRST and the LAST time i pass NAPHA. not bad wor :D hehe.

anywayys, si yuh went to sick bay :( then econs lecture was like horribly boring. haha. anywayys, decided to pay attention during lecture and stop focusing on my phone :X hehe. hopefully that will make my promo grades look prettier :D hehe. econs tutorial was quite alright/ cheryl gave me 3 sweets and i finished it within1.5 hour. omg. desperate for sweets. hehe.

PW lecture was quite funnie? hehe. at least i didn't fell asleep :X i missed too much lectures on PW. each time i nvr come to school, they will be lecvturing on WR. and guess what, i missed ALL. haha. i wonder if mr lim will kill me for de horrible work. hmmmz. hopefully yes! hehe.

after that is PW and GP. hmms nth much i guess? pretty usual. no much exciting thing to talk abt. except during break that time jess they all were laughing at my " squeaky" voice. AM I A MOUSE?!?!? hehe. but quite funnie lar. hehe. imagine me with a freaking LOW voice. hehe. quite hard to imagine? hmmm.

decided to go home because i am just tooo tired. haha. wanted togo NUS. i guess i have to go on wednesday? haha. it's de last day of submission for that dumb dumb form. hehe. well, stress :X

there wouldn't be changes,

if there is no one influencing you.

and i am not de one.

just another sad day

2010-08-21T22:58:00.005+08:00

maybe things have changed ba. i dunno. reallie sad. i hate changes, i always do. i hate it when ppl neglect me. i hate it. i have been sad for de past few days. very sad. so what if there are promises, end up, they are just being broken. so is my heart. you said i expected a lot recently. is it because i expected a lot, or because you did nth to show concern?

went for tuition today. omg. my hand freaking pain? is like didn't reallie want to write much or do anything with my right hand, is like handicap? haha. thats why after tuition, me went to de lib, i just focus on reading my econs notes. didn't reallie want to write, is like freaking pain.

had a fun time with janice today! i reallie miss her a lot! reallie enjoyed de time with her :D did lots of talking and stuff. hehe, but productive too :) just that i forgot to bring all my hwk aloong :X hehe.

anywayys, i think she is right ba. i am those kiind of ppl who are freakingly insecure. i dunno why nerh!! i reallie dun. is like, i need to feel love in all sorts of manner then i will feel secure. haish. sometimes i reallie pity him. i didn't mean to be so difficult de. :(

but then again, touch is de most power way to feel love. hehe. me and janice both agreed to it! :D hehe. so it was quite fun talking about this kind of stuff lar :D hehe. :)

all i needed, is just more concern.

if only you are able to give me half de concern you gave,

to your friends

a sad sad sad day for me

2010-08-20T20:33:00.003+08:00

today is a rainy day! haha. TJC flood from third floor down. hehe. is like, i seriously think that there is some architecture problem with TJC's building :X hehe. is like , i sit in de canteen and i can get drenched? hahahaha. wind blow side ways, together with de rain. is like my whole econ essay is like wet?! haha. decided to give up on writing my essay. my eyes like freaking swollen and i am having problem opening it, even till now. haha.

enough of crying ba. i just find myself useless. and i just realise it ytd. haha. useless. de thing is that, i can choose to live and forget stuffs. but dun you get it? when it comes to your stuff, i dun want to forget them. because de person is you. is you. maybe you will feel unlucky ba? like " why must she rmb my stuff and make my life difficult? " haha. then i shall make you feel better by not caring your stuffs? haha. like how you treat things ba :) i will learn de. haha. it takes time for me to let go ba. haha. but i am kind of sad. you questioned me abt me not knowing that you feel stress and tired too. but de thing is that, i am not by your side. i can't see. but i can feel. thats why i always ask you if you are ok. but what's de reply i get? simply " nth. " , " ok arh" . sometimes i reallie doubt you know, is everything reallie ok? for de past 6 months, every is ok? and now you tell me you are stress? i dunno. i am a failure. i can't understand you. jeshua say i must understand you and cheer you up. but how am i able to do that? when all you tell me is nth? in what way can i cheer you up nerh? what can i do for you nerh? i thought i can help you with school work. yet your friends seems to be de better choice when it comes to discussing abt school work. maybe because you all have de same syllabus ba. i thought i can be there for you when you are stress. yet i can't, because i dunno whats going on. there is only one reason i can find for myself to stay by your side now. i find myself completely useless? haha. thats de last and strongest reason. dun make it disappear. please.

anywayys, these thoughts are in my mind when i am like totally drenched? and ytd too. oh gosh. my eyes are like, goldfish? zzz. hopefully my retina doesn't have a hold despite de high risk. i dun want to turn blind. if i reallie do, i might just end my life. haha.

chemistry lesson was reallie fun! haha. mr foo is super LAME. i mean reallie LAME! here is what happened:

Amar: can we do FRS on methyl benzene?

mr foo: you can!!

after a short puase ....

Mr foo: if you are god!

then he turned to de white board and drew methylbenzene and chlorine, then he shout to de board saying " hey! can i just have 1 clorine entering the benzene? "

rofl!! i see le i was like OMG ROFL?!?!?!?!?! haha. seriously cute nerh! anywayys, today freaking cold. today's chemistry lecture super funnie. totally not related to chemistry? haha. motivational talk by mr foo! hehe.

anywayys, that's abt it ba. hehe. guitar section is reallie fun!! hehe. learn to strum and play songs! omg. i love today's section! :D

de most painful thing in life,

is when you love one has been taken

away from you.

a very very very tiring day

2010-08-19T17:22:00.004+08:00

haha uploaded some random pictures!!

see that TJC residential kitty? she is eating my BREAKFAST!! is like that day i am suppose to have napha retest, end up because this kitty eat my breakfast, and then de day before i didn't eat a single crap, i ended up having gastric pain and stitches while running my 2.4km. 19.57 min . GREAT I FAILED. congrats me!

evil kitty in action!

oh ya! then found these pictures. htat day national day, me,joyce , yee ching and wang mo went to draw on de floor :X we intended to look for a teacher but found de floor more attractive so we just grab a few chalks and start drawing :X de "5" and " o" at de bottom is done by me!!! so proud of it :D hehehe.

hehe, our master piece! looks cute right? hehe

me and joyce, with our master piece!

today is a freaking tired day. well, wang mo is not here today. kind of envy her. hehe. can stay at home rest! hopefully her jaws are ok.

today is like, well, i struggled past basically amost every lesson, except chemistry :D hehe. chemistry has always been my favourite subject so i guess that's why i am so alert? hehe. played with that model thingys. hehe. mr edwin passed them to me before once. hehe. but that time i didn't reallie know how to play with it :X kind of fun? hehe. made a stick man! it's a pity i can't take a photo of it in class :X hehe. oh ya!! that model is called DARLING model. omg. sounded so funnie!

de darling model of chemistry? so if i want to be a darling, am i suppose to be like de sticks and balls? hehe

i think i kind of quiet today ba? reallie tired. like 2 days 4 hours of sleep. even though it's not de worst , but then i still feel drained. especially de coldness early in de morning. sometimes i cannot take it when ppl treat me coldly. i dunno why :X i just dun like de feeling ba :( but i have to understand that others are not obliged to treat me warmly too. haha.

dragged myself home. hmm a bit sad joyce and si yuh when studying but didn't ask me :X hehe. but then well, hmmm go home rest better ba. i forgot my freaking math tutorial book lor! argh. then need to walk back to de container room ON MY OWN. walk pas that huanted arts hub then is like, omg scared!!! walked up to de second floor..... then i open de dooor..... hen i saw a guy O.o!!! hehe. dunno who is he, i think he just found that room empty and went in to sleep? haha. he volunteered to help me find my book. OMG kind of glad that he is in there? haha. if not i will be soooo scared!

hehe. anywayys, thats abt it ba. reallie tired.

where are you nerh? :(

❤ i miss you.

2010-08-18T21:29:00.002+08:00

today is like, quite ok? hehe. just that morning, i miss my bear. hehe.

then PE that time was reallie fun! i was late for PE, with siyuh. i think that's because de tchers started early? so got to do 20 push ups. hehe. can hear joyce they all de voice from far far! hehe. then that mr sim, who is PHS mr sim's brother, say " must be that PHS de" super loud lor! made me shy shy. hehe. anywayys, we were learning de basics for volleyball. makes me miss PHS a lot. is like volleyball used to be phs's niche, so is like we used to learn volleyball? haha. makes me regret for not learing volleyball well when i was still in PHS. that ball hit my head twice. then my thumb was initially swollen, so end up bleed because de ball kept hitting it T.T pain ahhhh. partnered anna. hehe. she is super cute! haha. we were having fun throwing de balls! hehe. then i always end up shooting de ball over de wall. then de pe tcher just kep passing me a new ball. hehe. super fun!

went to physics lesson. well, i think mr lim super cute! he got that mischievious face you know! hehe. that's about it ba. hehe. during chem lecture, hung they all were talking super loud, then i think wm and wl like kind of pissed off? hmmm. dunno nerh.

super tired for de whole day, i guess is because ytd very late sleep thats why? haha. went to NUS today. before that, me and de other SRP students were in de HUB chionging our summarized report. then i msged wang lei to send me de slides. omg reallie got to thank him lots! without his slides, i wouldn't have been able to complete it. he is my second best mentor!!! first is ms nilar :D hehe. i miss her! wonder hows her life in canada. hmmm. wun have a chnace to meet her ever again i guess. :(

rushed all de way to NUS just to find that de prof is not in his office. ARGH. next week need to go NUS again. haish. then went to de central library to try to borrow books. but hmm, i guess i need to go to de science library, because here no have de books i need. there de toilet very huanted de feeling nerh!! scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 me dragged si ying with me. hehe.

then super quiet and big. me and si ying's ear couldn't take it. got that yiiiii sound. then she can hear my stomach growl growl. OMG SO EMBARASSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe.

that's about it ba!!

how i wish time can turn back.

i will definitely cherish de times we have together.

❤

♥ i love you ♥

2010-08-17T18:41:00.008+08:00

it has been a long time since i last blogged. haha. life in TJC is as busy as ever.

i am still holding on to the past! i still can't let go. i can't let go of my life in PHS. sometimes when i am in de lab, when i am in tutorials, memories and images of PHS ppl flash past my mind. i miss them. i miss you.

sometimes i reallie wish to cry out loud. because i didn't treasure de times with PHS. even if you ask me to go back to PHS now, de feeling isn't there anymore. because it's de ppl we are with, de times we had, de things we experienced that makes up de PHS i miss . it is not just de buildings, but de feelings. sometimes when i take de train past YCK station, or when i walk in de mrt station, i will think of de past. the times when i used to walk de same road everyday. de ppl whom i used to see for at least 8 hours a day. omg. i reallie miss those times. i can feel my tears forming, but they just refuse to leave my eyes. they form de beautiful memories which i will nvr ever want to forget.

i will nvr ever want to forget de first person i used to see every morning. de scent always filled up de surrounding air and makes me feel super happie ❤

but reality says that i am now in TJC. i like my class. but de feeling is just not that right. i can't be totally myself when i am in 0510. i dunno why nerh. sometimes is like, it just don't feel right. maybe like what janice said ba. i miss janice!

took train with anna today, finally there is someone to take de train with me, de last time it happened was de last day of school in sec 4? when bl sent me home. :)

school today is great i guess. just that i kept having stomachache and shoulderache and jeremy ELBOWED me. ARGH. PAIN!!!!!!!! spa was quite ok? hehe. mr lim is nice!!!! best physics tcher i ever had. hehe. ( ms lem is nice too. but she dun reallie teach i guess o.O )

celebrated si yuh's bday. hehe. i decorated de cake!! together with joyce yesterday! :) joyce is super cute when she decorates de cake. hehe.

i think that's all for today? got to get working now! hehe. omg. there is PE tmr!!! i guess i failed my napha? got to go for de conditioning class i guess? hope that it helps to reduce my fats. hehe.

you are de last thing

which i will ever want

to forget.♥

2010-05-13T18:02:00.002+08:00

today is supposingly to be a special day lar, but well, hmmm. seemed quite normal. haha.

first time eating food from my school's canteen and you know what? it's raining like kitties and doggies. then is like queued for half 20 mins then get to eat in de rain? hahas. even though is sheltered area but then de wind blow then rain came in sideways so is like my food + rain? hehe. taste super weird!!!!

got back our GPP. hmmmmms. come to PW, i reallie dunno what to do lor. is like, being de leader is so so so difficult. like need to know every single craps in de world? hahas. then is like coordination problem, timing problem. argh.

physics lesson is nice :D hehe. that SY hor! whole lesson give me that sheepy face. hehe. but me like that seat position. is like nice :D hehe. second row like mroe relaxing than de first row lor :X hehe. but then is like, haha, can't reallie sit there all de time because joyce they all usually sit there, haish. sad.

then went to that old block to do physics. mr lim say room 523 is haunted. but then again, where is room 523 nerh? i didn't even know that there is a 5th storey in TJ lor. omg? hehe. mr lim like in this school for 22 years le, he CONFIRM know what's going on de lor!!!!!!! ARGH! find one day make him TALK. hehe

2010-05-03T22:34:00.002+08:00

Is like after today, after talking to shawn, i realise that, sometimes things which may seemed to be insignificant, is reallie the things which you will treasure after they are gone. is like, there is a no definite that there will be a tomorrow. i reallie dun want to regret because of anything in future.

is like after i see this picture, i suddenly got very scared. when will be de next time we tell our loved ones that we love them? when will be de next time we sleep in their arms? is like, it's so sad :(

ahh just emoing. hehe. me am going to treasure even more ! de time that we are going to have! no matter how little it is! hehe

2010-04-28T18:47:00.003+08:00

OMG.

haven't gotten any SRP projects yet. die le lar. i dun reallie mind not having any project, just that i need to account for it and all de time will be wasted for like going for all de modules and stuffs. argh! VEXED!!!

haha. school was quite ok today i guess. chemistry lecture was a big mess. i think my class will get scolded. is like we all got de venue wrong and all of us went audi instead of LT2. OH MY GOD. whole of de class missing, i think tmr mr lim going to scream at us again. rofl. he got mood swing can!

then hmmm.. llike that lor. WORRIED FOR ONE WHOLE DAY. argh. omg. freakingly worried. not because of science stuffs, abt something else. omg. you know how worried i am ?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! anywayys, haish, never mind. me being worried also of no use. lalalala.

went to NUS to listen to a lecture which i basically didn't pay attention to because i was busy worrying. hahas.

2010-04-27T19:17:00.002+08:00

i'm not being happy recently.

got lots of stuff going on. is like SRP i need to find mentor, pw, tests and tutorials. not that i'm stressed or what, but i reallie need an organizer. to organize my life. and maybe a eraser, to erase certian parts of my memory so i dun feel so hurt.

well pw is giving me lots of problem. last week i was like freakingingly busy with concert so i totally forgot that i need to get one of my grp members to attend de workshop. but de thing is that, it's reallie my fault i know :X i shldnt have forgotten it but there's reallie a lot of stuffs. then is like, jess say at first she want to remind me on sunday but didn't because scared disturb me. well, dun remind me of sunday, my heart broke cans. then is like, dunno what's wrong with that sunday. 2 bad things happened on de same day. argh. now i have to write a report to explain.

omg. already not in good mood today le lor. is like, dunno what to say. i reallie dunno send who go better lor. i will rather me go IF i have de time. which is like if it's on mon/tues/ thurs. other days i reallie can't. then other ppl, haish, dun want to mention le. very sad.

then ahhh.. i need some kind soul to show me some concern to ask me if i'm alright? if i can take it or not. is like, reallie. cold cold de.

2010-03-13T22:20:00.005+08:00

i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!! =( =( =( =(

be nice and dun ask me why. i might break down. hahas. just let me be bah. i just can't control that surge of sadness which keeps flowing into me everyday every moment!!!!!!! i tried all sorts of ways, including deluding myself. but it's still there. argh. everything will be alright. it will be. it must be!!!! after a while, it wun hurt as much anymore. natellie is right, it's hurts a lot a lot. now i understand why she is so sad. well, i have to adjust to de circumstance bah. there's no point for me to stay at de original spot. working against de flow is going to make me feel even worse. i have to uproot myself and stop growing roots!! argh. hate to feel attached to ppl, will have withdrawal sadness. is like i am so used to having zhu li to talk to, now i dun have with me le =(

not that we can't sms, but everything isn't de same anymore.

that day my friend was telling me that she dun deserve to rest. i was like being super positive as usual and tried to convince her that she is wrong. but come to think abt it, i kind of got convinced by her :X but i still need de rest lar, hehe. but i always have that kind of thinkings too, subconsciously. that's why i treasure everything. de ppl in my primary school taught me that i dun deserve to have friends. and now i treasure everyone around me, because i keep thinking of what happened.

anywayys, sad things aside. it;s not going to help me anywayys. hahas.

went to dinner at a reallie CMI hawker centre. insects are dropping from de sky. reallie omg. dunno why they come from. haha. is like every few secs i see one flying insect on de table, i literally jumped off from my seat. hahas. my brother say i very timid. but seriously, i can't survive with insects. i wun mind you throwing me with a lion or tiger or smth. at least death is quick and fast. insects? omg. creepy crawlies. haha.

my daddy used his hands to catch. then he accidentally touched me. i screamed can!! i was like, OMG. dun touch me!!!!! insects. insects. insects. argh!!!!! i am already traumatised, sad, depressed blah blah enough le, dun disturb me anymore!!!!

hahas. reminds me of my lunch. thanks mr edwin! :D your hushbrown is reallie like de best meal of today? haha. yummy :D haha. anywayys, managed to force down that horrible insect infested meal ( jk jk) , haha. then went to de furniture mall. so glad that i am alive now. hehe. at de furniture store i was like basically stoning O.o then my brother came to entertain me. hehe. seriously if he is less vulgar, less adictive to game, less player, less irritating, etc etc, i think he is a nice brother. as in, well he knows when i am sad and stuff and he always come up with funnie stuffs, just that he always ended up getting scolded by me. haha. my brother is definitely someone who is close to my heart i will say. we always have endless of things to talk abt :D well that's what brothers are for :D

was teaching how to walk and stuffs. i find his poisture an eye sore. reallie. cannot take it. and he cannot take de correct position to walk. hahas. well , me got nth to say abt it :X hehe. but he's reallie vain. never see a guy like him. haha. reallie unmanly. rofl! sometimes i quite pity him lar, like so small size and stuffs. haha.

my mommy bought a lamp. i was like O.o okayys. not my business so dun ask me carry it :X hehe. we got two guys in de family. they shld show us what they are capable off :D plus hmmm, i need to preserve my energy for de next two years :D

haha, i miss my guitar :X hehe. i dunno nerh. i never like gu zheng as much as i like guitar. haha. dunno why. :X is like for gu zheng, i can never stay on beat, but for guitar, i can. and is like, when having an ensemble with de guzheng, i never smile when i'm playing. but when having a guitar ensemble, no matter how sad i am, i will smile automatically. haha. i just like guitar. that explains why my mother used to be so jealous of my guitar instructor because i like guitar more than i like anything else. hehe. and i begining to like doreamon song :D

is like that day i was practising with mei lan, we keep pestering louis to play use our guitar to play :X hehe. so fun :D but he's seriously pro lor. he and hung and pei de, 3 pro ppl :D louis taught me that song named " start" , but i can't rmb le. hehe. i need de scores!!! ARGH! can't find T.T hung even flew his guitar here all de way from his hometown. oh my god. reallie pro.

and one more thing abt guitar, it's so portable!!!! omg. i reallie hate those days when i have to carry that bulky gz and face those trios. rofl. hmmm PHS concert clash with my school's concert. kind of glad :X hahas. i reallie dun want to see lin lao shi again. she is like de darkest moment of my PHS life. everything started because of gu zheng. reallie.

but i reallie need a hug now. haha. a reaffirmation that everything will be alright. but reality tells me that reality wun change just because of me. but i have to change because of reality. argh. how great.

2010-03-13T17:42:00.003+08:00

i think my blog is like totally dead?! hehe. ok lar. was like freaking busy i guess? haha. dunno nerh, i feel that i have time and yet no time. rofl dunno what i talking abt. hehe. but i reallie like my school a lot! :D de campus, de school system, my friends of course! :D

but i doubt i will have time in future to come to this dead blog anymore bah, hehe. but it's alright :D two years later, it shall revive! hehe.

so irony. is like, during de long 3months break after o lvl, i felt so empty, like nth to do and i hate de feeling. now i kind of miss de feeling. as in, de feel of having free time, like just de time of my own for me to slack and no think abt anything else. even though i got tons of hwk, but i dun reallie feel de stress of it. haha. i just enjoy studying i guess. reallie dunno why :X it's not like i will just do work and dun socialise though.

in school i will be flying around and talk, or just sleep :X hehe. homework is meant to be done at home :D seriously. hehe.someone asked me, " how did you ever have time to do your hwk? " then i say, " hmmm at de expense of my sleep? " hahas. seriously mah. it's either you choose to sleep or do hwk. haha. but i just enjoy it lar :X hehe. no choice mah, i got to spend like de next few years dealing with hwk, so i can only love it, not hate it. hehe.

talking about my school, it's AWESOME :D seriously, if anyone is looking for a school with no hard and fast rule, and students take part in making major decisions and most imptly, enjoy aircon in classroom, TJ is a school for you! :D hehe. i just love de air con.

ytd i was like helping natellie to look for her KI file, then we went to de classroom block behind de audi. is like de classroom air cons are on already lar. then i was like, will they ever off it? that kind of thing. hehe. but i just love it. i help her found her file though :D she couldn't understand why i went to de last row to find her file despite knowing de fact that she always sits in front. well, there is always a probablility lying out there for me to find :D right? hehe.

that's about it bah. hehe. me like TJC :D

2010-02-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

after my blog being dead for so so so long, me finally got a chance to post!

school was quite boring today :X first we had road run, okayys, me can't see anything :X is like everyone is standing and HEY!!! me am not very tall. haha. well, me like my school! :D TJ rocks! everything is so free style so is like a home to me more than a school. so much nicer than PHS environment because de school is rich, de environment is nice :D classrooms fully air con and food rocks! most imptly, i like my cg mates! haha

then our school had a carnival!! rui si and i bought a prank to play on kok ken, but i call him ken because his name sounds weird. me and rui si reallie no like him. haha. but ok lar, we are nice ppl. we got de drama ppl to play prank on him by asking them dance de ken ken dance. haha. Anwar tricked him. hehe.

then slacked in de hall because we got no where else to go :X tried archery!!! omg me got a bull's eye!!!! :D :D :D nice ! hehe. then de VP announced that we are released half an hour ealier because carnival ran out of food. HAHA. freaking funny!! hehe.

went back to PHS!! met bl and lys at de station! went to see mrs lim and mr toh. hahas. funnie ppl! me like them! hehe. but can't find mrs choy, sad nerh =( but ok lar, get to see janice they all!! OMG!! me miss them!! then me and janice super high!! was like cheering and talking like nobody's business! hehe. reallie miss them a lot! those whom me like, me still like them. those whom me no like, i still no like them :X as in, why all de AJ ppl sit together during lunch? is like, might as well dun gather kind of thing. no interaction. plus went food court -.- i mean, i know not everyone can afford, but you see, food court stuff cost abt $7. if we got eat like esten, it cost abt de same. pepper lunch got student meal which is $6.50 i think. reallie no diff lor. then is like, can't join tables so not everyone gets to talk to each other. haish.

but ok lar, i miss PHS! :D surprisingly. hehe. but i met a lot of good friends in TJ :D

2010-01-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

FIRST BLOG POST OF DE YEAR after 23 days.

haha. seriously i think my blog dying. :X have been kins od busy with erm nothing? haha. just busy and i dunno why. lazy to use my comp i guess. haha. was like slacking at home for one whole day watching CRUEL TEMPTATION! i think de main actress is reallie PRETTY! haha. sexy too ;) haha. at least de show got plot. so it's kind of nice. but a lot of coincidences in de sh0w, so a bit not realistic. haha

anywayys, like that lor. BORRIINNNGGG. then went out to eat. my mommy ordered fried chicken wing O.o is like i can still rmb when i'm young that time, my mommy no let me eat heaty stuffs de. is like even fries i also need to ask how many can i eat. haha. imagine me counting de number of fries me am eating :X how sad. haha. kind of pathetic lar. haha.

then went NtUC to buy stuff then go home le. was trying to scare my brother abt taman negara stuff. hehe. wanted him to go, but want to scare him first. hehe. so fun! then reach home that time, my brother snatched my toilet from me!!! so we two ended up in de toilet and he used those sa jiao method to make me go out. haha. funnie guy. hehe.

2009-12-31T21:46:00.002+08:00

it's going to be a new year soon. haha. thinking abt what i had done in de year 2009, i would say it's a reallie busy year with not much content in it. haha.

this year passed reallie fast nerh. is like, most of de time me keep studying and studying. didn't reallie go out with friends and stuff. haha. did a lot of things, made a lot of decisions, learnt a lot of things. haha. sometimes i am thinking, if certain decisions are not made, certains things are not done, and if certain things are kept unknown to me, would things be different now? haha. but i learnt to accept some facts though. there are some things i need to get used to and to accept. just like recently, me went to see ear specialist and stuff. haha.

even though now it's holidays, but i felt happier when i am in school. as year 2009 is coming to an end, de number of lonely times seemed to increase. being lonely and being alone is kind of different to me. haha. it's abt de same, yet quite different. i can be in a crowded place, yet felt lonely. but sometimes, i can be alone and not lonely. haha. so weird. me no like de feeling though. haha. i dun like to be alone.

so my next aim for 2010. hmmm. i dunno nerh. stay happy? haha. make de right decision bah. and to take things less seriously. need to 看开 a bit. hehe.

yup yup. like that lor.

me dun want

to have that feeling again =(

2009-12-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

seriously i dunno what i am busy with but i feel that i am busy. hehe. ok lar. recently went to see ear specialist thanks to that YIIIIII sound i'm hearing. very xinku nerh. is like it's constantly YIIII-ing so i can't concentrate and stuff. normally me depend a lot on my hearing ( since most of de time my eyes is stoning de. ) hehe. so that YIIII sound will get super loud when i am concentrating. hehe. then everyone just say that it's just YIIII-ing, nth much. BUT IT'S A BIG THING TO ME NERH. that YIII is irritating. haha.

then on that day itself, quite a lot of things happened, hehe. got one DUMBY DUMB DUMB hacker hacked into my fb account T.T hate him lar! but ok bah, kind of glad that he hacked my acc? haha. i get to change a new email. then my mailbox is empty!!! just that some of my friends didn't add me back =(

2009-12-26T14:16:00.003+08:00

this holiday seriously dun feel like holiday to me nerh. hehe. as in, recently me busy with knitting and stuff, then de principal of my tuition centre ask me go help her teach. haha. kind of tiring lar. haha. s0 is like de moment me go free time, i will be like OMG finally. haha. nth to blog abt during holidays, is like practically de same routine. hehe.

me just teach finish 2 class, from 9am - 1230pm. haha. TIRING. is like de class from 9am - 11am quite ok. got 2 boys then they two quite talkative de. so me teach finish le then might as well talk to them. hehe. end up they cannot finish their work then need to stay back. WUAHAHHA. IT'S MY FAULT. hehe. but de other teacher thought is they talk too much. haha. too bad. hehe.

then they two keep telling each other to shut up. then got one guy suddenly turn to me and say shut up. haha.then i give that " WHAT?!" face then say in those crying crying tone asking why he ask me shut up. then he stunned and continue doing his work while others laugh at him. hehe. so fun! haha. then de next class got one guy is like hyperactive yet autistic or smth like that lar. very difficult to make him do hwk. but me managed to make him finish his hwk!!! YIPEE!!!! must coax him de nerh. haha. tiring x2. haha. but i wouldn't deny that i kind of enjoy teaching, at least me can talk mah. haha. but i still prefer doctor. hehe

was marking zuo wen. OMG. want vomit blood. haha. got some de handwriting FREAKING one lor. so is like, i mark till i @_@. haha. good thing abt this job is that i dun get scolded. only me scold ppl. WUAHAHAHA. then was sitting at de reception to mark stuff. then got one boy boy came in and say lots of stuff. me catch no ball nerh. because he said he having 2 maths tuition in de same week. end up after some time then he realise that it's one eng and one math tuition. haha. then i need to change de reciept stuffs. BLUR NERH HIM! haha.

like that lor. tmr so early too. YAWN...

taking each step one at a time.

sometimes it's better to let go

than to hold on.

2009-12-21T21:09:00.004+08:00

!~~ 09 December 2009 ~~!

THIRD DAY IN PENANG! omg. de morning view super nice nerh!!!! is like can see sunrise!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! hehe. 背山面海 you know. haha. then tried to wake my brother and my couzzie. haha. me slept till very comfy though throughout de night. is like, very tired i guess? slept till 6am without waking up. haha.

see de sun rise!!! from de mountain nerh! pretty! hehe

went down for breakfast lor! hehe. was like eating cereal and stuff then my brother like mad le. keep singing singing. his voice reallie CMI. haha. cannot take it. his notes all not accurate de lor. omg. like killing pigs like that. then my couzzie was like want to kill him. HAHA. then is like, after eating, me suddenly felt like having diarrhea. so flew up to my hotel room and TA DA. diarrhea like mad. haha.

went shopping after that lor. accompanied my couzzie. she buy clothes and stuff. haha.then leave our hotel! haha. i like de number!

me like this room number! hehe

me and my couzzie. trying to act sad? can't lar!! haha

pretty islands! hehe

looks like a face to me? haha

light from a light hse!! super cool nerh!

so many boats. like crocodiles. hehe

you know, this looks like singapore. haha

me super amazed by de wings open lar! haha

me love de luaggages! hehe

2009-12-14T23:06:00.004+08:00

!~~ 08 December 2009 ~~!

second day in penang! haha. woke quite frequently at night lor. reallie can't sleep in unfamiliar place. me miss my bear!! =( was like super scared, because i scared got ghost. rofl! haha. woked at 3am, slept. woke at 430am. slept. woke at 630 am. rolled till 7 am then me go brush teeth. hehe.

went down for their buffet breakfast! quite yummy bah! me like china de more. because got xiao long bao!!! free flow somemore. hehe. anyways, ate quite little? hehe. not much appetite. haha.

de hotel lobby! on our way to breakfast!

my humble breakfast! got egg, ham and bread. hehe. typical breakfast lar. hehe

me make de coffee lor! i find it taste yummy! my mommy said so too! hehe.

pink guava juice!! i stared at it for very long. me love de colour! hehe

see de noodle! me cook de nerh! as in me boil de noodle and pour in de soup. end up no one want to eat because all full full le =( so wasted lor.

went up to our hotel and me slept all de way to about 12 noon i think? hehe. me and shena jie slept in de boys room while de boys went to gym. super comfy nerh! dunno why. i think because got sunlight then me dare to sleep. hehe. de mummies went to hair salon while daddies in individual room doing their own stuff. hehe.

de shopping centre beside our hotel. you see from here like very small, but you go in right, there is like a second dimension like that, super big nerh! just that shops all either closed or no business. remoted i guess? haha.

my mommy they all came back and decided to get me and my couzzie go salon to do our hair! hehe. i think quite fun bah! de person cut my hair like nth much like that. that uncle was like washing my hair then i keep laughing. hehe. my ears super sensitive to touch and water. then de uncle touch my ears that time me giggle giggle. then he cmi then he laughed too. wash my hair also. me gave him a shock when me luahged. haha. me cannot stand water running past my forehead and ears lar! hehe. then my couzzie CMI too. hehe. so funnie lar! haha.

de uncle washing my hair. me wanted to take de uncle and my hair only. but took off my specs so can't see. then bring de camera to my face. then took de photo so ugly -.- haha. too bad. got to understand, my eye degree 700+. rofl.

went to shop at prankling mall i think? hehe. there very nice! haha. me bought a pair of shoes there. hehe. tall tall de. haha. then ate dinner there too! hehe. htne set off to night market! go there need to drive up mountain de. super scary! plus got cemetry. reallie omg lor. i go there very scared. because a lot of ppl then i scared my family got ppl lost. haha. lucky all came back safely! phew!!

DINNER DINNER! forget to take de photos of de food. well at least got de drinks. hehe.

TA-da!!! that's day two! hehe. but can't reallie sleep in hotel nerh. i scared bathe that time. haha. as usual.

miss my bear!!!

2009-12-10T22:52:00.015+08:00

me am back from penang!!! omg miss singapore!!! and de ppl i know of course! hehe. let me blog about de 3D2N trip in penang. hehe.

!~~ 7 december 2009~~!

woke up at erm me dunno? about 4am like that. bathe and realised a BIG problem. my mommy want me to wear de jumper. but de shorts very short nerh!! ME WILL FREEZE TO DEATH IN AIRPORT DE LOR!!! omg. hehe. then i keep saying me want commit suicide because too cold le. hehe. then my aunt and couzzie keep suan-ing me, say who ask me wear shorts. AHHHH!!! is my mommy nerh!!! hehe.

took de jetstar asia plane to penang! haha. me like SIA more. hehe. de air stewardess are prettier and de plane is bigger and we got free foood!!! hehe. is like before me enter de plane, i saw de pilots. two american pilots. hehe. quite handsome looking bah i guess? hehe. forget to tell my aunt, she must be hopping mad. WUAHAHAHA. anywayys, took de plane, me sandwiched between my mommy and daddy. de instructions was give to us to wear de seat belt, then i ask my daddy to fasten his,then i turn to my mommy, she say she long ago fasten lr. rofl! suddenly her actions so fast. hehe. then de plane start flying and my brother screamed. NOOB lar he. hehe. he was like looking down then de plane suddenly lifted so he was lifted off from his seat. lucky he fastened his seat belt le. hehe. NOOB him. hehe.

me and my daddy!!! hehe. he looked so cute! haha

me and my mommy! haha. dunno where she looking. haha.

tall tall de!! hehe.

in de middle of 2 lays of clouds. PRETTY!!!

my mommy bought a packet of orange juice and milo, guess how much it cost on de plane? it's $6!!! omg. freaking!!!!! i was like stunned when i heard de price. freaking nerh. one packet drink cost $3. i was like shocked. ok lar, me noob noob de. normally me take SQ then is FOC, or it's included in de ticket fee that's why. so me thought this time round it's also free de. haha. well well, lalala. my mommy was like HUH? haha. funny lar. de trip was overall funny lar. is like my couzzies and my brother sat behind me, so de three of them super lame. haha. hear their jokes and laughed throughout de flight journey. hehe. so fun! haha. AND AND!!! me saw a rainbow in de sky when i was on de plane!!! NICE NICE NERH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! didn't managed to capture it though. argh.

SEE DE RECIEPT!!! de price reallie ex lor. haha

de clouds so fluffy!! de thrid layer of cloud! de pilot was saying that we flew past 3 layers of cloud, reaching de thrid atmosphere zone or smth like that. so cool!

raining inside de clouds lor! you see de window! got rain drops de. haha

reached penang airport and i start shivering de moment i step out of de plane. super cold!! my mouth was like automatically shivering? haha. then my aunt keep saying me very pro. hehe. it's my mommy lor! haha. my couzzie they all booked a package with de hotel, so got 2 vans came to fetch us, one van per family lor. haha. then my parents were like commenting saying that penang is a nice nice place because of nice housing and stuffs. i kind of agree. as in compared to johor, i think de standard of living in penang is higher. haha. passed by a cemetry though. scary as usual. hehe.

reached de hotel faster than my couzzie they all even though they boarded de van first. so irony. haha. maybe because de driver was talking to my uncle bah. my uncle super friendly de. hehe. reached there, put our luaggage then we set off to eat at at a hawker centre there. hehe. there reallie those olden stall hawker centres lor. tap is on de road then de aunty just squat there wash wash. me didn't have much appetite though, but me like de pancake which my couzzie ordered. my mommy ordered soup wanton mee for me. reallie dun feel like eating. ate half then gave up. haha.

see de hawker? haha. so typical old old kind. hehe.

took de van to a few stops before 2pm ( our check in time ). went to a sleeping buddha temple. hehe. me prayed to all de buddha there so. hehe. so devoted :D haha. then my daddy wear someone's shoe i think? hehe. de uncle chased him all de way to our van to check if my daddy reallie wear wrong shoe. end up is because both shoe same design then my daddy see wrongly so wear wrongly. rofl! cute lar him! hehe.

next time is a retail store selling coffee. haha. didn't buy anything though, because my mommy no like de taste of de coffee. but me like lor! me was like testing on every coffee because de person keep pouring to me. hehe. yummy! me like de chocolate coffee ! hehe. nice! bought a packet of coffee sweet. hehe. then saw one big big tongkat ali ( TA ). rofl. first time in my life i see a real TA. normally is hear de adults say but this time round me saw it. haha. we are were like so amazed by it. rofl. especially it's function. HAHA. took a photo of it of course! ;)

next stop! herbs and medicine store! there got sell TA too. then we were like thinking, are they famous and specialised in selling that? haha. is like we can see it EVERYWHERE. haha. kind of funny. hehe. bought one herbal drink to drink. de ladyboss was saying that they add a lot of herbs in it. then me and my brother drink le super high. haha. he was like singing on de van and me giggling away. lasted about 20 mins. HAHA. then my cousin was saying that de drink contains TA, that's why we so high. hehe. i dunno.hehe. but reallie funnie nerh! hehe.

see that TA? freaking long lor! haha.

read de function of it. i see le totally CMI.

me, my brother and 2 couzzies! haha. their face all blocked. haha

last stop! a temple in a mountain top! frokm de hotel we stayed in, we can actually see de temple lor. is like we were reallie lucky to be able to go there on de second day of opening. hehe. de temple itself is abt 120 years old, but they built a near shrine on top of de mountain, so it's de second day of opening of de shrine. hehe. got one big big goddess made of bronze. wow. majestic. hehe. we bought a tile and wrote our name on for blessing and contribute to de building of de shrine. then pray with 3 big big joss sticks. hehe. de person apply oil to me and my brother's joss sticks, so ours got flame de ! super cool nerh! hehe. decided to walk down from de mountain top to de mountain foot. hehe. then as we walked, we passed by a lot of other temples and stuff. then got one liberation pool. a lot of ppl realise tortise as a form of liberation. but seriously, i find that it's a torture for de tortise. so many of them squeezing for space, food, water and living. so poor thingy lor.

tall tall de!! see de view! nice nice!

de goddess.

me and my family!!! muacks!

see de tortises. all so poor thingy =(

a lot of them nerh. =(

de alley which we walked down de mountain. is like an alley in de mountain itself? haha. super cool de!

after that, we finally reached de foot!!! my aunt bought their penang laksa. me didn't tried. haha. i scared later diarrhea again. haha. but my daddy like enjoying it? haha. ordered some coconut drink to drink. thrist quenching! hehe. board de van and set off to our hotel! me and my brother sat at de back and we dozed all de way back to our hotel. hehe. quite nice to sleep. hehe.

our room number! 2315. me love de number. hehe. de room quite alright bah. big big de. my daddy, mommy and me in one room, my brother and JX hor one room, my aunt, uncle and shena jie in one room. haha. my room and my brother that room is interlinked de, so can open door big big! hehe. so fun! slept and bathed and relaxed till 5pm then we sat off to shop and eat! hehe.

went to some street hawker to eat? hehe there de food nice nice!!! hehe. chicken wings and satay rocks! haha. we takeaway back to hotel to eat. hehe.

de hotel bed!! BIG BIG de!

my brother in his noob pants. haha

super unglam can!!! haha

hotel view! hehe. got mountain got sea. super nice! haha. just that this photo can't see de sea. haha

de hawker!!! hehe.

de couple of de day. me and my couzzie say they all like going on honey moon because they bathed together, eat together, sleep together. haha.

my daddy looking at de food. i think he very hungrie. rofl!

my brother looks... kind of gay! :P hehe

unglam unglam! hehe.

oh ya! played snooker! hehe. me entered 5 balls. then i keep saying me dunno how to play. haha. then my brother was like pissed with me saying that me noob. hehe.

that's de end of day 1!!

me miss my Bear.

my pillow.

my bed.

my toilet.

2009-12-06T20:12:00.003+08:00

!~~ 05 December 2009 ~~!

LOVE came my hse today! hehe. my mommy cooked lots of food. haha. can't finish. full full nerh! hehe. after that played poker cards. hehe. my cards are prettiie!!! hehe. but a pity nerh, my hse no boardgames, so we quite bored i guess? hehe. prank call ppl! me prank called darren teo! he is nice!! he agreed to lend me $500 you know! rich rich. hehe. woe pranked XF to go cycling with her, while SY prank called leon to go swimming. hehe. well, raining day, who wants to swim? hehe. cheryl was like quite pervert? hehe. she striped my bears and laugh laugh laugh. poor bears. especially my cow. rofl. hehe.

played shoot, shag and marry. a funny game. hehe. quite difficult to answer too. lalala. after that went to daiso then me proceeded to kovan to do my knitting! at first can complete my scarf de lor, but de strings got a few big knots so end up wasted time un-knoting it. so can't finish. ARGH!!!!!!!

went chomp chomp after that. beside us got a guy preaching christianinty to another girl. omg. haha. anywayys, ate satay, beancurd ( YUMMY! ) and chicken wings!! me love it! hehe. yummy yummy! ball ball le lor. ate so much, hehe.

satay sauce face!! lame brother. hehe.

creation of my brother too! i think he too bored or smth? hehe

bad bad brother!!! he teach my pink teddy bad stuff!!! see!!! now my pink teddy play CS! omg!!!

2009-12-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

today is BORING!

ok lar, wake up then my mommy keep nagging nagging. tsk tsk tsk. nag so much. sleep till 11pm+ then start nagging le. hehe. ok lar, my fault for lseeping till so late. hehe. so guai guai listen to her lor. haha

went to vivo city. kind of like nth to shop? as in me can't buy clothes and stuff mah, then what's de point of going nerh? hehe. but anywayys, just see see look look. super tired. then got one toy de price is #$31.90, then me saw wrongly, told my mom it's $13.90, hehe. she got a shock when she though it's so cheap. rofl. haha

ate pepper lunch in de kopitiam. not very nice because my brother took a lot of garlic sauce, then i thought is honey brown sauce then i added it in. YUCKY!!! omg. cannot take it. hehe. i dun like vivo there de food, hehe. dunno why. hehe. anywayys walk abt then go home le. so bored. my brother super joker, hehe. then my brother was like holding my hand ma, then my mommy scold us because she say we loook like couple. OMG PLEASE... me and him? NO NO. hehe

reach home, almost dead. hehe. so tired. then iron iron. my daddy got one is black stripes white background. me iron till my eyes almost crossed. like this >>>> #.# . haha. so stripy!!! hehe.

today is just so nth happened. lalala.

2009-12-02T20:40:00.005+08:00

!~~ 01 December 2009 ~~!

went to jurong point today! hehe. fulfilled one wish! that is to decorate my cake! hehe. thanks BANGLIAN! actually, he owned me a cake lar. so it's more of like a cake which came dunno how many months late :P

de top put of de cake! hehe. that pink pink squishish thing on top ios actually a disaster lor! that person gave a melted cream to us so it squashed and melted. haish. disaster. but overall quite nice lar. hehe.i think?

see de bear? hehe. is me draw de!!! haha. my mommy say it looks cute. WUAHAHAHAHA.

this one is when we got no idea what to design so just put de candies. hehe.

2009-11-29T19:09:00.002+08:00

today is like another boring day? haha. seriously i kind of miss o lvl. it keeps me occupied. even though i get quite stressed up because of studying, at least i felt challenged. haha. my brother asked me to teach him chemistry and amath. but one BIG PROBLEM, he doesn't put in de effort. haha so me just sit and let him comment about studying lor, since end of de day me dun need to do anything. hehe.

me second ball of strings going to be completed! HAHAHA. can move on to third ball ball and me will be done! YIPEE!!! but it's so boorrrriiinnnngggg to stay at home. omg. me rotting le lor. haha. woke up today because XF called me to ask about some " municipal" word meaning, hehe. kind of shock. haha.

watched tv and knitting. omg. my life is going at a super duper slow speed. haha. cannot take it. me want to go out to see see! hehe

2009-11-29T00:19:00.002+08:00

knitting knitting! this few days me chionging de scarf which my teacher taught me. she's a kind lady! haha. but then first lesson that time BL waited for 40 mins. OMG. reallie didn't mean to make you wait for so long de nerh! de teacher can't stop when she start. and can't start when she stop.

knitting helps me to kill time though. is like these few days super duper bored, so might as well knit, haha. my brother want me to knit a hat for him, then i got to knit de christmas gift. busy busy. hehe. so got to knit like mad. haha

today was quite alright bah i guess, even though start of de day quite sad, but overall quite alright? hehe. went to kovan to get my teacher to help me continue with my ball ball. is like i knit till one ball of string being used up, so need to continue. got one aunty help me because de teacher super busy. hehe. so connected it then me left to buy duck home! hehe. ankles very pain nerh! my daddy say i sprained both ankles. rofl. seriously dunno how me walk. haha.

after that cheryl and her m0mmy came to my hse! haha. her mommy want buy new flat i think. hehe. cheryl super funny though. haha. my mommy and her mommy can reallie talk nerh. talk from de momment they step in, till we reach de carpark, till they left. omg. we stood in de carpark for quite long i guess. haha. my ankles super pain from standing lar! haha.

reached home and continue with knitting? haha. then went out to parkway parade with my parents to do some hsopping. my mommy bought bags. seriously she got lots of it le nerh. she is kind of obsessed with bags. haha. dunno how to control her. hehe. then i was staring at my brother's hand. his hand de hair very very long nerh. then de aunty laugh at me when my brother ask me to look at de bag instead of his hand. bleh. hehe. my mommy spent over 100 or smth, then can get 2 water bottle as a free gift? so i need to queue. then my brother was accompanying me. hehe. then i was telling him that my shoe broke then me want new one. then he say i shld buy a pair of shoe which do heavy duty!! AHHH!! ( meaning me heavy ?! omg. kill him! ) haha. but i cannot stop laughing after hearing that. hehe.

didn't really shop de whole mall because we spent too much time in that isetan to look at bags, so went home lor. hehe

2009-11-23T19:23:00.005+08:00

WHEEE!!! prom night over le! hehe. before that me went to de salon, that aunty made my hair till super funny. hehe. i think de food overally quite yummy bah, haha. thanks janice and banglian! they all keep helping me to take food. hehe. so nice of them!

met hui shan on cab, then took de cab to cheryl's hse then to de captain king's hotel ? ( dunno how to spell). hehe. then helped her packed her gifts for 4H ppl. de guys in my class came so decided to go up with them because if sit in classes, i got to stick to them. haha. CS reached super early so she went to help de teachers. hehe. XF see le SUPER high lor. hehe. oh ya! thanks XF and DH for de cards! hehe.

overall i think quite funny lar. haha. dominic gave rachel a bunch of balloons and rose through mr toh, hehe. so cool lar! then lys was like there CMI-ing. haha. see their reaction super funny. then after that DH and rahul's clothes clash. hehe. both also coral blue. haha. DH looks quite nice in it. hehe. for once i find DH looks nice? bleh. haha. Mingz quite handsome too. but then his image will be spoilt de moment he start eating. rofl. hehe.

got a lot a lot of pretty girls nerh! cheryl phua, GH, rachel, WOE, janice, CS, annabelle, he jun! all so pretty nerh! haha.

i think de food not reallie very nice. haha. de mushroom a bit bitter nerh :X de fishy quite OK bah. but de eyes not like what i wanted. hehe. thanks BL! hehe, because he helped me take de best part of de fishy! YIPEE! then mingz was like ARGH! haha. bleh!

everything ended quite nice bah. haha. rachel ong got de prom queen! omg. pretty! i think bella very pretty too. too bad there can't have 2 prom queens. haha.

my hair!!! red red and blink blink de! hehe. so funny! haha

me and my jie jie! haha.

me and mingz! haha. he looks quite handsome hor? haha

me and hui shan!! hehe.

me, tian min and bl! haha. TM looked very shock. rofl. haha. and me the shortest!!! argh! DO RAY MI! haha

me and giang hwee! hehe. pretty pretty her!

cheryl and me! omg. she super pretty lor! i like her head. hehe.

me, li huan, michelle and rachel! that day CLIQUE sat together in one table except me =( but that table all of them so pretty! hehe.

me and annabelle! seriously i think she quite pretty. hehe.

even though the night is very nice, but there is one regret =(

2009-11-18T16:58:00.004+08:00

today is totally BORING.

de whole night i was like, i dunno? tossing and turning? haha. i didn't fall into a deep sleep. is like, my mommy move a bit and i will wake le. haish. dunno why. so de whole night i was like, wake sleep wake sleep kind. wake le, less than 5 minutes will sleep back. i think like that is more tiring that being totally awake lor. haha.

after that get ready to go to kovan to eat de teo chew porridge. me love it! hehe. but today de uncle didn't clean properly de stomach, so a bit bitter bitter de. so me throw de stomach to my daddy :P then ate 2 fishy! me love fishy! hehe. my mommy went to buy vase while me and my brother went to our car and play lor. is like she will ask for discount till me and my brother CMI. haha. we were playing finger guessing. my brother totally cannot make it. he kept losing. lucky we didn't play forfeit. hehe. if not he sure die le. haha.

after that went to de car car there to take our car. me like! there's a window on top of de car, so can see stars stars moon moon clouds clouds! hehe. i was thinking, maybe we shld drive this car to watch metoer shower. but then again, haish. suan le. i doubt anything will work. went to my aunt's hse there. i dun want to go up because stopmachache, so me stayed in car lor. then my daddy refuse to on de air con, rofl. funny he. but i still choosed to stay inside lar, haha. tired mah. haha.

then my aunt followed us home to let my brother change to go CO. funny lar he. all de way he kept whining that his whole body pain so he dun want to go CO. this and that. hehe. totally whiner. haha. then went diarrhea lor. then my aunt say i laying eggs. bleh. hehe.

de car got a few scratches then my mommy was like kicking a big big fuss out of it. haish. cannot stand it. then she was like pressing me to call de hdb branch officer to transfer season parking stuff. ask her hold my touch for me then she pull my clothes to see if got pockets. omg. if have i dun need ask her take le mah. then she diao me. omg. cannot stand it. anywayys, just sad lor.

was raining so me took a photo through de window on top. haha. raining. so sad. haha. sometimes weather just affects my mood, or de other way round. everytime i sad, it will rain. then i happy, it wun rain. haha. i think de weather knows me de best bah :D or maybe it's just de way i look at things lor. rain seems to be particularly obvious when i am sad. haha.

janice they all went to CO to look at de juniors today. haha. envy them. they are able to go back with such a light heart. is like, me can't. i got that freaking instructor who can't wait to see me die, and a bunch of " friends" in GZ whom i totally dun like because they are so pretentious. if want to go back, think of them, i am like totally sian le lor. even though de juniors are nice, but me am not exactly close to them, so whether me got go or not, it doesn't make much difference too.

told my mommy that mrs choy told me say someone wrote to wan bao to complain about lls using nasty words against student. me kind of happy. hehe. so told her. and she want me to tell everyone that it's not me who wrote de letter. rofl. what's de problem with her? tell her that only and she start warning me. tell her say my friends jokingly say she will take off my jacket on prom night, and she want me to warn them not to do it. i mean, we were all joking about mah. must she take it so seriously? haish.

didn't go jurong point in de end. disappointed. reallie. everytime say want to go there, end up sure cannot go de. seriously sad. i give up le lor. next time if anyone say they want to go, i will just HAHA and not take it seiously until i really reach that place. it's not that i insist on going to jurong point. just that i suddenly reallie reallie want to go there. half a year ago janice, me, bl and leon agreed on going back again to make de cake de. but in de end left me rmb. haish. i guess i have to wait till zhu li to come back then we go? or maybe i shldn't put in too much hope. or maybe i shldn't take things so seriously too. haha...

2009-11-16T17:01:00.008+08:00

O lvl is FINALLY OVER!!!

seriously, suddenly everything is over you will have a kind of lost feeling. as in what to do and stuffs. i quite like de feeling though. haha. me had been busy for de past 3.75 years. it's time for me to take a break and look at de things around me. hehe.

zhu li is flying off today! so decided to send her off, since her bday present with me. met BL at yishun mrt at 620am. me was late. my mommy lor! she was like nagging and nagging because she finds it too early. rofl! is she slept late that's why wake early very tedious mah. hehe. went to de airport and saw zhu li! her grandma was like super friendly kind. see me le start hugging me

and bl. haha. we were like super shock. hehe. stunned to be exact. hehe. she was like looking at my fingers and start looking at my fingers. then she commented which part of my body not good and stuff. hehe. my body like kind of failing. but anyway, hehe. dun care. haha. then she read BL's finger. his one was quite alright. haha. then she hug me and hit hit my back. hehe. so fun! hehe.

after sending her off, me and Bl went to eat breakfast at burger king. omg. super full. me long long time no eat burger king breakfast le. haha. since primary 4? when i accidentally ate beef and vomited for a month. hehe. so walked around de 3 terminals of de airport. keep taking de skytrain. haha. de name sounded nice anywayys. hehe. then went to tampines there to shop a bit before meeting janice they all lor.

haha. met CS in Precious Thoughts. she was looking for a card for mrs choy or smth. recommended her a gift named " teacher's report book", i think it's quite cool lar! i was thinking if i should ask darren to chip in and we share one for mr edwin. haha. i think he might like? haha. after that janice came next. then we were watching " cruel temptation ", i think de show very nice lor! hehe. me feel like chionging dramas throughout de holidays. hehe. working seemed a bit too early to me, since in future, i will be walking for de rest of my life. hehe. me enjoy enjoy first. haha.

gloria was de latest, super cute lar her. then we went to swensons to eat. hehe. talk a while then mrs choy came lor. haha. after that mrs choy was like saying that she didn't know that i am a soup person. ( me ordered creamy mushroom soup), hehe. well, me having some severe stomachache mah. so drink soup is de best lor :)

my soupy!!! looks so cute hor? hehe. me drink till left that bread bowl there. hehe.

after that we were like gossiping with mrs choy about some rumors and attitude of ppl and such. haha. is like since we all graduated, there isn't much things to keep from her too. haha. so we just said who we like and dislike lor. haha. towards de end, we played zhong ji mi ma to finish up de side dish and ice cream. hehe. me super duper lucky! because all 6 rounds me didn't get it. haha. then got one round all of them gang up against me nerh!!! so me no choice got to eat a scoop of ice cream. hehe. but me still lucky :D haha

played truth or dare. hehe. so funny lar. haha. talked about cockroaches and stuffs. rofl. hehe. mrs choy not colder than me. me was like quite lame throughout i think. hehe. then mrs choy need to go off to dunno where, then de rest go off to gloria's farewell dinner lor. haha.

on my way back, quite a lot of things happened lar. but what pissed me off is hendry forwarded an sms from de e regarding unable to make it for de dinner. i guess i over reacted? haha. me all along dun like trio de mah, so maybe because of that, anyth

ing regarding them seemed extra troublesome. but then reallie nerh, i hate them. rofl. wanted to inform us that they not having dinner, yet dun want to inform me. didn't i make it clear that PLEASE INFORM PEILING at de end of de msg. are they blind or what? and the way they sms, omg. i think my reaction wun be so big if previously me didn't complain to mrs choy abt them. haha. then de feelings came back. haha.

after that go home lor. nth much, since my mother want me to come home and eat.

2009-11-11T11:09:00.003+08:00

it has been a long long long time since i last blog-ed. hehe. so me want to revive it now! hehe. but not very happy though.

even though o lvl is about to end ( 2 more papers left), this 2 months i had been like, living in hell? haha. is not like i mugged a lot too. seriously i reallie very slack. even my father thought my o lvl was over even though it haven't started. haha. but then, my couzzie kept coming over to my hse to study. is not i no like or smth, but because i teach him till very late, he changed my biological clock till i need to wait till about 1-3 am then i can sleep.

is like i tell him countless of times that DO NOT SLEEP LATE. one reason is i scared that he will end up being tired in de day, another reason is that i dun want my own brain to shift its clock. before he come, me is HAVE TO SLEEP AT 11 pm kind.now that he is gone, i can't sleep till 3am. i know he didn't mean it one lar, but i just felt pissed off. why didn't my mother protect me.

ppl around me keep saying, " why you want to help him? " , " can you dun help him", " can you stop helping him? " , " you O lvl more impt to you or his O lvl more important to you?" kind of stuffs. actually, i need more answers compared to qns. de answer to stop my problems seemed to be i stop teaching him. but problem is, it's not lor. my mother just agree to it. even though my aunt says that i also need time to rest and study, my mother's reply was " aiya never mind one lar. "

i was like, HELLO, is it my body or your body? his qns are like spam kind lar. i think i helped him through his whole TYS when i didn't even touch mine? haha. 3 weeks before exam and i need to help him with his amath, emath and chemistry. seriously, i am not god or some legendary teacher. i understand that they helped me celebrate my birthday when i was young and they are my relatives and that they wouldn't come find me if they weren't desperate for help. and i am willing to help too. but the thing is that, why didn't she help me stop him from spamming me at 1am at night? seriously if her attitude towards me was better, i wouldn't mind teaching him till morning. i just need her to say, " you can handle ma? cannot handle then i tell him come once a week" or smth like that. instead of " you see for yourself whether you want him to come. then you go tell him". i mean, what kind of attitude is that lar! as if my stuff doesn't concern her.

plus i see him i very stress, seriously. everytime he will start to count down as though it's like end of de world kind. plus his tone was like very anxious. i will help him de. it's not like i got de heart to jian si bu jiu. please lar, i dun even dare to kill an ant ( because it's too creepy. so many legs -.- ) , what makes you think that i wouldn't help him.

but i got some problems with him though. why must me always go till so late? i know he is used to it le, but i had told him many many times, dun study till so late, your body wun have sufficient energy to supply your brain to think. now nerh? not only you can't sleep, i can't sleep too.

that day before his science practical, his sms and calls woke me up. end up i can't sleep and i cried throughout de night. then my mommy come and scold me say i am so unlucky. shift new hse cry cry cry. why do i keep crying. so useless. all this stuffs. HELLO, do i look like i want to cry. please lar, i dun even want her to find out that i was crying. she was like coming into my room to ask me who is my gor gor ( is actually a friend of mine whom i call him gor gor for FUN) , then she come and scold me say i got to know some gangster friend or smth. please lar, why is she always like that. then i tell her say, " please lar, de real problem is in your ah boy gor gor ( that's how i call my cousin) " i can't sleep because i was woken up 3 times by him. instead of helping me to sleep, she is making my mood worse. what's de problem with her lar? other ppl's o lvl more impt that her daughter's o lvl?

plus i recieved pressure from my friends and teacher saying that why dun i just stop teaching and go to sleep. put yourself in my shoe and think. if i can do that, i would have done that long ago. i wouldn't have come telling you all these in de first place, isn't it? haish.

that's not all. i got a few times dream of him in my dream. is like, de moment i saw him in my dream, i start running in my dream lar. running away. then i tell my mommy about it, she say i was being heartless. then i was like thinking, you are de one being cruel to me lar. i ran away in my dreams what, also not run away from him in reality. in what way am i cruel? he invaded my dreams and i run away, did i do anything wrong? totally phobia le lar. and there you are saying that i heartless. if i heartless, i wouldn't sacrifice my time and energy on him. no way.

and his table manners was totally. i cannot take it. dun feel like mentioning it. i am not blaming my cousin for all these. he didn't want it to. what i am blaming is why my mother attitude me. that's what i am unhappy about. i am not unhappy about my cousin or my aunt. i know that they didn't want to disturb me too. so dun misunderstand.

but then again, what's de point of saying all these now? what's done cannot be undone. even if i am angry, i couldn't change any fact now. some things are just not within my control. all i can do now is to pray hard that my result is good enough for me to enter a at least reasonable college. seriously. if not, i wouldn't know what i will do. maybe i will start hating whoever caused it. maybe i will start blaming myself for not studying hard enough. afterall, it's my o lvl. not anyone's else.

2009-09-19T21:46:00.004+08:00

It has been a long long long time since I last blogged ba.. Kind of busy lately, it's like everyday I face de same routine. Reach home either sleep or do hwk, once in a pink moon I revise my work. Haha. Shifting Hse today. Woke up early and was chased out of my bedroom, how irony. haha. wasike having a terrible stomachache then i haven't even bathed then got a group of guys came into my house to carry washing machine and stuff. then my house no chair so i sit on de ground, but so many ppl walking in and out plus i in pyjamus, totally out of place. haha.

after that, i had 3 consecutive diarrheas. omg.. last day in my old house and i had diarrhea?! how great. haha. after bathing, before i can even eat any breakfast, my uncle came to get de television. seriously i am not feeling well lor. but then he so ol le, i also bu ren xin see him trying to struggle with the tv.. so i helped him lor. figured out try to pluck that plasma tv off de wall, de screws were like so tightly screwed into de wall. so after i carried de tv with him, i screwed out 12 screws. then he was like keep commenting saying that i very strong and blah blah. hello.. me having great pain here. is just that he perpiring like raining like that ( literally lor) so i get him to go under de fan while i settle de stuffs. omg tired. then carried with him tv down de lift. haha. iot was like raining meow meow arff arff then i was waiting beside de plasma tv at de void deck on e first floor.. so scary. de rain so heavy and de void deck is so dark.. then my daddy came back!!! :D but then he and my uncle went all about looking for my uncle's taxi. rofl. throw me in void deck again. so scary can!! later de tv explode O.o. but de tv stuff was settled quickly once my uncle's taxi came. haha. went to new house, then rest awhile set off to physics tuition lor.

reached de class, first thing i said was, " darren can let me drink your water?" haha. forget to bring my water bottle lor!!! horrible terrible vegetable. haha. towards end of physics lesson, i was quite sad because i recieved a news.. haish.. but it was near de ending of physics le, LUCKY. if not worst, physics lessonwas like totally cannot make it de. haha. then went on to chemistry lesson lor. first thingy mr edwin said when he targeted to me, " are you dying?" haha. then i was like laughing and said YES! haha. obviously! haha. then he went on telling de class that i wasshifting he and carrid tv early in de morning. haha. kind of cheered up in his class. we got this evil chem teacher, lame students like shi ze and me. cracking lame jokes. de rest of de class kind of quiet. but we doing QUIZ during chem. me specifcally told mr edwin not to mention TIMED PRACTISE or me and darren will get depression. haha. PHS has got too mny of such stuffs.

haha. de test was like DIFFICULT kayys. me de only one who complete de paper! yipee! but de results.. hmmm.. HAHA. dun dare to imagine. hehe. doing test halfway, mr edwin came in and pass me de reciept for de cake and give me a O.o look. haha. then i O.o back and say it's receipt for cake. haha. then he drew smth on de board then me and nisha went gugugaga over it because it looks freaking cute! haha. took a photo of it then mr edwin totally cannot make it. hehe.

after that, went to new house to rest a while before setting off to get de cake and bun. haha. went to giant to get tang yuan and a dozen of canned drinks. haha. my arms almost dislocated. so heavy. lucky i managed to find my fater amongst de crowd,if not need to take and queue, omg, kill me. haha. after that went to causeway point to take de bun and cake. my father was like rushing me to quick quick. so i ran across de road without looking at de traffic light. omg. lucky no car. haha. de thingys are so heavy!! especially de bun! plus it's so big and obvious. then i wear jumper, so i made me look like some kind of errand runner or smth then everyone keep looking at de bun. omg. i was thinking, can somebody save me!! plus it's so crowded. haha. then my father drive weird weird de. is like, he not supposed to turn then he turn. in de en we took a longer route back home. really really tired nerh. went home to sleep awhile. then went to hougang mall to eat after the television came to de house. that's about 2300hr le. haha. tired.

went to old house to stay for the last night. haha. all of us slept in de living room. i didn't really sleep i think. sleep wake sleep wake. woke at 5am in de morning. haha. carried my bolster and wear pyjamus, walked to my daddy's car and continue sleeping. hehe. kind of pig. haha. and that's de begining of 20092009. haha

wnt to bathe and prepared for de ritual lor. haha. de aunty came and she did all de necessary stuffs. then throw rice and salt all over my house, then my mommy passed me de broom and i started sweeping lor. 2 living rooms, 4 bedrooms, 1 kitchen, 1 storeroom and 2 toilets. all over de place got rice. especially under de bed. haha.. de aunty used the whip to hit de ground. so loud. haha. sweep for 2 hours like that. hungry and tired.. then slept fo 15 minutes then go tuition straight. stomachache and really tired nerh. plus i didn't bring water bottle AGAIN and i forget about my wallet too. haha. 3.5 hours striaght of mother tongue. haha. de principal pointed middle finger nerh! hehe. she demo-ing to us what are de cannot do. because we say we were saying singaporeans' uncivilised behaviour. haha. so funny nerh. haha. but de new house stuff kind of settled. so quite alright lor. haha

then after that went t0 my old house to pass de Mr Ng ( de buyer ) de keys. then his agent came ( he was late lar. ) anywayys. that agent is a baddie. i hate him. haha

2009-08-07T15:28:00.001+08:00

my computer is freaking!!! have music when i didn't even on it O.o

nothing much about this week. it's kind of true that sec 4 life pass very VERY fast. hehe. yup yup. kind of sad lar, left with about 2 months and 4 endurance 09 will not exist as one any more. but, are we one in de first place? our class is kind of scattered.. haha. we dun even have one class tee.. lalala. hehe.. tired lor. this week is tiring. haha..

Nationaly celebration day today. nth much, seriously. some people dressed till like going fashion show like that, i mean, it's not necessary to dress till like that mah. a school is still a school. haha. de lower sec and the upper sec are competing each oter by seeing who makes de longest flag pole or smth. haha.. kind of funny. hehe..

went to raffles place with zhu li to buy gloria's present lor. haha. i was kind of stuck betwee zhu li and janice. janice wanted to watch UP, but zhu li was kind of upset by smth, so she dun feel like watching. then suddenly de rest of de people like not watching movie.. so weird.. i thought de girls wanted it or smth? all i get is "i dunnO".. then i was thinking, can't possibly let janice watch de movie alone. then zhu li say she can go and get gloria's present herself. then i was thinking, if she said that, it mens that she is really upset. haish. went to get gloria's present in de end.. dunno what happened.

!~~5 August 2009~~!

I DID NOT REBOND MY HAIR. JUST WASHED IT STRAIGHT.

Chinese lesson was funny! first time ever so funny lor! i was like awake throughout his lesson, paying to EVERY SINGLE WORD he said. so guai hor? me actually is a bad student de.. me will sleep duing chinese lesson. hehe.. but is after i complete all de work such that he can't scold me. WUAHAHA.de reason why i paid attention was because........ i was listening to how many 对吧 he said. ROFL! haha. he said 86 i think. haha. i can't remember for how long le, but on average he said about 6 对吧 per min. hehe. next lesson me want count how many " Ok" he will say. then i keep laughing mah, then he asked me why i laugh, then i tell him de reason, then he speechless. hehe. but that SHOWS THAT I GOT PAY ATTENTION TO HIS LESSON. well.. he can't scold me. hehe. plus i submitted a 1000++ words compo to him lor. so guai.. hehe..

went to marina barrage. haha.. i like de third storey? can fly kite! that day de PSI value reached 60. so it's qite foggy, can't realy see de "sea". haha. supposingly a sea but i dun smell it. haha. d reservoir is nice though. hehe.. de galleries are kind of nice. haha. is like, hmmm.. they got de stimulated mini reservoir or smth, so cute lar. went to de "marina cove" to see their shop, quite alright lor. nth much in fact. haha.. me and zhu li were saying that it's a romantic place to go for dating at night, got de walkway and stuff, haha. but then in de day it'quite sunny. bu not very stuffy or hot there, becaus got de green rooftop mah.haha. then walked on top of de 9 gates. there de wind quite ok bah.. at least got wind. then went to de curve curve part.. like a platform or smth, can't rmb what it is called. quite cute. hehe.. then BL,DH,TM and XF came and joined us i think. haha. was almost thrown into de sea. hit my shoulder at de metal bar, PAIN ARH!! that TM keep hitting my shoulder, bleh. haha.. took de chartered bus back to marina bay lor. haha.

went to marina square to eat dinner? haha. went to subway, their heartshaped snowskin ice cream is nice!!!!! hehe.. really yummy! milkshake too! they throw ice cream in to make milkshake, YUMMY! hehe. ordered subwaymelts. haha. no vege! WUHAHAHA. me favourite! hehe.. then janice was laughing when drinking wter hen she throw out all de water, gave ming zhe a shock. haha. funny lar!then ming zhe no want to sit back le. haha. me got day night dsorientation. haha. lunch that time ate breakfast set, sausage, bun ad harshbrown! dinner that time eat subway. hehe.. bt quite filling nerh. hehe.. as in i one whole day dun feel hungry. but it's difficult to decide where to go and eat. haha. especially with a big grp of ppl. haha.. was very very very tired that day.. hmmm.. dunno why.. is like i got sleep very long everyday but it's just not enough lor. haha.

!~~6 August 2009~~!

firstly, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY GLORIA!!!

haha. she dun read my blog though. haha. sorry for the belated present! may you stay sweet as always! i will miss you de!

haha.. was really tired.. hmmm.. keep sleeping nerh. recess time also slept throughout, end up didn't do chinese tuition hwk. haha. me bad student. haha.. but then, my brother didn't do too! hehe. at first i thoguht he did lor, i was like O.o.. so guai???!!! in de end he told me that he misread my sms. bleh! made me depress for so long. was freaking tired can..

seriously, get alive people! i am sure everyone entertained de thought of committing suicide before lor.. just de sudden thought came into my mind. is like day in day out, everyone is writing about de fact that we should not commiit suicide and blahs. but i quite sure that some ppl sure got think of committing suicide before, just that whether it's worth it or not. as in, around de world, there are still people doing that mah.. in school we are thought to write compo about being not responsible when you commit suicide and blahs.. but then, ppl are still dyig aroud de world mah.. dunno how to say, so contradictng. haha. i read de news, is like this year already got more than 3 cases of ppl committing suicide, plus they are smart ppl okayys. 2 in NTU, 1 is de doctor in army. i mean, so many years of education? and they die like that in de end? wat is de push factor? de "unknown" push factor is even biger than pull factors such as " being socially responsble, self respoinsible. family. friends etc". i dun get it. lalala. me and zhu li were discussing about some big stars commiting suicide. what exactly is de push factor? i really interested to know lor.. haha. escaping fom reality. seriously, i got think before of dyingif i didn't score well in my exam. i think i am afraid to face de fact that i caused a lot of disappointment in my family and teachers. i think? so i just do my best. things are really tiring nowadays..

2009-08-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

you are such a disappointment

2009-08-01T18:48:00.000+08:00

Yawn!!! hehe.. it's a saturday today! YIPEE!

me woke up like kind of stressed. had a nightmare i think, was truggling in my dreams, dunno if i got break down cryig before i woke up, but i know i was kind of tensed up in the dream. haha. so is like, when i wake up, i was like O.o.. lucky it's just a dream. but i can't rmb what i dreamt of. hehe.. like a veryrush dream or smth? hmmm.. not sure..

hehe.. went to tuition afterwards, haha.. is like before lesson start, recieved an sms from darren TEO. omg. get well soon! haha.. told mr edwin and ms joey about darren. they were like O.o.. hehe.. so funny lar their reaction!! haha. no wonder mr edwin say ms joey is a mouse, she is kind of timid, bt very nice lar! hehe.. then go for physics lesson first lor. got one FREAKING BIG six-legged creature in the room and i was like totally OMG?! haha. shi ze opened de door to get that mosquito out of de room, then de mosquito finally flew out that time, i was like screaming ( not exactly lar, just used a rather loud voice) to ask shi ze to close de door. ROFL. haha. me get really paranoid over insects. totally cannot make it. haha

chemistry lesson is as nice as usual! hehe.. started off with being lame lor. hehe.. is like saying how H1N1 will spread in our room and blahs. haha.. took de QA qns from mr edwin. he being as eveil as usual, set Q1 as 20 marks. is like only qns 1!! dun have part A or part b or blahs. jut Q1. i see le i O.o.. but de qns was not difficult. just need you to think. need to have 20 points. haha.. shi ze totally cannot make it. i think today's lesson super funny lor! mainly me, mr edwin, nisha and shi ze crapping. haha.. shi ze got suan-ed by mr edwin till very can. i got suan him a bit lar. super funny. haha. but they concluded that i lamer than shi ze. lalala.

after that go to m new house lor. kind of boring, noisy and dusty. me no like renovation, haha.. childhood phobia? haha.. bleh. hehe.. went to compass point to eat pizze hut after that! hehe.. isn't it YJMMYY!!!!! hehe.. hawaiian pizza! me favourite! haha. went to other shops look look. kind of bored lar. haha.. then was crapping with my brother about the legend of PHS. ROFL. is not exactly legend lar just talking abt last time de teachers who are in PHS whom i really like a lot.

like mr steven wee.. he rocks! haha. is like, i dunno. i think after mr wee is gone, PHS is no longer PHS le. to me lar. last tim mr steven wee stand in front of e hall / parade square, everyone gets so quiet. almost like immediate reaction. but now? with that dumb mr TLS who acts like a bee, everyone also no care lor. if really keep quiet is because we want him to stop talking, SERIOUSLY. ten got Lan lao shi, de best chinese teacher PHS can ever have. OH YA, and miss adeline ang!! both are good teachers. really nice ppl =) haha.

me and my brothe concluded something ( that's what we think lar ):

Most no-ppl-scared teacher :
Mr soon HA

Top 4 fierce fierce female teachers:
1. Mrs Lim SP ( her fae and size are incredible... )
2. Ms E. Lim ( she is not exaclty fierce or scary, just tht she looks fierce)
3. Ms RK ( her killer heels are more scary. hehe )
4. Ms W. Tang ( haha.. her nose can go higher. LOLs)

Top 4 we-will-listen-to male teachers:
1. Mr Ng WK ( i think he is nice! )
2. Mr R. Yeo ( haha.. dunno him? i only know Nike sponspored him for advertisement or smth. he loves nike)
3. Mr steven ong ( err... dunno him. hehe)
4. Mr E. CHoo! ( i think he is very nice!!! )

School most NAGGY male teacher:
MR Tan LS. ( duuhhhh.. isn't it obvious? he loves de micophone can? )

top 2 we-will-give-face male teachers:
1. Mr Sim SM
2. Mr Sim HG

haha.. obviously still got other nice nice ppl around whom me love a lot! like mrs choy la.. ms lem la.. and blah blah blah. hehe.. crapped along de way home? haha.. so funny can! haha.. oh ya! i miis you!! it's so BORING. haha..

~31 july 2009~

today was like quite funny? started school with screamings and blahs. it's FREAKING dark you see.. i think our school is a HORROR place. so dark and creepy and haunted. hehe.. ok lar, not that bad. me just trying to be lame here. haha. today got quite a lot of free periods? haha.. not exactly lar, bfore recess got 4 subjects. haha..but then quite alright de lessons. hehe. i just find SS very boring, Chemistry a bit better, math was alright but the qns he gave were hmmmm...no comments. haha. me still like mr ansary's qns. hehe. then El! mr white is supper cute lor! i think he is nice! if he is my EL teacher, i will never fall asleep? haha. maybe will lar. hehe..took back our CCA record.. i didn't know i got such high points lor, beyond my expectation. haha

thanks vincent for the sweets and cookies! hehe. i expect to recieve less from you hor! hehe..assembly that tie was fun! "fun". hehe. firstly, that BEE crapped for 10 mins before we sing our school song. next, our nice principal said 196 alrights throughout his presentation ( heard from my brother because they started counting when mr lim started his speech. me and zhu li couned 179, but is a few slides after he started his speech, not accuRATE). but on average, he said 5 alrights per min. that's a lot. because he said about 179 alrights in 38 mins ( me and ZL count de ), haha.

HCL remedial lesson was funny! haha.. were copying each others hwk. haha.. is like only 10 ppl went and that TWC came to relief our class. lalala. but dunno why, i think she quite nice O.o.. hehe.. quite fun lar. chris. saved our lives? because he came mah, so teeacher thought release le, so release us slightly a bit earlier. hehe

2009-07-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

haha.. like nth much happened nerh.. hehe.. this few das keep checking papers, quite alright with my results, just that chemistry waslike quite disappointing? haha.. so many careless!! spelt fluorine as flourine. omg! freaking!!!! lalala.. such mistakes also can make ???!!! haish.. cannot stand it. lalala.. but overall quite alright bah.. but then, three more weeks prelim 2! ROFL! they think we robot arh? so fast exam AGAIN.. lalala

went to causeway point today. at first wanted to take train there de.. but then, suan le. got my parents to fetch me. hehe.. went there, wanted to get dh's present. but dunno what to choose -.- so asked de original ppl who wanted to get de present. took so long to reply me, haha.. so me talk to de shopkeeper! had a very nice chat ! haha.. he's nice lar. a kind old man. he gave me nice suggestions. haha. so decided to get de one which i bought? haha.. thanks uncle! you are so patient! hehe..

then my brother came. i haven't eat lunch nerh. then he came and say, " i eat finish lunch le. let's eat gelare ice cream" . fine lor.. lalala..well de ice cream is nice! hehe.. cookies and cream! YUMMYY!!!!!! lalala... went home after that. was lik dead tired lor. woke up in between because got sms-es flowing in. was like O.o.. haha.. want sleep also cannot. hehe.. but then is like, reply le sleep. then ake then sleep. did that all de way for like 2 hours plus? hehe. quite fun though. haha.. wake up le, sleep then dream. then wake up, sleep then dream contnues! haha.. so funny!haha..

2009-07-27T19:14:00.001+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WITHOUT EXAM!!!

hehe.. i kind of enjoy today? haha.. but then i think that school days are nicer when it comes to exam. why? because we just need to go to school to sit for 1 or 2 papers, and we can go home! so relaxing.. hehe.. but then, de stress is much higher lar. but school days seemed so "carefree" since we stay in school for lesser hours, feels like holiday. hehe...

got back math,geog and SS results. haha.. very happy! hehe.. physics lesson was like -.- do MCQs.. i do le, then bio that tie, mrs choy no come! so slept throughout de 2 periods.. almost throughout de whole of 2 periods to be exact.. hehe.. then BL, ZL and janice were like tickling my ears! ah! so itchy!!! hehe... but today was fun lar! even though keep getting suan-ed, but then everyone is happy! but but!! they keep spreading rumors!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! lalalala...

anywayys, after school, went to buy food at de buble tea shop.. i think de sec 1s are HORRIBLE!!! totally ARGH! cut queue like nobody's business.. what de? haha.. i really felt ashamed lor.. ZL was pissed off. hehe.. then geog remedia, anne lua came to take over. haha.. she is a total freakish blah blah. haha.. is like, i using MSN conversion, talking to ZL and Bl, then she come and say, " how come there is conversation going on". then i'm like O.o... bleh.. hehe.. contiue chatting anywayys. but i got entertain her lor.. she asked qns me got answer. hehe..after that went home and slept till now! hehe.. so YUMMY!

PHOTOS OF THE OUTING ON 240709!!!

this horse like so pretty like that? haha.. shy shy... so close de eyes.. HAHA... but is a guy, i think? hehe.. but he very nice lar, let me sayang him.. hehe...

these two pony super cute!!! they love cameras and love ppl to touch them! haha.. is like i walk over, they just stay there and let you touch. super small sized nerh.. hehe..

this horse like so lonely nerh.. waiting under the tree for it's beauty to come~~ LALALA.. haha..

Zhu li feeding de horse!! hehe.. she like really can make it when it comes to feeding.. i totally CANNOT MAKE IT.. is like, de two pony, super lots of saliva then they lick my hand i totally freak out lar! i go completely like gugugaga over it O.o.. screamed in fact. ROFL! i hate saliva.. hehe..

see my face? -.- totally cannot make it.. they like find my fingers too small and decided to lick it up too? ROFL! omg.

bye my zhu li~~ she leave with de horse... =(

YAY!! she's BACK!!! hehe..

me on de horse horse!!! hehe..

see this wooden horse? look at de tag on it >>>>

LALALA... haha.. legs giving way? HAHA

went kite flying after that.. then saw this maid holding de metal thingy for flying kite, super cool nerh!!!

see her hand that thingy? me love it!

xiaofeng trying to roller blade? haha.. looked so clumsy from de back.. HAHA

daohan!! looks like more stable? but he slower than XF. haha..

2009-07-25T16:40:00.003+08:00

pictures of L.O.V.E outing on 190709!

At the burger king!!!

Cheryl and SY! haha.. they look like sisters? hehe..

me and li huan! hehe.. hungrie hungrie.. hehe..

we didn't take much photos, come to think about it.. hehe..spent de whole day talking crapping shopping looking and blah blah-ing. hehe..

At the dessert store!

HAHA..cheryl and SY.. both of them very cute lar! haha.. starting very close.. then towards de end so funny.. drama nerh! but very nice.. hehe...

me and li huan ! waiting for desserts.. hehe...

DESSERTS ARE HERE!!!!!

me and my avodado sago cream !!! YUMMY!!!!

Cheryl and her red bean dessert! hehe...

li huan and her dessert!!! hehe.. strawberry smth smth de.. YUMMY!

SY and her red bean dessert!!! haha.. so cute lar her!!!

like some kind of spoon alien =X but very cute! haha..

Me and li huan having our second serving!!

li huan's avocado dessert!! haha..

me and my avocado beancurd! hehe...

me and li huan! with our second round!

the menu with de reciepts! hehe.. we wanted to buy 20 yam cakes to fill de menu with receipts, or buy a whole table of desserts.. hehe.. nice nice!

On our way back home!

li huan mummy! hehe..

2009-07-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

today is nice!!! hehe...

firstly morning! hehe.. went to meet zhu li at de pasir ris MRT there. hehe. decided to go there earlier because me leaving early.. hehe.. did a lot of things with zhu li! really happy! haha.. walked to the park through that long long path. talked a lot.she is definitely one person i can relate to! hehe.. crapped a lot, talked a lot! and ate a lot of her macmuffin too. hehe.. so fun! hehe.. rented bicycles! at first wanted zhu li to teach me roller blading, then aiya, suan le. i only have abt 2 hours? i rather spend it on smth more interesting mah.. so teached zhu li how to ride bicycle.. since her foundation is there le. haha.. went to de PONY AREA! omg there are so cute can! hehe.. rode on one horse! he's so handsome! haha.. but he's nice lar! hehe.. zhu li rode on him first, then me waiting mah.. so i go play with another horse first, hehe.. so cool lar! hehe.. they kind of guai nerh.. let me touch.. hehe.. then rode on de horse.. me got height phobia.. hehe. then i was like screaming away and lalala.. hehe.. but it's FUN! me like horse horse! hehe.. then i was like feeding the horse.. but then!!! i was like kind of disgusted by their saliva!! OMG.. crapped! haha.. they lick my hand lar! omg omg omg.. FREAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zhu li was like laughing away at my reaction? BLEH. hehe.. after that continue with cycling lor.. haha.. went to de beach there.. sit at de stone there.. haha.. pause for while and then think of things.. haha.. i kind of like the way things are going now.. haha.. just happy today! hehe.. after that zhu li decided to go down de park there.. on our way there, met many many funny things.. hehe. is like, saw one kitty trap on top of de erm vending machine. hehe.. so funny lar! haha.. then wanted to help it down or smth, but then it jumped off O.o.. haha.. then saw one funny guy fishing. so funny lar his pose. i see le i laugh. then wanted to go disturb de uncle to let me fish fish. but then he talking with his friend, then suan le lor.. then cycle down.. saw one uncle with his myanmar maid flying kite! with a funny mechanism.. haha.. then i was like O.o!!! never see before! then me go cycle to de uncle and ask if i can fly de kite.. then zhu li was like joining me and ask! hehe.. then de uncle agreed!! YIPEE! first time fly KITE! haha.. fly til very high nerh.. is like, nylon strings too.. can feel de tension.. HAHA.. so cool! zhu li also first time tried flying kite.. hehe.. so she suer happy!

haha.. after that, recieved call fom BL that de rest are reaching, so decided to go to find them. de uncle was saying that he often go to marina barage to fly kite, so he asked me to find him de next time me go flying kite. haha.. then i say okayys! hehe.. made a new friend.. haha.. then after that, cycle really fast back.. almost went head crash with a birdie.. i was like screaming? haha.. then de bird fly off. ROFL! haha.. the went pass a few guys.. zhu li was in front, then nth happened to her.. then i rode pass them, then got one guy purposely walk in front and block my way then i was like screaming!!!! then he and his friends were laughing and screamed too.. EEYER! bad lar he. dunno who is he in de first place -.-

then saw de rest coming lor.. showed de 3 muskerteers that i wore de tshirt which they gave me. it's nice :D after that, i see they all drag drag.. then i no much time left mah, so decided to go to the open theatre there with zhu li.. went up de slope, and then down de slope.. go down de slope that time i was like screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kind of relief nerh! really.. let out everything and just scream!!! haha.. but then, zhu li fell down O.o.. poor thingy.. haish. got blue black le.. but i can tell that she very happy today! haha.. first is, she can do cycling le. next ride on horse. then fly kite! haha.. after that went to find they all again. haha.. was like telling XF and DH to jiayou because they learning how to ride bicycle. then after that tanks janice for the present! haha.. me love it! hehe.. went all de way to find BL because me and zhu li thought he want to jump -.- in de end he enjoying with rahul. me and zhu li see le like sian-ness.. haha.. end up is TM emo-ing. haha..

after that leave de park le lor.. haha.. me heading towards suntec city to eat lunch! haha... was like dunno where mr edwin is? after being confused and blured, he manged to find me at de Galleria there.. i was like asking where he was then he was like saying, "behind you!" so funny lar. because i turn back that time said bye to the phone and hit him with de water bottle accidentally. ROFL!! he was like, what de! what for i say bye to de phone.. haha.. so funny! hehe.. went to that erm i can't rmb what that resturaunt is called. haha.. he was saying i low EQ and IQ. -.-. bleh. no lor! mine is like, moderately high? hehe.. ok lar..was chatting and crapping while eating. but me learnt a few things though. haha..i think de fishy buffet there de fishy quite common.. haha.. i was more attracted to their desserts. haha.. took de one hour buffet-ing set. quite funny lar.. haha.. one thing that was fun is that, you get to suan your teacher without getting scolded! that's so nice! i was like suaning him saying that he cannot ride on horse because he will squash de horses.. HAHA.. too bad. bleh! hehe.. but we kind of agreed that de desserts are nice.. really, very cute! hehe.. but de desserts just dun like him lar. especially de chocolate. he couldn't grab it up. HAHA. oh ya, thanks for de present and treat! haha.. then after that walked to de MRT station there.. me took de train o cheryl's house for LOVE meeting! hehe. me alighted first! haha.

reached Cheryl's house was like O.o.. haha.. so funny lar! li huan thought i am cheryl's mummy.. hehe.. bleh! haha.. discussed about Leo club thingy. at least we decided to do smth. haha.. which is nice lar! SY sit beside me and she keep moving. haha.. so cute lar her. haha.. then audrey got interviewed by de poly which she applied through for DPA!!! haha.. li huan toO!! congrats!!! haha.. so happy for them! =) hehe..

went kite flying after that! hehe.. is like, so funny lar! SY keep insisting that her $1.50 kite is better than cheryl's $15 kite. haha.. but cheryl's penguin is like so so so CUTE! flew so high. the me and li huan keep stuck at de butterfly kite. hehe.. SY managed to fly her kite, but fall down after flying for a while.. in de end she need to pull back her kite. super cute can!

after that we were like taking photos.. haha.. dark dark de .. quite scary but it's fun!! hehe.. then went back home le.. me love LOVE outings !! is like, because we got less time together, each time we gather, we will play till very VERY crazy! hehe...

me love today! haha

2009-07-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

last day of prelim!!! hehe.. but then, it's not exactly nice to end it with PHYSICS. even though there is a mouse and angel looking over me, but then, i felt kind of stressed. you know.. haha.. well, physics is smth which i am confident and not confident in.. dunno how to say nerh.. hmmm.. haha.. suan le, it's over!!!!!!!! hehe...

went shopping for present after that, hehe... then went home and sleep lor! then go tuition and blah blah blah.. boring as USUAL.. hehe.. not exactly lar, but life isn't that boring afterall.. hehe.. is like, tuition that time, spent 2 hours on 2 essays, rofl. she no come, but her hwk will come. lalala.. what kind of logic is that!!! hehe...

but this week, a lot of things happened though.. misunderstandings i would say..

reallie.. i wouldn't say that i am not a single bit of upset, i will really be lying.. but the fact is that, i am really very happy for you! even though it's not a confirmed thing that you will enter, but i am really happy that at least you got interviewed. like i say right from the beginning, one enter is better than non of us did, so i am really happy for you! i am disappointed in myself that i didn't score as well, so i didn't get chosen for de school. but it's not your fault or anyone's fault you get what i mean? non of us can decided who de school wants, plus DSA is not everything. i can use my O lvl result to enter the school i want. so dun get angry or upset about it, kayys?

2009-07-18T23:41:00.002+08:00

today is L.O.V.E outing! haha.. before that went for tuition lar. haha.. chemistry lesson is nice as usual :D just that at first it's boring because got ppl no finish work so draggy a bit lor.. then while waiting, me, shi ze and mr edwin starting to crap jokes out. super farnie lar! hehe..

after that went to me L.O.V.E!! hehe... SY was having mr sani's lesson, so she was late! hehe.. me, cheryl and li huan went to cold storage to kill time. hehe.. i think killing anything on earth is hard, especially time? hehe.. saw blue cheese! reminds me of ming zhe. haha. then got a kind of cheese is soaked in erm oil. omg.. very fattening lor that one.. haha.. then me and cheryl start talking lame jokes too! hehe.. so farnie lar.. was testing on LH.. haha.. so farnie lar.. quite lame though. hehe.. then me and LH no like crowds, so stayed in cold storage for quite long.. hehe.. basically joking about anything and everythig. hehe.. at first thought wun be able to make it to the temple lor! because it's like 1715hr le.. then mr edwin was saying that his friends went there at 1730hr then de temple closed. we went there that time, almost closed lar. haha.. then went to qiu qian. i didn't, becAUSE me prefer surprises.. hehe..

went to burger king to eat after that! hehe.. all beef and blahs.. so ate de sandwich lor. sweet and simple. quite nice.. hehe.. was talking abt lots of stuff while eating haha.. quite nice! i think i long time no do this le.. so relaxed and just plain happy! hehe.. after that, went to bras basah to get lh and sy to sell their books. haha..was saying cheryl and sy les. hehe.. so farnie lar! haha.. de bookshop got sell tarot cards nerh! wanted to buy, but then, suan le. hehe..we at de bookstore there talk and laugh, hehe.. went to ileuma to shop! hehe.. de new shopping centre! haha.. quite alright, but there de things quite ex, so it's like, we go there alsono use? haha, ok lar. some of de things quite cute. hehe..

enter one music store.. there got sell carousel!!!!!! OMG!!! is like, i find for a long LONG TIME LE!!!! but i dunno if my mom will let me buy.. haish.. but it's nice! something like musical box kind.. but it's nice nerh.. haish. then they were playing "you are not alone" by michael jackson. me is like, only after he die le then i know that his songs are quite nice.. haha.. really.. hehe.. i think he last time looks more handsome though. haha.. thanks li huan, shi yun and cheryl for the presents!!! me like them very much! hehe..

went to eat desserts!!! haha.. eat dessert that time is the BEST! haha.. is like, after walking one day, then finally sit down and waiting for dessert.. 幸福的感觉 :D hehe.. is like, hmmm.. yummy! ate 2 avocado related dishes!! first one is Avocado sago cream. next is avocado beancurd! hehe.. me and li huan ate 2 desserts. hehe.. cheyl struggled to finish one.. hehe.. SY was quite alright lar. hehe.. was taking photos of de desserts and blahs.. so funny lar! hehe.. after that took MRT home lor. hehe.. missed de cityhall stop. so took de train to marina bay and take back. end up sent li huan home, then me and cheryl took de circle line. haha.. met my family at kovan there.. so quite.. around 2250hr le.. so quite there.. super scary.. but ok lar.. then saw a kitty! hehe.. nice nice! haha.. me love kitties! hehe...

2009-07-16T21:40:00.003+08:00

thank for the birthday presents! me like the very much! =)

today is amath and biology paper! haha.. nowadays me love mornings! but nxt week will be back to normal usual boring morning le.. sad.. haish.. never mind. things have to move on.. hmmm..

biology was quite alright bah! then amath. last qns. omg i feel like killing myself! is like on de bus then i realise that i sub in wrong value! omg lar. really nearly want to cry on de bus. careless lar.. what de.. haish.. really hor.. haish..

after that reached home, hmm. just dozed of hugging my book on de sofa.. me bears =( i miss my bears!! haish.. woke up by an sms and i was like O.o late!!!!! haha.. lucky de sms came over.. lucky.. haha.. went to tuition.. quite alright bah.. haha.. left 15 mins and she want us write finish a compo? haha.. me and de other 2 sec 4 guys went to the other room.. then got one lizard, de guy seated behind me when to catcch it. omg. freaking!!!! i see le i 0.O!! haha..

see the baby photo!!! so cute right!!! haha.. my brother lar! haha...

i see thi board i want to laugh. haha.. is like, i doing chemistry paper 2, i thought my time ends at 1230, then i rush throughout the paper lar!!! finished at 1230 and realised that my paper de time ends at 1300.. O.o... hehe..

see the name of the fish!!! reminds me of mr soon! hehe...

the pear looks so so so funny! hehe.. quite cute nerh! half red half yellow! hehe... nice!

2009-07-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY OF MY AGE OF 15!!!!

hmmm.. going to say bye bye to my favourite age! haish.. actually, i LOVE today! haha..

started off in blurness... haha.. couldn't find my phone a 5am in de morning until i heard de vibration on de table. lalala.. was quite excited in de morning, because there's chemistry paper!!! hehe.. and emath too lar.. well, the emath paper was kind of difficult.. is like, hmmm... no wonder paper 1 was quite alright... hmmm.. lalala.. was thinkiing of chemistry when doing emath in de beginning because all along i thought chemsitry paper first, so wasn't focused enough i guess... hehe...i HATE vectors. lalala. that question is like, sure wrong? lols.. haha.. first time me give up a 2mark qns. totally left blank. O.o..

then break time!! miss ang came to erm invigilate our class? hmmm..i think she is really SLOW SLOW SLOW SLOW!!! people invigilate the class is like, class get in, then give out paper. dunno for what reason, she die also want to put de paper one by one on the table, then allow us to go in.. then our class made quite a lot of noise, 4Faith already started their exam le lar.. haha.. Mrs J lim was invigilating their class, then she spelled CHEMISTRY as CHEMESTRY. dunno how she did that O.o... haha.. me, zhu li and hp was like laughing at it till some kind soul corrected her. haha.. me was kind of excited for the chemistry paper.. hehe.. i expected QA lor.. but i didn't.. i was like, sian half a bit like that. haha.. chemistry paper was like , quite alright? i hope no have careless... i saw 1 careless mistake flew off.. i didn't label the axis!! argghhh!!! then i was like hoping mad at myself.. feel like crying, because it's careless!!!! argh!!!

after that went to compass point. thanks mommy for the present!!! me love it very much!! and thanks boy boy too!!! a set of pink poker cards.. i was telling my brother, every year de present he give me, will be his temptation of that year. last year is pen spinning, this year is poker magic :D

went home and slept.. mr ewin ask me go his physics class, since i skipping amath lesson tonight mah, no point going math. hehe.. then was like, met mr edwin at 1845 hr at amk mrt. went to popular first, haha.. someone lied to him abt the direction, so he couldn't find it. took taxi to de tution centre in AMK. i was like O.o.. i didn't that it existed. hehe.. oh ya!! and i dreamt of the classroom before lar!!! hehe.. i enter it and i was like O.o... so familiar.. de checkers floor and everything.. haha.. physics lesson was quite alright! xD me just like mr edwin's style of teaching. hehe.. katrina was in de class and she was like, eh?! haha.. me not suppose to be in that class de mah.. hehe.. did de test.. quite alright lar, me didn't revise anything mah.. hehe.. so quite alright! haha..

after that me dunno how to go back home! haha.. took taxi with mr edwin, he dropped me off, was crapping all the way! so funny! haha.. thank for the rides! haha..

and now back to geog. lalala..

2009-07-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

just another boring day.. lalala.. haha.. did de killer mole qns within 45 mins.. 2 qns. it's difficult lar.. it's meant to be killer anywayys.. hehe.. got de answers correctly! after some help from mr edwin :D haha.. after that revise on math lor.. one whole day. kind of boring. me wasted quite some time slacking too.. hmmm.. nothing much bah..

haha.. taught my brother pythagoras theorem and nearly hopped out of my house window. haha.. me really really CANNOT teach de..haha.. went to hougang point at night.. nth much bah. ate cheng teng.. talked about MJ.. haha..

2009-07-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

this week is kind of like a new week for me? my day started out very differently from de past. mainly because i became a martian alarm clock. hahas.. one good thing about recently is that, me got a new close friend! not exactly new, but it's new to me lar. haha.. quite nice =) haha.. every morning is nice!!!! hehe. is like, this week so many sad things, i really need one good news like this to keep me happy =)

this week is like, hmmm.. learnt a lot of things? hmm.. learnt to let go.. afterall, who is that person related to me? wy should i get so upset over it? she just hurt ppl and act lik she's not in de fault.. and blahs. that's all mah.. haha.. as long as she dun do it to others, then never mind le lor.. or minimum, i dun find out if that she did it? haha..

had leg muscle cramp on thurs. haha.. is like, i recieved de sms,then i woke up, then i stretch my legs then cramp. is kind of like, thanks to my brother lor.. haish.. never mind.. haha..realised smth! in class sleeping super nice! like what mr edwin says, some teachers just have that sleeping aura. kind of agree. especially mr hui. haha.. me quick do finish his work, then sleep! xD i already do finish le, he can't do anything to me anywayys.. mrs teo is funny lar. ate away my marks. lols.. almost gave me a heart attack. haha.. because it's chemistry,which i am more concern about. haha.. nothing much bah this week.. watched ice age 3! 3D!!! so cute lar! nice xD haha.. in de midde of de movie, found out one news.. hmmm.. even though it is kind of like a bad news to me beause i felt quite 心痛, but to the person, it could be a good thing. haha.. jiayous!

today is nice!! hehe.. went for physics tuition!! thought i will be late, in de endme end up to be de earliest!!! hehe.. and AND!! last week i was helping mr edwin in setting de physics class test for his sec 3 students. me didn't help much lar, edit a bit only. kind of a killer paper because it's quite difficult. his style. then i did de paper and i am de only student who passed!!! hehe. he was shocked O.o.. he didn't expect anyone to pass..haha.. me very nice le nerh.. passed xD could have scored better though. haish. if his physics class didn't clash with my math class, i would have joined his physics. haha.. he is nice xD happy! then he set killer mole concept qns! fun!! xD haha..

anywayys, this week, hmmm.. haha.. overall nice bah..

2009-07-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!

i think this week got quite a lot of big news? haha.. first is well, PHS GOT THAT H1N1!!! ok lar, not PHS.. just one teacher.. haha.. hopefully i got it? xD haha.. then a whole week of HBL -.- but one good thing abt this is that, you know, throughout the whole of june holidays, i read news paper just for the sake of H1N1... hoping that our school will close xD which came true in some sense.. but then, i rather go school have prelims!!! so much hwk lor... but i wun say it's total crap, at least at the end of the whole week, which is now, i felt that i got do work? but this week is de erm slowest week of my life.. haha.. my speed on doing hwk i mean. haha.. was having stomachache throughout the week.. so torturous.. haha.. heymath is like -.- de work is come one after another one lor.. so crappish.. i think de hwk i like best was bio, physics and chem? haha.. i dunno nerh.. tired..

then erm micheal jackson is dead? that's one big news.. gave me a shock xD haha. he die of some kind of heart attack? haha.. dunno nerh.. smth got to do with his heart i think? didn't follow de news.. haha.. at first when my brother told me abt it, i was like O.o... you joking? hahas.. well he's not. haha

this week is horrible.. lalala.. at least got smth intereting happeneed! xD haha.. so quite alright.. stayed at home like almost 3/4 of the week.. totally BORING.

2009-06-22T15:01:00.004+08:00

!~~ 21 June 2009~~!

haha.. happy father's day!!! today is father's day right? haha. i dunno nerh... hehe.. anywayys, went to library to study! O.o... haha.. so guai xD ok lar.. haha.. quite alright bah i guess... my lunch was HORRIBLE anywayys.. haha.. aw pastor beng hui ( is that how you spell her name?) and her husband pastor james ( i think that's his name) and their daughter. i was like SHOCKED. not because i saw them, haha.. there isn't anything much abt them anywayys. is that, their attitude.. so different from in school de.. is like right, they look much more erm arrogant and proud? haha.. is like i accidentally knock into pastor beng hui, then i said sorry.. then she ignore me and just turn and walk away. i was like O.o... what happened to her? i can't say that she didn't hear me, because my mouth is like only less than 10 cm away from her.. hmmm.. maybe she is thinking or smth then didn't catch what i say? haha.. never mind bah. haha.. just shocked lor.. hehe

went home after that.. haha.. i was sitting at de upper deck of de bus mah.. then de bus turned, then saw my daddy with his friend!!! then i waved waved!!! haha.. others must be thinking that i am crazy.. xD hehe.. then his friend looked up.. haha.. i never talk or see that friend of his before lor. then he was smiling and waving at me O.o.. then i was like shaking my head and pointing at my daddy with my mouth shape " papa" haha.. then i thnk he realised it bah.. so he called my dad to look up and saw me!yay! hehe..

then i ask my dad how come his friend know me. then he say his friend say he saw someone on top of de bus waving, then he look up. then realise de girl ( which is me ) look like my father, so he ask my father to look up. then he realise that it's me lor. haha.. he say his friend say i look like xiao mei mei nerh!!!! haha.. in some sense good because people can't tell that i am OLD! hehe...

reached home 15 mins faster than my father, approximately. haha.. splitting headache though. i was thinking of that qns which mr edwin gave. he so late still no reply lar! and i am still very very FULL.. dunno why.. since ytd night? haha.. went to parkway parade.. haha.. went to this teochew erm resturaant? haha.. at first no want to eat de.. but saw de father's day set meal got mushroom dish and yam paste, so ok lor.. eat then. haha.. then my mo go ordered cold crab eat!!! argh. so full of mushroom le still eat crab. haish. me eat de erm eggs attached to de shell lor.. i like de sauce which came with de crab! is actually white vinegar lar.. but they added that pink thingy which i can't rmb what it is, so de vinegar smell wun spread till de whole resturant can smell it. plus de crab is steamed and frozen. so de egg with de vinegar tasted like ice cream like that. so taasted quite alright. plus it's not filling. sine it's vinegar mah.. appetizing lor. but i am still very FULL.. de yam paste is NICE!! :D

de head looks scary hor? it must have hated me to eat it's egg.. see.. staring at me.. SCARY!!!!

after that go home le lor.. hehe.. so full lar! i was like dunno why, keep crapping.. hehe.. was saun-ing my brother because some reasons, cannot tell anyone xD later he slaughter me.. hehe.. but i can't stop laughing lar! hehe.. quite funny xD in fact it's HILARIOUS plus DRAMA! haha.. then went to sleep le lor.. was like tired. dead. hehe..

then sleep halway suddenly mr edwin's sms came over and i was like O.o.. FINALLY!! haha.. answer! hehe.. my answer was corrct lar -.- just that it wasn't deep enough to satisfy him. haha.. came online and added him in MSN and crapped till 3am ++. haha.. quite fun though. hehe.. nocturnal creatures.. he said i pushed his sleeping time, so he can't sleep le.but the thing is that, he saw my sms LATE. i smsed him WAY BEFORE his sleeping time, just that he didn't notice it. haha.. but quite funny lar xD imagine talking to your chemistry teacher till 3am. then channel 8 was showing ghost de show.. then i dunno.. thn my mom watching O.o.. scared de daylights out of me lar! because i screamed -.-. so scary can!!! haish. then got to know a few more ghost stories from mr edwin. his experience. omg. scary too.. freaking.

PEACELOVING death angel.

2009-06-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

this morning was like super hmmm, pissed off? since yesterday bah, i would say.. haha.. remembered smth which i really really REALLY DON'T WANT to rmb.. 太痛苦了.. but keep running away from it, isn't a solution, have to face it one day, i guess.. hmmm..

but it's definitely not O lvl stress! haha.. went to chemsitry tuition and i was like sleeping in de classroom, gave mr Edwin a shock because i reached kind of early. haha.. he was like saying, am i too stress so i can't sleep or smth.. well NO! i am too angry, sad, disappointed to sleep. haha.. crapped inside chemistry lesson.. hmmm.. kind of like bring up my mood? haha.. i love chemistry tuition.. haha.. especially crapping. hehe.. crapped a lot today nerh.. say dunno what go TTS and get infected by H1N1 so no need to go to school, and extend the holiday period to skip prelim. haha.. come to think abt it, it's de AYG dinner on 30 june which made me super stress and unhappy. haish. too bad. but was having fun in chemistry lesson! haha..

bought flowers and went home. haha.. slept for a while and went running to relax my ankle. sounds irony, but ya, i got to do that to relax my ankle. kind of pathetic and sad. saw xavier lim's mother. haha.. she is de reason why i had an agreement with my mom.. haish.. brought lots of misery to me and.. haish. dunno lar, dun feel like thinking abt it. ran awy from her de moment i saw her, haha.

went home, ate dinner and set off to giant. haha.. i thought my day will end off well, because it started off bad, you see. but i guess i am wrong. there is this saying, 一日之积，在于晨. how i start de day, is how i am going to end it, i think.

it was all ok de lor.. throughout de trip to Giant. as in, to me, it's alright.. all till my brother wanted to ask about mouse and blahs. blocked my trolley, me knock into person's butt twice. people knock into me for god knows how many times and worse still, hit my ankle. kind of pissed off. and guess what, i did so many things unwillingly, and in de end, i got targeted from both sides. HELLO.. MY FAULT okayys. this morning, i am pissed off by similar issues from de past, and this. what de? do i look like i initiated anything. hello, i am not even involved in it. somehow me has been used as a messenger or smth. and became a dartboard. really dun feel like commenting. is a good thing my brother knows how to shut up after that.

went to de petrol station, haha. i thought i might cause an explosion in de station or smth, because i was fuming xD haha.. but quite alright le bah now.. as i was walking back, those bad things which i want to forget, came back again. really, if i can go back in time to that situation again, i will saying, " i am not convinced by you. not a single bit." i am not one who holds on to grudges fo so freaking long. but i just can't forget about it. really.. i am like, angry? can't stand it.

2009-06-20T22:06:00.005+08:00

photos taken on the trip to SPCA! haha.. photos from li huan and cheryl. haha..

Me and ticklebell! i like ticklebell!! hehe..

Li huan and ticklebell!

li huan and another kitty. haha.. can't rmb her name, but she is fierce de!

this kitty very funny!haha.. is like she sleeping halfway, then she suddenly push de sheep soft toy beside her, haha.. i heard before that cats do have dreams too, so maybe she dreeaming? haha.. just that it's not sweet dream.. haha

this doggy is shy! haha.. as in, i dunno.. just shy lor.. SY carried him after the educator carried de doggy xD haha..

Went to Vivo after that.. som of de photos taken.. haha..

me and LEE sy!

Li huan, Me and LEE SY xD

me and Li huan!

me and cheryl!

me, cheryl and SY! haha

2009-06-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

this whole june holiday is like, so HECTIC!! busy and whatever bah.. hmmm.. one of de most stressful month i had ever been to.. even though it is officially known as a "school holiay", but many know it isn't.. haha.. progressing at a very VERY slow rate.. tired bah.. energy drained. i dunno.. i am quite bothered by de fact that i still have to go for gz, even though it's just once a week, i know i got this selfish thinking. but then it's like, we are not progressing well, it's on second day of prelim. haha.. dunno.. all my excuses.

but one thing about this holiday is that, i get to send more time with my family in some ways.. as in, i stay at home for longer time, more interaction i guess.. haha.. me and my brother grew closer :D something which i really like! haha.. plus not going to school means that i will face lesser of the person whom i dun want to see.. haha.. trying to avoid bah.. so that i wouldn't dun like de person even more, so it's good lar. haha..

come to think about it, this month, everyday is a kind of misery bah.. first 2 weeks down with flu and allergy.. lalala.. coughing like nobody's business! haha..

!~~ 15 JUNE 2009~~!

one of de happiest day? haha.. ok lar..

morning went to de hawker behind PHS to eat with my parents.. haha.. saw one of my dad's patient.. haha.. she was praising me xD hehe.. nice aunty. then she didn't say anything abt my brother, haha. then my brother kind of disagree wih what she said. haha.. well, ok lor xD hehe.. everyone has got bad points mah.. haha

geography lesson was like kind of boring.. dunno nerh.. need to do de paper she gave and today she talked ultra long mah.. haha.. then rushed through lunch to go SPCA! hehe.. met lihuan, madeline, christpher, brandon, jason at bishan mrt station, then meet the rest at bartley there.. thanks for waiting! hehe.. LEE sy looks super cute with her hat! haha..

at first we were given a talk by the person in charge, haish.. lots of sad cases.. hmmm.. people abuse animals like nobody's business.. but they got feelings too de nerh.. even though i keep saying that i was kitty, doggy and fish, but i didn't seriously want to keep them because i know i am not capable enough to make sure that they are happy with me.. so most of de time i just say for fun de lor.. haha.. but kept hamsters before, i think, that's enough le bah. haha.. after that went to play with de doggies and kitties! didn't exactly play lar, haha.

i didn't really mingle with dogs, not that i am scared or smth, just that i cannot stand it when tey get hyper with me because i will disappoint them. haha.. plus i dun like saliva, 童年阴影. so i can play with the doggy if it doesn't have it's saliva on me.. i really cannot take saliva. hyperactiveness still can. haha.. me like de cat's area best! and nursery too!haha.. cats mah.. they dun spread their saliva around me.. so i like it! of course i like cats got other reasons too lar.. haha.. me love tinklebell! a kitty in de nursery.. haha.. but it scratched me when i accidentally place her in a uncomofortable position.. haha.. pain. hmmm..

after that went to Vivo with LEO, valerie, serena and mabel. talked about ghost on de train. creepy. got gooebumps le nerh. haha.. they decided to go long john eat. but me and sy no need to eat because going home for dinner, so we walked around to buy snacks. haha.. bought beard papa and drinks from daiso! hehe.. sat down to eat and talk. nice :D

haha.. after that took some photos and then went to kovan to meet my family lor. haha.. nth much bah..

2009-06-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

today was quite alright? haha.. as in very VERY tiring.. lots of things happened though.

morning was lik oral exam? haha.. dunno nerh.. got a guai guai feeling before the oral exam starts. anywayys, while waiting, me and zhu li were going around asking people to eat the atomic fire sweet. it's actually cinnamon taste sweet lar.. haha.. then zhu li was saying, some guys seemed very brave, but they are actually kind of coward. haha.. well, i kind of agreed to it, haha.. my throat was like HORRIBLE. even though i can project my voice but well, cannot control it when i was reading. so before i start reading my oral exam, i told mrs adeline wong ( YA YA. she my examiner, how great O_O ) that i am having some allergic reaction so might cough and affect fluency. haha.. then ok lar.. but i see her face i feel like killing her. give that kind face which i dunno how to make, hate her O_O you think i want to wake up so early to see you ad do roal exam one meh? BLEH!

after that is math olympiad thingy. that TM hor.. keep nagging and nagging.. before the paper start he keep saying GG. haha.. so funny lar his face xD haha.. de paper was difficult? haha.. i dunno .. some i know how to do.. then i was looking at sharon's back. haha.. she was seated in front of me, i think she very pro? kept writing.. haha.. dunno nerh.. i got a few answers is 1. haha.. some is i dunno de answer so just put one 1 there lor.. haha..

after that went to city hall.. is like, from school, i went alone.. kind of sad lar.. alone mah.. so boring.. then reaching city hall that time joel koh came over and ask me where exactly am i going and i was HAPPY :Dbecause got someone to talk too! haha.. i was saying i going city hall, then he say he going red hill, then i was like ooohhh.. then i asked him to accompany me to buy de worms! haha.. because i see him like very free like that, which was quite true. haha.. so throughout the trip i was like bing entertained? haha.. so fun talking to him! crapped all the way though. haha.. he was like saying how pathetic sung chang is to have me as de sister. then i was like argueing saying i very nice lor, buy worms to feed him. haha.. he was like O_O. haha.. well, my brother and his friend called themselves de dickies? haha.. sounded like some kind of bird or smth.. so i say my brother is a birdie and i feed him worm! hey hey! that box of worm is expensive one lor.. haha.. he totally cannot make it? i tell him dun faint beside me, because he heavy. haha. so fun crapping along! haha..

then he was like taking de first worm to eat O_O bought cheddar cheese! haha.. because he say he no like mexican spice, so i reckon it's not good? haha.. then he threw one into my mouth despite the fact that i was like shovin his hand with that dumb worm away from me since the top of escalator to de bottom? haha.. funny lar. i was like hopping around level one after he threw it into my mouth. OH MY GOD. taste like nothing = taste yucky. so dry. he no give me water =( argh!! disgusting yucks.

haha.. went down to city hall mrt and he say i BLUR!! oh my god. today 3 people say me blur O_O. i thought me need to take marina bay train to go back to PHS. and we stood here to argue for like 1 min plus? in de end is me wrong. haha.. funny lar! haha.. went back to school. haha..
showed de worms to gloria they all.. haha.. quite fuN! but some person is just so extra. me no like. haha.. anywayys, quite fun! janice and CS in de end didn't eat it.. haha.. well, only a few "brave" people eat it? not exactly brave lar.. haha.. juast that only they eat lor.. haha..

chemistry lesson was like B.O.R.E.D. haha.. really no like mrs teo. not dun like. erm, just dun agree with her. but she is good to some extent lar. haha.. me like mr edwin more! hehe.. took quan quan xian home ( circle line). haha.. very bright there. i like. me love lights! haha

2009-06-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

some random photos!!! haha...

wenmin's birthday erm party? haha.. not exactly party. we sprayed things on her hair. haha.. looks kind of cute. haha..

the unfinished chess of me and tm. but that dumb dh kicked in in the middle of nowhere. argh! haha.. so fun nerh! was waiting for BL that day i think. haha.. then played lor.. haha..this time waiting for him was like fun? de last time we waited for him, i was doing bunny hop with tm because i was REALLY bored.. ONE HOUR of waiting.. then i suffered the consequence for bunny hopping by having muscle pain for one whole week -.-

see the cat calender!!! me bought one for my new house! haha.. kind of expensive, but me love it! mine is PINK. this is blue. haha.

photo of me and janice taken on BL's birthday!! haha.. we were like resting in kopitiam because they waited for me to go to causeway to get his present. that day i almost died of tiredness.. ran to so many places with my leg muscle pain due to bunny hop! haha.. quite alright i guess.. but i was kind of pissed off by some indecisive person. morning say dun come. then near meeting time sms me saying coming with another person -.- LOL. so last minute. lucky i didn't plan anything which restricts de number of people. and de plan was nearly gone. O_O.

first phot taken using my new phone? haha.. this fish fascinated both me and my brother.

2009-06-01T22:04:00.010+08:00

!~~ 31 June 2009~~!

today is international musuem day!!! hehe...so decided to go on an edcational trip? haha.. is like before meeting zl, janice and cs, i was like on my way to city hall from AMK hub.. then walk walk walk then suddenly fall now O_O ?!!! is like for no reason? i think because i twisted my ankle or smth? haha.. because i felt great pain on my ankle after that O_O then my knee.. haish.. pain arh~~~~ SUPER DUPER UNLUCKY NERH!!! dunno why !!! O_O because yesterday midnight i was having fever.. actually, i dunno i was having a fever, is because i was hugging my mom to sleep then i shivered then woke my mom up because my hold body "vibrating"... hehe.. oppsy! haha... so unlucky nerh!

limped my way to meet them? haha.. jk jk. not so exagerated lar.. haha.. anywayys met them lor.. then decided to take taxi because i might just melt under the hot hot sun. haha.. de musuem was great lar!! is like, frst stop, the erm gallery on this guy's design of European's clothes.. as in those a few centurys ago kind? super nice!!! hehe.. a few dresses the design me LOVE it! haha.. not that i will wear it but me just like it lor.haha... ok lar.. walked around the musuem. went to singapore's living gallery.. haha.. walked and crapped.. hehe.. quite difficult for me to take photo because i am like eating western medicine then de side effect will cause my hand to shiver, so de camera will shake, then image will be blurred. haish.. sad..

isn't this cute? haha..

FIRST STOP! haha.. this christein guy's design.. not bad lar.. haha.. didn't upload all the photos because took too long.. picked a few nicer ones.. hehe..

isn't this pretty?? hehe.. me love it lar!! haha..

one of my favourite dress!!! i find it quite cute! hehe.

this one looks quite exagerated.. haha...

this is like, one of my favourite dress? haha.. very pretty!!

i like the way the folds of this dress looks like, very elegant! haha..

NEXT STOP! some guy's funiture design? haha

this chairs look like some bananas? haha.. according to janice.. haha..

heart shaped!

LAST STOP! SINGAPORE LIVING GALLERY!! HEHE..

gallery of food!

last time chinese physicians use this.. haha.. my dad say he used to own one.. haha

gallery of opera and wayang i think.. haha..

last time opera de clothes.. it's PINK!

last time de tickets.. is like $1 only? haha...

gallery of fashion. where we see al the textiles and blah blah..

after that too taxi to aian civilsation musuem. but didn't visit the kangxi emperor gallery because lots of people were queueing under de hot sun. haha.. we dun want to melt.. so took mrt to raffles city!! haha.. ate korean food.. then shopped around.. then janice say she hungry again, so went to gloria jeans to eat.. haha.. bought strawberry chillers, OMG IT's REALLY GOOD!!!! as in very very nice!!! haha..shared a piece of cheese cake with zhu li and i was like saying:

eat rice that time, dying.

drink barley water that time, near dead

went to gloria jeans.

drank strawberry chillers, D.E.A.D.

eat cheesecake, die-ed.

so full lar! cannot make it.. then janice got super high and kept laughing.. haha.. so cute lar xD haha..

after that went home lor.. haish.. nth much.. very tired.. haha.. then at night, went to kovan there to eat porridge O_O..wore pyjamas then kiddy kiddy de mah.. my brother say me very dui ren xian yan, then no want to stand near me.. then me purposely go stick to him xD haha..

look at the worm snacks!!! super disgusting nerh!! is made of REAL worms.. full of PROTEIN and YUCKS!! looks disgusting.. haha..

janice, me and CS eating lollipop!!! hehe..

2009-06-01T21:11:00.004+08:00

today is so boring? haha..

woke up in a really dumb manner O_O is ike yesterday i fell down, and then my knee de skin dunno what happened lar.. very minor injury just that it's pain xD haha.. anywayys, i toss and turn and knocked my knee against de wall and i woke up LOR.. O_O super dumb. there goes my sleep.. hehe.. at first my mom ask me rest at home, then i was like orh okayys..

then suddenly say she want go plaza sing O_O? then took mrt.. then suddenly want go IMM. so changed to circle line then went all the way to jurong east.. HAHA.. leg pain still travel.. haha.. kind of like black faced throughout half the day because she say i got bad influence from friends then drift away from the family. i was like kind of pissed off..

first thing is that, HELLO.. i am stressed up about SYF at the beginnig of the year.. seriously, some people just really makes me really angry and obviously i when reached home, i wun fee like talking. so obviously talk less right? then do homework till dunno what time then straight away sleep le. who cares about talking? sleep more impt. haha..

THEN, after SYF. de first week seemed kin of peaceful? no CCAs no nothing. haha.. so talked much lor.. then she find it quite alright i guess? but i was stress up about the stupid timed test which our smart PHS teachers came out with.. HAHA.. how great? then reached home study. if not do work. obviously talk lesser lor.. then may. so many birthdays.. then need to buy present and plan too. so reach home that time is like D-E-A-D. haha.. so obviously she will find me erm
drifted.. i mean, i know it's my fault lar.. but then i am stressed too you know!!!!!

after that is like, she want go IMM because the whole of lvl 3 is furniture, then she can choose for de house.. but i tell her say, dun reach imm and straight away go lvl 3, walk walk first, got lots of time, dun like sual that time rush throughout the shopping trip..and then she was like super angry, saying, i trained her to become like that de.. she pregnant with me that time she need to walk fast to reach her destination if not she will be very xin ku. or smth like that. then i was like, do i have a choice to like to choose to behave when i am in her stomach. she can't push all the blame saying that i am very difficult to raise and blah blah.. not like i choose to be so bad nerh.. like i now very bad like that.. at least now i no need her to worry so much what. she just need to cook dinner for me and i can rot le lor. i also no need her to worry about my studies. she say i young tht time cry like mad then she carry my till her hand swollen, then now she settling scores with me.. i mean is like, she want complain then ok lor.. but the thing is that, do i choose o be like what i used to be last time? i dun even know what i was doing lar -.- most importantly is now that i can think, how i behave now is the main concern, not the past what. haish.

then she nagged me for a day, so i black faced lor.. later she say i ding zui.. then she say i always walk far far from her.. HELLO.. she loves to walk in circles.. both my ankles pain and my knee can't bend thanks to that fallm obviously i choose to walk straight right? tangent to her circle. then she say i walk far far -.- i cannot stand it le lor... HAISH.

good thing my brother came. he nice lar he!! see me black face then he come suan me.. hehe.. then i cannot stand so laugh lor! haha.. so i am back to good mood! hehe.. well, he got his ways to make me laugh non-stop. then he was like complaining say i mad le, kept laughing.. haha.. then we in daiso. he pointed to a carpet saying, " anti cat-scratch mat", then he say next time he put in hs room. haha.. then i was like laughing again, then he say, " i should buy a dog mask too. you enter my room i make you wear, then you wun nag at me" then i was like totally laughing for 5 minutes. his face looks super cute! haha..

ate at the WANG ZAI cafe? haha.. super funny lar! i was like eating toast and two soft boi for dinner he say i on diet, then suan me say it wu work. then i was like AHHH!! me not on diet lor!! is like yesterday de dinner eat a lot till now i still feel very full lar! haha.. then he was totally amazed at the way i cracked the soft boil egg. then he held one and say very hot, still insist to crack it. then i was like, CAN YOU BE FASTER?? because soft boil eggs put long le then cold, not nice to eat. then he was like, aiya, you crack lar. then i -.- him. haha.. so fun! he eat de egg till very funny. then eat halfway he stop, then no eat.. saying, the more he eat, the more disusting the egg gets. O_O dunno what's wrong with his air-head. haha. super cute lar he!! haha.. then he gave me a "mission impossible". to peel the shell of a prawn withoutn make it look distorned. peel with my mouth only lor. with the aid of a pair of chopsticks for holding it.. haha.. not bad lar i think, me did a great job! he was speechless.. hehe.. i like it when he is dependant on me. haha.. dunno nerh, i find him very cute. haha...

took taxi home, i was like laying on his shoulder. so fun! haha.. wanted to sleep, but the taxi uncle and my mom were like gossiping, then me joined in the fun! hehe...

the prawn!!! hehe.

2009-05-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

today was quite alright? kind of bored though. haha..

woke up at freaking early hours today!! haha.. i woke up and i was like HUH? haha.. totally blur.. hehe.. slept on the car and reached the temple at around 630am i think? hehe... bathed the buddha.. so fun! hehe.. then pray pray lor.. usual routine. but last year didn't come to the temple because my grandfathr passed away.. so hmmm, kind of miss the temple, changed a lot though. got one temple is like, last time they used to rear stray kitties... then normally i will go and play with the kittens or something, but this year, no have le.. so sad nerh.. i was kind of disappointed though..

reached home at around 8am like that? slept all the way till 1230pm.. hehe.. SO NICE LAR!but then in the middle of my sleep i was like disrpted by a call and a few sms-es from several people.. then my dream is like super funny de! haha.. i dream halfway, answer a call, then fall back asleep, my dream will continue episode 2, then wke up to return sms, my dream continue episodde 3.. till episode 7 or 8, can't remember.. but i know the dream continued even though i woke up a few times, so is like, so cool lar! hehe.. went to tuition straight lor.. 3 hours of long hours of tuition.. wow, nearly killed me lar.. did zuo wen and paper 2. the teacher was like, quite cute though.. hehe.. me love her! haha.. after tuition went to amk hub to get ms lem's present! haha.. not sure whether if it is really her birthday lor.. haha.. super heavy, and the funny thing is, i thought my mom say tonight want go temple, so i took bus to amk hub to buy the gift then took bus home.. omg that thing is heavy. then my mum say, "why you never tell me? we can go there tonight one mah".. then i was like O_O.. never say earlier! haha.. anywayys, took de same bus as my dad. and the funny thing is, he sat behind me all these while yet he no call me. reason being, he say i dun look like me from de back -.- dunno what he thinking. haha.. but i didn't notice him because i was bored on the bus and deep in my thoughts? actually, i was day
dreaming lar.. haha...

then went to tampines the new shopping centre! quite alright lar there.. haha..

2009-05-08T23:06:00.003+08:00

me love to look forward to fridays! haha.. the day with the least number of subjects! haha.. meaning i can sleep in class! nowadays me love to sleep in class, save my energy.. haha. as in, replenish my energy lar.. haha.. yup yup, sleeping in class is fun! haha.. this morning was like super tired? i dunno nerh, is like for no reason de lar.. is like reached school, sat on the blue chair and i literally fell asleep till er near assembly end then i woke up and wanted to go to the toilet to wash my face or something..for no reason de lor, suddenly so tired.. then bl was like saying he waslked pass me so many times i didn't realise. but the fact is that, many people walked pass me i also didn't realise mah. haha...

nothing much about today? physics is about MOMENTS. sounded so romantic like that, moments. haha.. i LOVE TO DO WORK! nowadays lar.. haha.. me getting so scatter brain lor. haha.. is like, keep forgeting what to say.. haha.. english lesson was like funny! haha.. quite fun lar! firstly is because this is the first time i talked so much to jia hui.. haha.. crapped a lot xD haha.. then after that know my oral results, well, not bad. A1! hehe.. i didn't fail english! HAHA..
recess time taught eileen how to eat malt sugar candy.. hehe.. yummy! then discussed some serious matters with XF.. haha.. " serious".. haha.. maths lesson was FUN! kinematics! haha.. didn't really agree with what mr hui said, haha.. but who cares? we are not tested on graphs anywayys.. haha.. but math is really fun! i think all subjects are fun lor! it's like, i can play with my brain cells, and challenge the qns~! so fun! me love challenges! hehe.. no wonder i get so tired easily? my brain starts to protest xD haha.. no care! hehe..

after that assembly was fun! haha.. crapped wih bl throughout de assembly because no need assemble in hall, did cyber wellness.. haha.. please lor, zhu li and xf were supposed to help me one lar! then end of lesson brandon came in, then he go help BL to disturb me! ah, he suppose to help me de lor!!! haha..

mother lesson was alright i think.. haha.. no timed practise! hehe.. then crapped throughout de lesson too lar basically.. haha.. oh ya! and today i can teach people! is like normally i teach people anything, they wun know what i talking.. haha.. well, my brain connection a bit weird one lar, haha. then today they can understand!! xD .. once in a PINK MOON! haha.. went to AMK hub to get present and eat lunch.. haha.. saw ms cheryl lee and her teacher friend. haha.. i think they very embarass lor! haha.. me and jancie were like "teacher teacher" call them, then the whole world know they are teachers.. haha.. ms cheryl lee cannot stand us lar.. haha.. so fun! haha.. at first want them join us for lunch de nerh! haha.. i think me and janice over high le! haha.. had lunch at pepper lunch with janice, bl, ming zhe and darren teo from 4h. haha.. quite fun lar.. crapped throughout too! hehe.. so fun so fun! haha..decided on what to get for ms lem for her birthday! hehe.. tmr i go buy i think... hehe.. see first. haha..

me carrying CS 's present!!! the bear so cute lar! haha..

2009-05-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

a day without zhu li? haha.. ok lar, nothing much mah.. quite boring though. haha.. thanks janice for keeping company during assembly! hehe.. why the swine flu reached yellow alert! haha.. jk jk. it's good that it reached yellow alert, but i like to assemble in class room nerh! now cannot le.

had this conference with mdm lee and the HODs..the milo is nice! so is the cake.. hehe.. haha.. mdm lee asked us choose one thing from the table then erm wan us to link how we fel abot being chosen with the thing which we had chosen. i was like, i crapped throughout ? OMG lar. can't believe that i said that. is like i choosed a packet of tissue with a cute pig and words saying, " flying without wings". haha.. then i say, firstly, i choosed this because this few days need to take temperature, then i always forget to bring my tissue to wip the thermometer, so i choosed this tissue. another reason is that the pigs are cute. then i feel that all of us are like pigs, FULL OF PPOTENTIAL ( actually i infer this from the fact that pigs fat lar, FULL mah.), just that we need the teacher's help, like the wings to help us fly. then mrs janice lim wa saying pigs can't fly. then janice was saying, miracles do happened. ad guess what i crapped? i say, well, we can be like airpork. then everyone was laughing and i was like, omg?! i just crapped. haha..

was sms-ing during geog lesson when someone kept calling me. well, what's the problem with you! haha.. nothing much lor.. amath lesson was interesting! haha.. with integration! me love integration! hehe... after that is CF i think. haha. played this NE game. I WANT TO BUILD ZOO !!!!! haish. made er $404 000 in the game, hehe.. not bad le lar i think? haha.. after that waited outside the comp lab for ms kumari. waited for her for half an hour. OH MY GOD. she can keep nagging and nagging at 4 grace. cmi lor... the timed practise test was like, haha.. speech.. lalala.

after that went to had lunch with bl. ate dessert and mu shu gao! as usual. and i was lik OH MY GOD???????!!!!!!!!!!!! is like the people from the MOE ( ministry of environment)? was like spraying pesticides, then is likeall the cockroaches flew out EVERYWHERE???!!! lots of them lar, i was like totally omg omg omg..the short distance from our school to behind the market i saw erm centipiede O_O a geeko-like lizard and lots lots lots of cockroaches.. totally OH MY GOD.

after that went to yishun to pass zhu li her hwk, then go t AMK to takebus to tuition.. haha..tuition was working on a news report on the 2 people who ran aroud holland village naked. well, the girl is like super smart. IQ 180 O_O. so smart lar her omg. i want her brain and IQ level! haha..

2009-05-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENG SIN!!!!

haha.. was highing the whole morning because of CS's birthday? haha..waited for janice at the bus stop there because she carrying lots of things.. haha.. the bear very cute lar! pink! haha..

but today quite tired lar.. dunno nerh, just feel that i always did not have enough sleep. haha.. so no matter how early i sleep, i just feel tired lor.. haha.. maths lesson was fun because of integration!!! as usual xD haha.. mr lee came to take us for biology, but allowed us to do amath, provided we are able to hand in our work before the next bio lesson, haha..

emath test was really funny!! finished it within 40 mins because i thought of mr edwin saying finish paper within 40 mins, as in, i mistook the paper as a chemistry paper lar.. dunno how to say, hehe.. but just did it lor.. saw someone trying to steal glances of someone.. haha.. he made it quite obvious though.. haha..

nothing much happened after that lor.. tuition was like, amath test? haha.. matrix i totally forgot le lor.. haha.. so minus marks there.. yupps... should be alright bah. haha

2009-05-04T21:42:00.003+08:00

nothing much about today.. oh ya!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENT! haha...

reached school as usual, but no dre to talk to homeroom because, well, it's dark you see.. haha.. maybe tmr i will have the courage, to walk over there.

looked at the trophys displayed.. all so pretty, but then, i dunno.. everytime i see trophys, i will think that.. everyone is like a tropy.. once your prime period of life is over, you will be left behind to collect dust.. as if your glory and pride never happened, and totally forgotten by others.. dnno lar.. read almost all the things pasted in mrs choy's room.. haha.. gained quite a lot of knowledge.. they got tis inspirational posters around haha.. but i like the photos mor though. found a super old book in her room, collecting dust. haha..

nothing much lor.. 4 Endurance.. hmmm... took temperature.. haha.. 36.6 degree celcius, 1 more degree to being able to go home and rest? haha.. i need just 1 more degreee nerh!!! haha.. quite solemn this few days.. suddenly i like de word solemn.. heh.. like very pretty nerh..

oh ya! was making fun of XF about tmr's BIG DAY..hehe.. talked a lot a lot i think, hehe.. because after that i quite thristy.. hehe.. so bored now lar.. haha.. MT lesson was fun! we were contine-ing our show.. so romantic lar they all!i dun think in real life will so drama lor.. haha.. but dh was saying it's boring.. his head lar! haha.. El lesson was like zzzz... language lessons are boring i tink.. me love maths and science.. die le lar me.. haha...me and language no click i think.. haha.. today quite boring lar.. haha.. bio lesson, got back test paper.. earned one mre mark because of a really dumb answer which tuned out to be acceptable.. haha.. really funny lar, mrs choy was like laughed a bit.. haha... apple is nice! daniel they all played CS during recess, i see le i was like, OMG?! so freaking boring that game.. haha..

nothing much about today.. after geog test, waited for zhu li till i very tired.. she didn' take very long lar.. but because do geog test that time, doing 4(e) i think, my paper suddenly appears to go swirling or smth.. this few days keep like that.. me want sleep lor.. anywayys, yupps.. so was quite circling today.. then after the test so mz going to put ss workbook, then i comment saying him slow.. he go use his 3 SS books to hit my head, not very hard lar, jokingly de.. then kind of knock me back to normal state.. haha.. thanks mz? haha.. but after that very tired lor.. haha...

took de bus back home and then bored till now? hahahahahahaha..

2009-05-04T19:40:00.005+08:00

!~~ 3 may 2009 ~~!

haha.. it's a SUNDAY! i am so freaking bored anywayys.. took bus to AMK, haha.. by right take 86 faster, but took 88. for no obvious reason. haha. made use of the time there to think about certain things and soting out of my thoughts? haha.. these few days think quite a lot nerh.. haha.. but like no result coming out from it, so dumb. waste my time. haha..

reached amk, walked to the NLB there.. haha.. walked pass one coffee shop where jancie said she was at. but then i didn't managed to spot her, hehe.. a bit blind? haha.. library there got lots of people queueing lor! haha at first i thought they set a rule saying that no queue in cannot ente to get seats, so i didn't go queue lor, because bl said there is 2 doors, no use queueing. haha.. then bl never queue is because he thought de library giving out some kind of free gift or something, so never queue. then janice no queue because she thought bl queueing. haha.. in de end non of us queued and we can't enter the library because is queue to tke our temperature.. haha.. super funny lar de scenario.. anywayys, my temperature sense also quite weird today.. is like cross a bridge only and i can perspire a lot a lot a lot like nobody's business.. reached the mac oppsite of the NLB, kind of crowded, then janice wasn't in the mood to study too.. bought himalayan flappe? haha.. dunno how you spell it, not bad lar.. haha.. but no have much appeitite today.. kind of low i guess? tried to finish my geog workbook in the library but apparently i can't lor. haha.. got this baby super cute nerh! haha.. stared at him, haha.. quite cute lar..

after that everyone was like no mood to study for geog, haha.. as in, study till quite sick of it le, so decided to go AMK hub! haha.. need to get many people de present, kind of difficult, when the target birthday person is a guy. guys mah, nth to get mah.. haha.. really have no idea what to get lor, come to think about it.. haha.. decided to go fish & co to eat first.. haha.. but i really very full though, because yesterday's dinner was like, still in my stomach. wanted to eat the baked salmon, but salmon is like super full de, i might just vomit even before finishing it, so decided to have fish and chips instead. hehe.. really bored, so took a lot of photos of .... the PLATE! haha.. i think that's de plate? haha.. no idea no idea.. then janice wanted a cup of warm water, in the end the waitress gave hot water, kind of boiling i think? but i find de temperature quite alright, the water like very cold? haha.. but in the end she asked for a change to warm water.. haha.. funny lar xD haha.. the food was ok lar.. bt not up to my expectation though..i think the fish too cold, but according to bl and janice, the fish was piping hot? because janice's one was like having smoke or something...haha..

fish & co pirates! haha

fishy fishy.. used to put hot hot thingys de.. haha...

piping hot geog textbook! anybody one? hAha..

the fish and chips i ordered? haha.. didn't finish it all though..

i think my temperature sense today super weird one lor.. cross one bridge i perspire till quite cmi.. then hot water i say it's cold. hot food i say it's cold.. lalala...anywayys, we made a present for TM! at first want his ring size de, but then dunno what is it, so forget it lor.. haha.. got this present, quite funny de xD haha...

after that went home lor.. finished the geog workbook in 1.5 hours because i was like super duper tired but i can't seem to fall asleep.. hehe..went running! hehe.. then i was like SUPER HIGH! dunno why nerh.. after running i will get super high de! when normally people are like lowing away? haha.. i was lke running till very happy.. it's a way i de-stress and vent things out i guess? de casuarina tree is de best! haha.. love it.. haha.. but i will still fail my 2.4km lar.. no worries. it' my trend for failing it.. hehe... saw this super cute cat, super scated of people.. but very white and de eyes very big and nice.. haha..

went home and had the super urge of eating juicy fruits.. no ask me why, recently i just love fruits! hehe..

2009-05-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

my second post of the day! haha... i am bored you see... haha...

went to old airport road to eat. haha.. my brother was like super funny! is like when we enter the car, i dun want to put seat belt mah. i hate to put seat belt, it feels as though it is strangling me, ah, hate it nerh. haha.. then my brother say, " wah jie jie never put seat belt. later we can see flying pig". then i was like WHAT DE!!! stupid brother. haha.. then after a while he continue saying, " wah, stll dun want to put seat belt harh?" then i was like saying, " dun worry. i will definitely put, i am not so nice as to let you all see a free flying pig show. " omg. can't believe i said that. haha.. but i wasn't in good mood mah, so dunno. haha.. throughout the car journey i was listening to my mp3. nothing much i guess.. haha..

reached there, my mom keep sayin dunno what celebrate mother's day. dunno what's wrong with her, is like for the past 15 years, i always want to celebrate but she die die also no want. this year suddenly so anticipate it. weird lar. then i say i give her flower, she say she dun want. then after a while she will say we always never give her present. but the fact is that, every year i give she also give me that diao face. mood swing nerh.

ate zhu chao? haha.. ordered the shell dish!!! i was like teaching my family how to eat it when it is quite very easy. my father really CMI at eating it. i see him eat i CMI and kind of pissed off too. my father seemed shock that i know how to eat it. haha.. but the thing is that, what makes him think that i dunno how to eat? haha..

the shells!!! haha.. tasted quite alright lar. but i prefer the other type.

anywayys, saw a store full of my arch enemies!!! haha.. was kind of excited, so took a photo of it!

hehe.. see the bananas? haha.. it's enough to ake my life! haha.. after that went to great world city. i was like having a hard time directing my dad there. CMI lar. stubborn stubborn. argh! my parents want to buy furniture for the new house. saw this bed which was like SUPER PRETTY! didn't buy it though. because my mom wants to buy queen size for me but i am hesitating.

but mood reached the lowest point just now.. yupps.. really really in a low mood. not bad mood, low mood.. haha... haish.. 好痛..

anywayys, when me in low mood, there will always be good things happening to cheer me up! haha.. so let me MAGNIFY the good things so that i will feel better? haha.. first is that, my dumb dumb brother, he called me then i turned and i hit my tiniest toe right onto a metal bar in a shop. i was like OH MY GOOOOODDDD!!!!!!!! FREAKING pain lar! and guess what? the shop play the song is lemon tree. so the tune of the music very drama. then the scene which i am in is very drama too. i was like totally HAHA.. ok lar, i hit my toe, laugh for a while non-stop because seriously very drama, then i emo lor. haha.. because after laughing then i felt the pain mah. haha.. after that i was like in a super low mood, so whoever tried t go one big round to make me get his/her point, wun be able to achieve what they want. haha.. because i simply refused to entertain them. is like just go straight to the point lar, for what you have to make a big round to get to that point. so too bad lor, today i am not in the mood to entertain you. haha.. and my poor brother, trying to make me entertain him, ended up entertaining me to get my mood higher so he can show me his magic tricks.. haha.. well, he did succeed a little? haha..

then me and my brother was discussing about challenges. haha.. i was suan-ing him that he is vertically challenged, well and obviously he didde same to me too. haha.. then we were quite amazed by a few things, haha.. got one clock super nice.. is like made use of gears and everything nice. dunno how to say, really nice. but $100 plus, so not worth it to buy i guess? haha.. saw a series of cups is like de material is rainbow glass. is like when you look at the glass, it seemed to have pale rainbow colours on it. dunno how to describe, but it's nice xD haha..

nothing much lor.. haha.. after that went home.. haha.. directing my father back is one torturous thing. haha..

2009-05-02T16:38:00.006+08:00

AH LATE!!!

haha.. the first thing which came into my mind when i saw the time on my handphone. i was like, OH MY GOD?! haha.. i was supposed to have tuition at 12noon, but i woke up at around 1050am i think. haha.. is like only yesterday around 1am plus then i realised tmr have tuition extra lesson at 12, so decided to sleep. but that tuition thing just got out of my mind anywayys.. haha..

rushed throughout the whole morning? haha.. then reached tuition centre 10 mins earlier xD haha.. saw shi zhe outside so i asked him if we can go in. he say he reached at 11am already, then i was like, HAHA.. i just woke up at that time? haha.. the clerk told me go study corner then i was like harh.. no want lar.. there is like, no air-con nerh.. actually have, and i only realised it after dunno how many months in that tuition centre. because that area is just super hot mah, no one would have thought that there is air con there.. haha.. then there is this BBQ thingy which de centre organised. well, if shi zhe not going, darren not going, then i not going. since i dunno a lot of people apart from the 2 guys mah. haha.. the mr edwin heard what i said, then he was saying, what about him. then i was like, opps.. haha.. i dunno who is mr edwin xD haha.. but the thing is that, he say he in charge of BBQ-ing, which means i can't possibly disturb him for long mah.. so boring lor like that.. plus it's noon, my mom wun want be to go under the sun nerh.. haha.. see first bah..

haha.. ms joey let me and darren solved one physics qns. then i got de answer. then she was like what's the explanation for it. then i tell her my explanation, which was really really lame. as in, haha.. de explanation kind of stupid but it makes sense lor.. haha.. then she was like, oh okayys.. haha.. she today blur blur de.. heard that she studied for quite long because of her exam.. well, poor thingy. hehe..

chemistry was FUN as usual!! haha.. i think mr edwin is really NICE! he showed us something which was like SUPER AMZING LAR!!! i also want! haha.. oh ya, his gf's name is melissa! haha.. saw her gf before, pretty! haha.. his cousin came to our class today, as his student. so he focused on a few revision topics lor.. haha.. kind of like a recap for us lar, quite funny! got to know this gas named nitrogen (I) oxide, it's a laughing gas. why? because it stimulates one to laugh non stop de moment you breathe it in. got a few people die of laughter thanks to this gas, and they died with "smile". haha.. i also want! next time before i die i want breathe in that gas. hehe..

i had my first cry when i reached the earth,

i want my last smile, when i leave.

2009-05-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY! haha

well, there isn't anything much to be happy about. haha.. went to tuition!!! 3.5 hors straight! haha.. but had a fun time laughing lar.. she is really nice xD haha.. then she was like suaning one of the RI guy in the class, haha.. then everyone laughed for quite long. haha.. she was making front of him by saying " R-I", making a twirl in the R or smth, dunno how to describe, haha..

after that we were grouped into groups of threes mah, then me grouped with 2 other girls. maybe because me and one girl got higher language command, so we kept contributing ideas to our speech, then de other girl kind of quiet plus the idea she gve was like rejected by the other girl? haha.. throughout the lesson i was like, haha.. dunno? thinking thinking. haha.. so after tuition i was like, omg headache? haha.. but tat is GOOD. it means i got use my brain. haha.. so i reachd home is like, whatever i do also didn't use much brain. decided to sleep lor. haha..

woke up to eat dinner? the dinner was ok lar, went all the way to kovan. haha.. at first wat eat the hainanese porridge, but a lot of people, so eat teochew porridge? haha.. funny lar, we were like, where to go har? because is like oe whole stretch of food. hehe.. spoilt for choice.

went to amk to fetch my brother. haha.. he entertained me throughout with his "magic trick" ? the fact is that, i didn't us my brain the first time he performed, so i was like quite amazed. then he was like saying, " can you use your brain to entertain me?" then i was like, haha okayys. so i used my brain then he couldnt trick me. and the thing is that the trick's success rate is 99%, but he say i was like super lucky? somehow i managed to shuffle the cards till is trick cannot work. haha.. twice lor. then he was like O_O. haha.. i think he quite lousy that's why? haha.. then another trick, he show me once i know what he trying to do. haha.. then i remember someone told me before say, do magic trick in front of me no fun de. haha..ok lar, just that he didnt manage to find de right way to entertain me lor.. haha...

after that went to watson, my mom wants to order something. haha.. then i was like reading the pregnancy kit and ovulation kit thingy, haha.. kind of weird lar, because some people might get the wrng idea? haha.. my brother thought what happened to me lor O_O!! funny! haha.. i wa reading out what the kits test to determine whether one is pregnant or when is the ovulation period. haha.

saw something which mkes me quite 心痛 haha.. got me wondered about certain things.. hmmm..

oh ya! yesterday the bus got this thingy! haha.. quite funny lar. got mz to send me this photo which he took. haha

2009-04-30T23:55:00.001+08:00

nothing much about today, haha.. this morning was like super SLEEPY! slept on the chair lar which i sat on normally before assembly period. super tired lor. wasn't reading biology till like a few minutes before assembly, the rest of the time before i was like dozing on the chair. super tired, but for no obvious reason. haha.. chemistry mrs teo never come, so we were oing our spa skill 3 practise given by mr toh. i think his voice super hypnotizing lor.. haha.. then biology test! mrs choy come so slow nerh! then everyone was like, why she haven't come! we want fast fast test over. hehe.. she played a DNA song for us to listen after the test, the song was quite funny lar.. hehe..

recess time was like, CMI. haha.. beginning of the recess i was like enjoying my apple? haha.. quite yummy! s like suddenly got the urge to eat apples. hehe.. then HS brought my malt candy for me! hehe.. thank you! but after that MZ wanted to eat it, so sell it to him lor. haha.. i am quite surprised that he dunno how to eat it, as in, never eat before. haha.. taught him how to twirl the candy with the stick but apparently, he can't. haha.. he broke the stick and ended up using his fingersn O_O!!! i was likE CMI CMI CMI. then suddenly marcus loh shouted towards Bl to lower down his volume because JS was resting i think. but we didn't hear him telling us to lower our volume earlier on, so is like, hmmm.. then bl was quite pissed off after that.

geog lesson was funny. i gave an ULTRA lame answer to ms lim lar, haha.. what is de difference between aquaculture and blue revolution? because aquaculture is a form of culture.. AHHH!! cmi lar! she didn't catch what i mean lar.. haha.. what i was trying to say that blue revolution is part of aquaculture. aiya, dunno what i thinking too.. hehe.. but she hear the answer i gave she was like want to faint. hehe.. maths lesson was ok as usual? INTEGRATION! haha.. me LOVE integration! but never get me to teach anyone, i am really bad at teaching. hehe.. that's why i can never be a good teacher. haha..

CF lesson was kind of boring.. haha.. dozed off for part of it.. then dun really remember what happened nerhh... hehe.. after that went to the hawker to buy MU SHU GAO!! me LOVE IT! hehe... had it like for almost every lunch nowadays, it's YUMMY! haha.. went to the backery.. haha.. got the orders from BL. i was like O_O? tld the aunty what i want and she was like shocked. haha.. but well, me made a new friend today! the aunty of the bakery! haha.. i was like saying, me want 5 packets of doughnut sticks, 1 ring choco doughnut, 1 cookie and 2 fruittarts. then i pause a while, then say, er 2 more packets of doughnut sticks ( because zhu li wated it). haha.. $7 in total. i find it quite cheap nerh.. as in, yup yup. reasonable price lar i mean. haha.. walked back lor.. hehe..

on the bus to Jurong east CC was FUN! haha.. sat near janice, CS, XF, MZ and TM. haha.. quite fun talking to them on the bus journey there lar! that bl was like sabo-ing me to sing that song lar! but i dun even know the lyrics, then xf tried to help me sabo him back, in the end draged both of us in. lalala.. then bl flew to our side here then all of us were like crapping away. haha.. played " dong ci tempo ready go!". so fun lar! came up with a theme : brands. haha.. then is like the guys tried to think of sick stuff? dunno lar, like brands for condoms and blah blah.. haha.. xf was like stuck for the first one. haha.. de brand was like diuretts i think? haha.. can't remember le.. haha.. but was fun lar! then we keep got people stuck, so we can't exactly completely more than 2 person without stopping kind lor. haha.. reached the stadium, sat beside janice and zl. haha.. BIG contrast lor. zl was high-ing, but janice super high! haha.. then she and zl kept stressing me to make me scream lar! haha.. i was like so stressed! haha.. refreshment announcement was funny, haha.. it was meant for the teachers, but my cookie was with xf they all.. haha.. o they passed down the cookie! hehe.. my refreshment! haha..

the match was quite alright lar.. haha.. with janice sreaming away, it makes the match more exciting! hehe.. but i dun really like to shout i think.. at most is JIA YOU! like that lor.. haha..edwin was like totally CMI about janice. haha.. he can't stand her.. haha.. but i think janice is part of the reason why i dun find today boring, hehe.. thanks janice! haha.. the end of the day, winnie made us sing the school song? haha.. ok lar, quie fun. hehe..

after that we didn't take the coach back to school, kind of waste of time nerh.. haha.. so some of us took the train from chinese garden back home lor.. haha.. me and annabelle alighted later, as in not at jurong east. haha.. me at outram park there.. haha.. reached home and realised no one at home, trapped outside the house! so BORING lar please. non of my neighbours at home? haha. i was like, O_O. haha.. like some kind of poor kid no house to return. then my mom reached home and give me PUDDING! hehe.. i was like HIGHING! haha.. but bathe and slept lor.. woke up in the middle of the sleep because of the phone's vibration, can't remember who called, then sleep again, then dunno who smsed me. then i was like O_O. can't remember anything. haha.. super tired! hehe..

2009-04-29T21:20:00.004+08:00

haha.. today was quite alright lar.. at first didn't want to go to school de, early in the morning felt like vomiting, but still went to school because i thought have math and chemistry test, so if need to make up two tests,er CMI no want! in the end only have chemistry timed practice test which i felt so disappointed in myself because I KNOW HOW TO DO but didn't do because i DIDN'T PREPARE for it well enough. haish..

throughout the day was quite alright i guess.. haha.. nth much happened.. the usual lor.. just handed in one page essay on my reflection. so nice of me lar.. but i put my heart into writing it lor.. i was like there complaining why i can't do well for de SS.. hehe... maths was as usual FUN with integration! haha.. i meant the QUESTIONS FUN, not the lesson, well, me no really like mr hui. haha.. so too bad! but chinese lesson was nice! is like mr huang sho us de show 向左走，向右走, SUPER NICE! hehe..

then right, there is something which i really no like lor, nd everyone, includig the teachers are doing it. is like, 4 Endurance is triple science class, so what? does that mean that we will excel in EVERY single subject? must you label us as TRIPLE SCIENCE, or 4 ENDURANCE THE PEOPLE. as in, i dun understand. what does being in 4E got a problem with you? if really want compare subject combi, we only have 1 humans lor. so what we call you? DOUBLE HUMANS? no right? having 3 science as subjects doesn't mean anything much lor.. that doesn't mean you can label us like that just because we are in that class.. try imagining yourself in our situation and people label you as this and as that, see if you are happy with it. well, i am not happy with it. it is so stressing and pressing. you may think that it is fun and just a joking stuff, but sometimes, i find it quite personal, especially when a suppose to be a close friend of yours, come shooting you like nobody's business. so sarcastic lar please.

oh ya! i was randomly doing things and reminded by BL to upload the FRIENDLY REMINDER given to me and bl when we were doing so revision in the NLB AMK branch on sunday, 29 march. HAHA.. stupid lar! is like we went for lunch lor hor.. i think got some people complained or something..the reminder doesn't pop up to me as friendly though, haha... plus that day super unlucky too.. both lappies DIE-ED, then no power source.. and blah blah.. haha...

2009-04-29T20:17:00.006+08:00

PHS GZ CAMP '09!!!!

haha.. part of the the camp i would say, becaue i left earlier mah.. hehe.. LLS talked for 1 hour debrief lor.. haha.. really long.. i think she is not so bad afterall? haha.. i normally dun hae one person for long de lar.. hehe.. but i guess she still no like me.. haha.. afer her debrief we were like taking photos then i jumped about to take a photo with every junior that is present!!! hehe.. joyce lin and yong hui have small group practise, so no take with them nerh.. haish..

the sec 4s with LLS!!!! haha...

me and careen! haha..

KAI LIN my sec 1 junior! and MEEE!!!

ME and MEI with her new hairstyle! isn't she KAWAI?

CHOU KEE and ME!

ME and JOYCE CHEE a.k.a COW! haha.. she very cute de lor! everytime sit beside her during gz sure SMILE de!

the BLUES : Xian Hui & Jasmine
the REDS: pei ling (that's ME!) , sharmaine, Yan xiu, Poh Shen and Wen Min!!

ME in the middle of Yuan Xi and Guang Hua!!

Cheng Yin and ME! hehe..

Me and Cheryl! xD

Qu Chang, me ad jin chang! haha.. i think Jin Chang ddn't notice the camera or something? haha.. she look super cute lar!

ME wit my 2 FAVOURITE juniors! haha.. KOKO crunch and STACEY! hehe..

tHE decorations on the whiteboard! haha.. doen by the juniors!

the camp was really fun i heard, but i didn't had the chance to play throughout.. HAISH!!! kind of wasted.. haish...

2009-04-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

today was FUN!!! haha..

early in the morning went to school for chemsitry SPA! haha.. woke 3 people up today.. haha.. had a busy busy morning. 530am morning call. then i go bathe, then i was like, omg!!! get my dad to drive me over.. then reached school saw BL and janice. haha.. then sat in the canteen for a while, went to classroom.. haha.. then people come in slowly lor.. haha.. XF was like super funny, he move the chair such that he wun wake BL up, haha.. then got funny expression. haha.. after tha kezia was like throwing us lots of qns.. haha.. funny lar! haha.. then is like, i saved zhu li's life!!! hehe.. is like at 710am that time i was ike thinking, how come zhu li haven't reached, then i called her. woke her up. haha.. is like she totally forgot have SPA lar! haha.. good thing she reached in time. haha..

chemistry SPA was ok lar.. haha.. mrs teo kept smiling at me, so i smile back lor.. smile smile! haha.. mr ong very funny. haha.. is like when our SPA ends, the stood in front of my bench, then he suddenly eye big big and say, "wah got big mosquito!".. haha.. then mrs teo debrief us halfway, he suddenly went clapping his hands to kill de mosquito. haha.. SUPER FUNNY LAR! haha.. after that went to Mac to eat? haha.. BL started the whole AMK thingy then janice want to hit me with her umbrella.. ran half the way there lar! is like after that eileen came, so we pei her eat lor! aha.. then i waseating my breakfast+lunch+dinner. haha.. ate one BIG breakfast and half a slice of cake? shared with janice! hehe... then fed eileen and zhu li too! haha.. after that walked back to school lor.. haha..

see! haha.. so fun lar! haha.. janice is like literally want to hit mehehe... me feeding janice CAKE! haha..

2009-04-23T16:38:00.003+08:00

YIPEE!!!~~~

today was OK lar.. haha.. early in the morning i was like SUPER TIRED. haha.

nothing much about today. as in, everything is like THIS. but well, interesting tends to happen to ME! hehe.. is like i no have the SS worksheet because there wasn't enough O_O. so took zhu li's one and ran to AHAVA to photocopy it. haha. bought the photio copier card, then realised, someone left a photocopier card in that dumb machine! argh!! shouldn't have bought it,could haveused that card lar!! then i was like, fine lor. then photocopy that time, super funny! is like i placed the paper at the wrong place, so in the end i only print out white blank paper, basically didn't photocopy anything lar. then i asked hendry if it is the printer no ink, then i was in a hurr to go to toilet,hehe..so i ran to the library to use there de photocopy machine to get things done, while hendry they all check on the ink. haha.. somthing funny happened lar, is like, in the library, i placed the paper at the same wrong spot again, then de paper came out was blank, haha, obvious. then i was like, eh?! i put it AT the wrong place, hehe.. so i placed it at the correct place then hendry came into the library and tell me say the printer got ink. haha.. funny lar, then he asked if i placed the paper at th wrong place, then i was like, ya.. hehe.. HAHA.. super blur lar! haha.. sorry for the trouble and thanks! haha..

well, haha.. lack of sleep? but cannot be, yesterday slept very early lor. hehe... geog went to IT room, lalala... nothing much? haha.. realised that i had to collect $6 from everyone in gz, and another $6 for buying things for the juniors, haha..how great!

math lesson was like as usual, he gave us that maths worksheet practise then i finished it. please lar, is not like i am the ONLY one who completed it, BL DID IT TOO LOR! then he kept saying my full name like nobody's business, which is NO because it's MINE business!!!!! i no like people to call my full name. even though my surname is not as how he pronounced it. HAHA. INTEGRATION IS FUN!!!!! XD sometimes i might be slow at it, but that is because i am not AWAKE! hehe.. integration rocks! haha..

CF lesson was OK lar. ms lem asked us to write about 1 regret in PHS. well, mine is joinning GZ? haha.. LLS kept picking on me and is like, i didn't really enjoy myself, even though it has given me lots of CCA POINTS and stuff, but i rather have love. haha.. is like, i dun feel that kind of love in gz. no iea no idea. only maybe me because i am so anti-social? haha... oh ya, want to write some love letter to my juniors!! hehe..

just got the photos of the happenings on 20 APRIL 2009 from lysander! HEHE..

2009-04-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

nothing much about today. haha. is like, normal lor.. chapel was really a horrible time. there i was trying to sleep, people right behind us was like freaking hyper active. kick the bench and everything. OMG. i was like having a super headache lar!!! CMI.

nth much after that. recess time, ate malt candy. hehe.. sweet as usual!! hehe.. then DH sat with BL and XF beind me and ZL, then is like, he got lots of funny comments to make, haha.. was laughing because of his comments. haha.. mother tongue lesson was like boring? wrote formal letter. haha. thanks BL for the dictionary! i needed it LOTS. hehe.. english lesson wrote speech. dunno lar, felt brain-drained. this week very very tiring. i a bit cannot stand it le.. is like ytd night do SS till i really CMI CMI. haish..

after school had 2.5 hour of SS remedial, OMG.. it's so so so LONG and BORING. haha.. in total today had 3.5 hours of SS lessons,including the 1 hour in the time table.. so long long long..haish. haha...

2009-04-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

!~~ 21 april 2009~~!

one whole day of thinking about the results!! is like, it won't be released till oday 330pm lar! reached school early to tune gz for CO. tired. really tired. reached at 6am because of my brother lor.. and he was like, never show any signs of gratitude, what kind of brother is that?! haha.. anywayys, saw qiao ni! come to think about it, i dun really know her, is know her through DH and yee xin de.. haha..

whole day was like dunno, quite blank, tired mah... then emath test was ok lor.. nth much.

then pe. haha.. got to know the results of gz through BL. i was lik at first emotionless, i thought he was lying, then tol HS about it then she was screaming. then BL say all the gz people were in canteen, then i was thinking, nobody informed us to go canteen, AGAIN. message tends to end before reaching me, FOR NO OBVIOUS REASONS. ran to the canteen lor. i was happy lar, but that the happiness not at the peak lor.. thanks li yang for the green apple!! haha.. dunno why i wasn't really overflowing with emotions, kind of numb to it le. haha.. participate 3 SYFs, the one which gave me the most sense of satisfaction was my primary school one i guess. haha.. but i was still very VERY HAPPY LAR!! CONGRATS TO GZ!!

CONGRATS TO CO FOR ACHIEVING A SILVER AWARD!!!

hehe.. was lagging lar.. after that reached home and saw my brother, then dunno why became very high and i high-ed with him!!! haha.. funny lar! i talked about gz thing, he talked about CO thing, yet our conversation still holds. haha.. really cute lar! haha.. went for tuition after that. stuck at that geog. proof qns. can't rmb how to do le mah, so stuck for 15 mins lor.. haha...

tired.