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♔ Wednesday, October 13, 2010
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screwed! not totally :)
hahahahaha. today is like, OP OP OP keep pressing me for the WHOLE DAY till 12 noon. omg. seriously, i hate it :X is like, i haven't memorise the scripts yet and omg. need to present. is like, morning i like chanting like that. keep reading the script over and over again but nth goes into my puny little brain. hehe. then is like, wet weather assembly in civics venue. room 519 beside that haunted classroom. OH MY GOD. i was kind of scared actually. that block is seriously dark. haha.
then is like, chem lesson. got back our promo paper. omg. seriously, butterflies starts forming in my tummy. ahhhh. seriously scared. because is like, CHEM is de determining subject if i can take H3, so is like, it has got to be a A/B in order for me to get my H3. of course still got other subjects taken into consideration but this is de main one. anywayys, i not sure if i did well or badly. but now i know why mr goh say i did quite well for his section, he marked the qns which i had de most confident in. haha. but that's only for that section. hahaha
then got back physics. kind of glad that i made a slight improvement? :) finally. haha. i though physics wasn't my cup of tea, well maybe i just have to accept it despite the pain it's going to bring me. that no common internship tcher wasted my time. SERIOUSLY. i waited 2 hours for the interview and she say " i'm sorry. only bio students can take medical internship"
IF i ever enter medical school, i will come back and OWN HER FLAT. seriously, she think take bio means confirm enter medical school arh? there are still many many doctors who were physics students lor. she is not being FAIR to US. omg. hate her to the max can? seriously. and bio is and will always be my favourite subject, even though i didn't take it for A lvl for some random reasons. i do regret, but i am not going to live with the regret.
hahahaha. anywayys, presenting that time. omg. 15 mins before our presentation my comp hanged. omg?! i nearly cried. seriously. too stress i guess? haha. then is like, de tcher came in and saved my comp? i have NO IDEA what's wrong but thankfully it worked! :D
was happily presenting till my puzzle piece dropped and i screamed -.- seriously, i think i shld control my pitch? i thought she going to scold me for screaming lor. hehehe. then she was commenting on jess's standing position and abt the cue cards. is like, all these stuffs, say before le but haha. i think jess quite poor thingy nerh. but got to change de way she present herself for this 2 weeks. after op, she can be herself back le! :)
anywayys, today is like suppose to be a special day but it didn't feel special. maybe because of de cold way he treated it with? haha. maybe he needs a space of smth? that's what i figured out so decided not to dwell on it. if things are meant to be mine, they will be mine even if i let it go. if they didn't come back, it wasn't meant to be in the first place. right? so ya, got to take it easy i guess. got to stop being so "sticky". haha
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it's ok.
i dun force you.
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