maybe things have changed ba. i dunno. reallie sad. i hate changes, i always do. i hate it when ppl neglect me. i hate it. i have been sad for de past few days. very sad. so what if there are promises, end up, they are just being broken. so is my heart. you said i expected a lot recently. is it because i expected a lot, or because you did nth to show concern?
went for tuition today. omg. my hand freaking pain? is like didn't reallie want to write much or do anything with my right hand, is like handicap? haha. thats why after tuition, me went to de lib, i just focus on reading my econs notes. didn't reallie want to write, is like freaking pain.
had a fun time with janice today! i reallie miss her a lot! reallie enjoyed de time with her :D did lots of talking and stuff. hehe, but productive too :) just that i forgot to bring all my hwk aloong :X hehe.
anywayys, i think she is right ba. i am those kiind of ppl who are freakingly insecure. i dunno why nerh!! i reallie dun. is like, i need to feel love in all sorts of manner then i will feel secure. haish. sometimes i reallie pity him. i didn't mean to be so difficult de. :(
but then again, touch is de most power way to feel love. hehe. me and janice both agreed to it! :D hehe. so it was quite fun talking about this kind of stuff lar :D hehe. :)
all i needed, is just more concern.
if only you are able to give me half de concern you gave,
to your friends
