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♔ Thursday, December 31, 2009
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it's going to be a new year soon. haha. thinking abt what i had done in de year 2009, i would say it's a reallie busy year with not much content in it. haha.
this year passed reallie fast nerh. is like, most of de time me keep studying and studying. didn't reallie go out with friends and stuff. haha. did a lot of things, made a lot of decisions, learnt a lot of things. haha. sometimes i am thinking, if certain decisions are not made, certains things are not done, and if certain things are kept unknown to me, would things be different now? haha. but i learnt to accept some facts though. there are some things i need to get used to and to accept. just like recently, me went to see ear specialist and stuff. haha.
even though now it's holidays, but i felt happier when i am in school. as year 2009 is coming to an end, de number of lonely times seemed to increase. being lonely and being alone is kind of different to me. haha. it's abt de same, yet quite different. i can be in a crowded place, yet felt lonely. but sometimes, i can be alone and not lonely. haha. so weird. me no like de feeling though. haha. i dun like to be alone.
so my next aim for 2010. hmmm. i dunno nerh. stay happy? haha. make de right decision bah. and to take things less seriously. need to 看开 a bit. hehe.
yup yup. like that lor.
me dun want
to have that feeling again =(
