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♔ Friday, August 07, 2009
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my computer is freaking!!! have music when i didn't even on it O.o
nothing much about this week. it's kind of true that sec 4 life pass very VERY fast. hehe. yup yup. kind of sad lar, left with about 2 months and 4 endurance 09 will not exist as one any more. but, are we one in de first place? our class is kind of scattered.. haha. we dun even have one class tee.. lalala. hehe.. tired lor. this week is tiring. haha..
Nationaly celebration day today. nth much, seriously. some people dressed till like going fashion show like that, i mean, it's not necessary to dress till like that mah. a school is still a school. haha. de lower sec and the upper sec are competing each oter by seeing who makes de longest flag pole or smth. haha.. kind of funny. hehe..
went to raffles place with zhu li to buy gloria's present lor. haha. i was kind of stuck betwee zhu li and janice. janice wanted to watch UP, but zhu li was kind of upset by smth, so she dun feel like watching. then suddenly de rest of de people like not watching movie.. so weird.. i thought de girls wanted it or smth? all i get is "i dunnO".. then i was thinking, can't possibly let janice watch de movie alone. then zhu li say she can go and get gloria's present herself. then i was thinking, if she said that, it mens that she is really upset. haish. went to get gloria's present in de end.. dunno what happened.
!~~5 August 2009~~!
I DID NOT REBOND MY HAIR. JUST WASHED IT STRAIGHT.
Chinese lesson was funny! first time ever so funny lor! i was like awake throughout his lesson, paying to EVERY SINGLE WORD he said. so guai hor? me actually is a bad student de.. me will sleep duing chinese lesson. hehe.. but is after i complete all de work such that he can't scold me. WUAHAHA.de reason why i paid attention was because........ i was listening to how many 对吧 he said. ROFL! haha. he said 86 i think. haha. i can't remember for how long le, but on average he said about 6 对吧 per min. hehe. next lesson me want count how many " Ok" he will say. then i keep laughing mah, then he asked me why i laugh, then i tell him de reason, then he speechless. hehe. but that SHOWS THAT I GOT PAY ATTENTION TO HIS LESSON. well.. he can't scold me. hehe. plus i submitted a 1000++ words compo to him lor. so guai.. hehe..
went to marina barrage. haha.. i like de third storey? can fly kite! that day de PSI value reached 60. so it's qite foggy, can't realy see de "sea". haha. supposingly a sea but i dun smell it. haha. d reservoir is nice though. hehe.. de galleries are kind of nice. haha. is like, hmmm.. they got de stimulated mini reservoir or smth, so cute lar. went to de "marina cove" to see their shop, quite alright lor. nth much in fact. haha.. me and zhu li were saying that it's a romantic place to go for dating at night, got de walkway and stuff, haha. but then in de day it'quite sunny. bu not very stuffy or hot there, becaus got de green rooftop mah.haha. then walked on top of de 9 gates. there de wind quite ok bah.. at least got wind. then went to de curve curve part.. like a platform or smth, can't rmb what it is called. quite cute. hehe.. then BL,DH,TM and XF came and joined us i think. haha. was almost thrown into de sea. hit my shoulder at de metal bar, PAIN ARH!! that TM keep hitting my shoulder, bleh. haha.. took de chartered bus back to marina bay lor. haha.
went to marina square to eat dinner? haha. went to subway, their heartshaped snowskin ice cream is nice!!!!! hehe.. really yummy! milkshake too! they throw ice cream in to make milkshake, YUMMY! hehe. ordered subwaymelts. haha. no vege! WUHAHAHA. me favourite! hehe.. then janice was laughing when drinking wter hen she throw out all de water, gave ming zhe a shock. haha. funny lar!then ming zhe no want to sit back le. haha. me got day night dsorientation. haha. lunch that time ate breakfast set, sausage, bun ad harshbrown! dinner that time eat subway. hehe.. bt quite filling nerh. hehe.. as in i one whole day dun feel hungry. but it's difficult to decide where to go and eat. haha. especially with a big grp of ppl. haha.. was very very very tired that day.. hmmm.. dunno why.. is like i got sleep very long everyday but it's just not enough lor. haha.
!~~6 August 2009~~!
firstly, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY GLORIA!!!
haha. she dun read my blog though. haha. sorry for the belated present! may you stay sweet as always! i will miss you de!
haha.. was really tired.. hmmm.. keep sleeping nerh. recess time also slept throughout, end up didn't do chinese tuition hwk. haha. me bad student. haha.. but then, my brother didn't do too! hehe. at first i thoguht he did lor, i was like O.o.. so guai???!!! in de end he told me that he misread my sms. bleh! made me depress for so long. was freaking tired can..
seriously, get alive people! i am sure everyone entertained de thought of committing suicide before lor.. just de sudden thought came into my mind. is like day in day out, everyone is writing about de fact that we should not commiit suicide and blahs. but i quite sure that some ppl sure got think of committing suicide before, just that whether it's worth it or not. as in, around de world, there are still people doing that mah.. in school we are thought to write compo about being not responsible when you commit suicide and blahs.. but then, ppl are still dyig aroud de world mah.. dunno how to say, so contradictng. haha. i read de news, is like this year already got more than 3 cases of ppl committing suicide, plus they are smart ppl okayys. 2 in NTU, 1 is de doctor in army. i mean, so many years of education? and they die like that in de end? wat is de push factor? de "unknown" push factor is even biger than pull factors such as " being socially responsble, self respoinsible. family. friends etc". i dun get it. lalala. me and zhu li were discussing about some big stars commiting suicide. what exactly is de push factor? i really interested to know lor.. haha. escaping fom reality. seriously, i got think before of dyingif i didn't score well in my exam. i think i am afraid to face de fact that i caused a lot of disappointment in my family and teachers. i think? so i just do my best. things are really tiring nowadays..
