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♔ Saturday, June 20, 2009
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this morning was like super hmmm, pissed off? since yesterday bah, i would say.. haha.. remembered smth which i really really REALLY DON'T WANT to rmb.. 太痛苦了.. but keep running away from it, isn't a solution, have to face it one day, i guess.. hmmm..
but it's definitely not O lvl stress! haha.. went to chemsitry tuition and i was like sleeping in de classroom, gave mr Edwin a shock because i reached kind of early. haha.. he was like saying, am i too stress so i can't sleep or smth.. well NO! i am too angry, sad, disappointed to sleep. haha.. crapped inside chemistry lesson.. hmmm.. kind of like bring up my mood? haha.. i love chemistry tuition.. haha.. especially crapping. hehe.. crapped a lot today nerh.. say dunno what go TTS and get infected by H1N1 so no need to go to school, and extend the holiday period to skip prelim. haha.. come to think abt it, it's de AYG dinner on 30 june which made me super stress and unhappy. haish. too bad. but was having fun in chemistry lesson! haha..
bought flowers and went home. haha.. slept for a while and went running to relax my ankle. sounds irony, but ya, i got to do that to relax my ankle. kind of pathetic and sad. saw xavier lim's mother. haha.. she is de reason why i had an agreement with my mom.. haish.. brought lots of misery to me and.. haish. dunno lar, dun feel like thinking abt it. ran awy from her de moment i saw her, haha.
went home, ate dinner and set off to giant. haha.. i thought my day will end off well, because it started off bad, you see. but i guess i am wrong. there is this saying, 一日之积，在于晨. how i start de day, is how i am going to end it, i think.
it was all ok de lor.. throughout de trip to Giant. as in, to me, it's alright.. all till my brother wanted to ask about mouse and blahs. blocked my trolley, me knock into person's butt twice. people knock into me for god knows how many times and worse still, hit my ankle. kind of pissed off. and guess what, i did so many things unwillingly, and in de end, i got targeted from both sides. HELLO.. MY FAULT okayys. this morning, i am pissed off by similar issues from de past, and this. what de? do i look like i initiated anything. hello, i am not even involved in it. somehow me has been used as a messenger or smth. and became a dartboard. really dun feel like commenting. is a good thing my brother knows how to shut up after that.
went to de petrol station, haha. i thought i might cause an explosion in de station or smth, because i was fuming xD haha.. but quite alright le bah now.. as i was walking back, those bad things which i want to forget, came back again. really, if i can go back in time to that situation again, i will saying, " i am not convinced by you. not a single bit." i am not one who holds on to grudges fo so freaking long. but i just can't forget about it. really.. i am like, angry? can't stand it.
