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♔ Thursday, April 30, 2009 11:55 PM

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nothing much about today, haha.. this morning was like super SLEEPY! slept on the chair lar which i sat on normally before assembly period. super tired lor. wasn't reading biology till like a few minutes before assembly, the rest of the time before i was like dozing on the chair. super tired, but for no obvious reason. haha.. chemistry mrs teo never come, so we were oing our spa skill 3 practise given by mr toh. i think his voice super hypnotizing lor.. haha.. then biology test! mrs choy come so slow nerh! then everyone was like, why she haven't come! we want fast fast test over. hehe.. she played a DNA song for us to listen after the test, the song was quite funny lar.. hehe..

recess time was like, CMI. haha.. beginning of the recess i was like enjoying my apple? haha.. quite yummy! s like suddenly got the urge to eat apples. hehe.. then HS brought my malt candy for me! hehe.. thank you! but after that MZ wanted to eat it, so sell it to him lor. haha.. i am quite surprised that he dunno how to eat it, as in, never eat before. haha.. taught him how to twirl the candy with the stick but apparently, he can't. haha.. he broke the stick and ended up using his fingersn O_O!!! i was likE CMI CMI CMI. then suddenly marcus loh shouted towards Bl to lower down his volume because JS was resting i think. but we didn't hear him telling us to lower our volume earlier on, so is like, hmmm.. then bl was quite pissed off after that.

geog lesson was funny. i gave an ULTRA lame answer to ms lim lar, haha.. what is de difference between aquaculture and blue revolution? because aquaculture is a form of culture.. AHHH!! cmi lar! she didn't catch what i mean lar.. haha.. what i was trying to say that blue revolution is part of aquaculture. aiya, dunno what i thinking too.. hehe.. but she hear the answer i gave she was like want to faint. hehe.. maths lesson was ok as usual? INTEGRATION! haha.. me LOVE integration! but never get me to teach anyone, i am really bad at teaching. hehe.. that's why i can never be a good teacher. haha..

CF lesson was kind of boring.. haha.. dozed off for part of it.. then dun really remember what happened nerhh... hehe.. after that went to the hawker to buy MU SHU GAO!! me LOVE IT! hehe... had it like for almost every lunch nowadays, it's YUMMY! haha.. went to the backery.. haha.. got the orders from BL. i was like O_O? tld the aunty what i want and she was like shocked. haha.. but well, me made a new friend today! the aunty of the bakery! haha.. i was like saying, me want 5 packets of doughnut sticks, 1 ring choco doughnut, 1 cookie and 2 fruittarts. then i pause a while, then say, er 2 more packets of doughnut sticks ( because zhu li wated it). haha.. $7 in total. i find it quite cheap nerh.. as in, yup yup. reasonable price lar i mean. haha.. walked back lor.. hehe..

on the bus to Jurong east CC was FUN! haha.. sat near janice, CS, XF, MZ and TM. haha.. quite fun talking to them on the bus journey there lar! that bl was like sabo-ing me to sing that song lar! but i dun even know the lyrics, then xf tried to help me sabo him back, in the end draged both of us in. lalala.. then bl flew to our side here then all of us were like crapping away. haha.. played " dong ci tempo ready go!". so fun lar! came up with a theme : brands. haha.. then is like the guys tried to think of sick stuff? dunno lar, like brands for condoms and blah blah.. haha.. xf was like stuck for the first one. haha.. de brand was like diuretts i think? haha.. can't remember le.. haha.. but was fun lar! then we keep got people stuck, so we can't exactly completely more than 2 person without stopping kind lor. haha.. reached the stadium, sat beside janice and zl. haha.. BIG contrast lor. zl was high-ing, but janice super high! haha.. then she and zl kept stressing me to make me scream lar! haha.. i was like so stressed! haha.. refreshment announcement was funny, haha.. it was meant for the teachers, but my cookie was with xf they all.. haha.. o they passed down the cookie! hehe.. my refreshment! haha..

the match was quite alright lar.. haha.. with janice sreaming away, it makes the match more exciting! hehe.. but i dun really like to shout i think.. at most is JIA YOU! like that lor.. haha..edwin was like totally CMI about janice. haha.. he can't stand her.. haha.. but i think janice is part of the reason why i dun find today boring, hehe.. thanks janice! haha.. the end of the day, winnie made us sing the school song? haha.. ok lar, quie fun. hehe..

after that we didn't take the coach back to school, kind of waste of time nerh.. haha.. so some of us took the train from chinese garden back home lor.. haha.. me and annabelle alighted later, as in not at jurong east. haha.. me at outram park there.. haha.. reached home and realised no one at home, trapped outside the house! so BORING lar please. non of my neighbours at home? haha. i was like, O_O. haha.. like some kind of poor kid no house to return. then my mom reached home and give me PUDDING! hehe.. i was like HIGHING! haha.. but bathe and slept lor.. woke up in the middle of the sleep because of the phone's vibration, can't remember who called, then sleep again, then dunno who smsed me. then i was like O_O. can't remember anything. haha.. super tired! hehe..

♔ Wednesday, April 29, 2009 9:20 PM

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haha.. today was quite alright lar.. at first didn't want to go to school de, early in the morning felt like vomiting, but still went to school because i thought have math and chemistry test, so if need to make up two tests,er CMI no want! in the end only have chemistry timed practice test which i felt so disappointed in myself because I KNOW HOW TO DO but didn't do because i DIDN'T PREPARE for it well enough. haish..

♔ 8:17 PM

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PHS GZ CAMP '09!!!!

haha.. part of the the camp i would say, becaue i left earlier mah.. hehe.. LLS talked for 1 hour debrief lor.. haha.. really long.. i think she is not so bad afterall? haha.. i normally dun hae one person for long de lar.. hehe.. but i guess she still no like me.. haha.. afer her debrief we were like taking photos then i jumped about to take a photo with every junior that is present!!! hehe.. joyce lin and yong hui have small group practise, so no take with them nerh.. haish..

the sec 4s with LLS!!!! haha...

♔ Saturday, April 25, 2009 11:30 PM

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today was FUN!!! haha..

see! haha.. so fun lar! haha.. janice is like literally want to hit mehehe... me feeding janice CAKE! haha..

♔ Thursday, April 23, 2009 4:38 PM

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YIPEE!!!~~~

today was OK lar.. haha.. early in the morning i was like SUPER TIRED. haha.

nothing much about today. as in, everything is like THIS. but well, interesting tends to happen to ME! hehe.. is like i no have the SS worksheet because there wasn't enough O_O. so took zhu li's one and ran to AHAVA to photocopy it. haha. bought the photio copier card, then realised, someone left a photocopier card in that dumb machine! argh!! shouldn't have bought it,could haveused that card lar!! then i was like, fine lor. then photocopy that time, super funny! is like i placed the paper at the wrong place, so in the end i only print out white blank paper, basically didn't photocopy anything lar. then i asked hendry if it is the printer no ink, then i was in a hurr to go to toilet,hehe..so i ran to the library to use there de photocopy machine to get things done, while hendry they all check on the ink. haha.. somthing funny happened lar, is like, in the library, i placed the paper at the same wrong spot again, then de paper came out was blank, haha, obvious. then i was like, eh?! i put it AT the wrong place, hehe.. so i placed it at the correct place then hendry came into the library and tell me say the printer got ink. haha.. funny lar, then he asked if i placed the paper at th wrong place, then i was like, ya.. hehe.. HAHA.. super blur lar! haha.. sorry for the trouble and thanks! haha..

well, haha.. lack of sleep? but cannot be, yesterday slept very early lor. hehe... geog went to IT room, lalala... nothing much? haha.. realised that i had to collect $6 from everyone in gz, and another $6 for buying things for the juniors, haha..how great!

math lesson was like as usual, he gave us that maths worksheet practise then i finished it. please lar, is not like i am the ONLY one who completed it, BL DID IT TOO LOR! then he kept saying my full name like nobody's business, which is NO because it's MINE business!!!!! i no like people to call my full name. even though my surname is not as how he pronounced it. HAHA. INTEGRATION IS FUN!!!!! XD sometimes i might be slow at it, but that is because i am not AWAKE! hehe.. integration rocks! haha..

CF lesson was OK lar. ms lem asked us to write about 1 regret in PHS. well, mine is joinning GZ? haha.. LLS kept picking on me and is like, i didn't really enjoy myself, even though it has given me lots of CCA POINTS and stuff, but i rather have love. haha.. is like, i dun feel that kind of love in gz. no iea no idea. only maybe me because i am so anti-social? haha... oh ya, want to write some love letter to my juniors!! hehe..

just got the photos of the happenings on 20 APRIL 2009 from lysander! HEHE..

♔ Wednesday, April 22, 2009 10:13 PM

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nothing much about today. haha. is like, normal lor.. chapel was really a horrible time. there i was trying to sleep, people right behind us was like freaking hyper active. kick the bench and everything. OMG. i was like having a super headache lar!!! CMI.

nth much after that. recess time, ate malt candy. hehe.. sweet as usual!! hehe.. then DH sat with BL and XF beind me and ZL, then is like, he got lots of funny comments to make, haha.. was laughing because of his comments. haha.. mother tongue lesson was like boring? wrote formal letter. haha. thanks BL for the dictionary! i needed it LOTS. hehe.. english lesson wrote speech. dunno lar, felt brain-drained. this week very very tiring. i a bit cannot stand it le.. is like ytd night do SS till i really CMI CMI. haish..

after school had 2.5 hour of SS remedial, OMG.. it's so so so LONG and BORING. haha.. in total today had 3.5 hours of SS lessons,including the 1 hour in the time table.. so long long long..haish. haha...

♔ 10:06 PM

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!~~ 21 april 2009~~!

one whole day of thinking about the results!! is like, it won't be released till oday 330pm lar! reached school early to tune gz for CO. tired. really tired. reached at 6am because of my brother lor.. and he was like, never show any signs of gratitude, what kind of brother is that?! haha.. anywayys, saw qiao ni! come to think about it, i dun really know her, is know her through DH and yee xin de.. haha..

whole day was like dunno, quite blank, tired mah... then emath test was ok lor.. nth much.

then pe. haha.. got to know the results of gz through BL. i was lik at first emotionless, i thought he was lying, then tol HS about it then she was screaming. then BL say all the gz people were in canteen, then i was thinking, nobody informed us to go canteen, AGAIN. message tends to end before reaching me, FOR NO OBVIOUS REASONS. ran to the canteen lor. i was happy lar, but that the happiness not at the peak lor.. thanks li yang for the green apple!! haha.. dunno why i wasn't really overflowing with emotions, kind of numb to it le. haha.. participate 3 SYFs, the one which gave me the most sense of satisfaction was my primary school one i guess. haha.. but i was still very VERY HAPPY LAR!! CONGRATS TO GZ!!

CONGRATS TO CO FOR ACHIEVING A SILVER AWARD!!!

hehe.. was lagging lar.. after that reached home and saw my brother, then dunno why became very high and i high-ed with him!!! haha.. funny lar! i talked about gz thing, he talked about CO thing, yet our conversation still holds. haha.. really cute lar! haha.. went for tuition after that. stuck at that geog. proof qns. can't rmb how to do le mah, so stuck for 15 mins lor.. haha...

tired.

♔ 8:59 PM

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!~~ 20 April 2009~~!

today is the DAY OF SYF!!!!! haha.. i didn't sleep lor, is like, dunno, the song kept poping into my mind then i cannot sleep. as in, i did sleep, then dreamt of where i lost my gz nails then i woke up, take it, then cannot sleep le. is like befre i sleep i realised i lost my nails mah, decided to seach for it in my dreams and i found it! haha.

reached school at 630am i think, helped CO de guzheng change strings no. 1-8. haha.. super tiring and pressing, because i need o change all within 40 mins, as in i forgot about the fact that i still need to take out the strings. haish, cmi. was rushing lor! then the CO people were lik rehearsing some parts of their songs, super loud. got a shock and i got quite a hard time tuning after changing the strings. and that xin ying! change strings for ther that time no want to look, see lar see lar. next time i see how she change her gz strings. HENGH!

"flew" down to wow room. got kind of angry because i was asking the sec 4s present in the room where we are supposed to go, NON of them answered my qns lor. i was like, LOL, am i transparent or what? no idea no idea. maybe they didn't hear me, i dunno i dunno.

after assembly, went to AVA room to erm sort of like "rest". ate donuts, thanks oriana! then the juniors gave the sec 4s a card, then i was like touched. hehe.. so sweet of them. then went down to canteen to buy drinks, then this guy in charge of ahava, he gave me attitude and ask if i got permission to buy drinks. then i was like, we are from GZ ENSEMBLE, later going for SYF, so came down to buy drinks... haha.. went to wow room, we played a few times then change start to make up, tie hair and makeup and blahs lar.. nth much, wen min's friend helped me tie my hair, but the thing is, my hair freaking short! haha.. then i look like some kind of 7th lunar month ghost or something? haha.. no lar, jk. haha.. nth much lor. LLS helped everyone tune the gz, so thanks! haha.. no really like her, she from me sec 1 that time keep picking on me le.. haha...

carried the gz and stuff to RP. wasn't nervous actually, as in, because went for SYF for like 2 times before, so the feeling is like, quite normal lor.. haha.. nothing much. gathered outside RP, sang the sog with the juniors, told them to smile and everything, did cheer. haha. all ready i guess? haha..

at the backstage, joyce was quite nervous lor.. haha.. rom the back, the CEDAR girls sounded quite alright, but they got SILVER!!! HAHA. you know what?we play that time they created lots of commotion like for no good reasons, then some of us got distracted then quite tensed up too. then my gz legs were like super duper shaky!!! argh, then in the beginning i keep playing wrong notes, in the end i lift my leg slightly and press onto the gz legs so that it's more stable. not suppose to do that but i suppose nobody noticed it, so it's alright! haha.. but i was kind of guilty, after the whole performance end, because i didn't put in my best effort. i was distracted. is like, on stage, al the months of practising just ended in that 10 mins on stage. so it's like, wow...

after that carried th gzs back to PHS and into gz room. on our way back, saw BL cycling, haha.. smiled and waved to him lor! dunno if he got see.. haha.. oh ya, thanks BL, MZ and hendry for coming! haha.. and miss adeline ang too!! so happy to see miss ang lar! i miss her!!! hehe... after packing everything, i lazy to change ma, so wear the costume lor. look like some kind of ghost. then jimmy wang came in and say, " haha, so gz gt silver?". then i was like WHAT DE?! is he a teacher or not, talk without using brain de. please lar, i doubt he got brain. HAHA. and i was like so nice lar, wrote words of encouragement on the whiteboard for CO and tune heir gz for them. but i was quite sad all these while, guilty i guess. but no much major emotions.

♔ Sunday, April 19, 2009 8:52 PM

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!~~ 18 April 2009~~!

haha.. well, today is supposed to be the last practise for gz, so supposedly it should be the best practise ever? well, i dun really feel that lar. at first it was, but towards then end, hmm, no. quite a lot of things happened and i was quite disappointed. as in, if lls initially wants to say tht it's my fault that my tempo or whatever crap is not correct, just say lar. no need go one round just to shoot me in front of everybody. this kind of method are so irritating. i just no like some people. haha..

after that went to CO room and had fun there. haha.. i used to be in CO de. hehe.. justin was so so funny! haha.. had a short duet with dh playing xiao ao jiang hu. he blow de melody for the song, i play the background. quite fun lar. but he forgot some of the notes le, so haha.. too bad lor. haha.. xinying's gz is really CMI. i see the strings i got a shock. haha.. all black black de.. then janice they all were like telling me saying every of their section got one crazy person. haha.. then dh was de wind section's lunatic or smth. which is like i can see because when i enter, dh was like anyhow conducting,. haha. so funny lar. then janice and justin were like CMI CMI. haha... had fun talking to them. haha.. then they had co till dunno what time then we all leave together lor! so funny lar! we were like telling dh to protect justin. haha..

♔ Friday, April 17, 2009 8:01 PM

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3 more days to SYF!!!!!

haha.. syf.. hmmm.. from the past two days, i am really vexed by SYF stuff, cried over it. hmmm, crying over it is pointless lar, really, and to think i did it 3 times. haha.. i think it's just a way to release stress? i dunno, there isn't anything about it i can be stressed about. compared to the amount of stress eileen is facing, i dun think mine means anything. haha.. i have got lots of opinions about all the SYF things they have discussed, but i didn't voice out any. is like, no point voicing out loud because i know there are strong decision makers in the group whereby they already had their decision in their mind, so there is really no way I can change it. my opinion towards many things changed, and i think i myself changed a lot. as in, lesser of smiling, and my body is starting to protest anywayys. take yesterday for example, my ankles are giving me the most problem. BOTH ankles are like in great pain and EVERY single steps i took are miserable. i used to depend on de other leg when one is in pain, now i got to step really hard on both. come to think about it, chinese lesson is the only lesson i can really laugh out loud and laugh for like minutes like that? haha.. mr huang is ever lame, dh and tm always have lots of funny comments. haha.. the rest of the lessons are just normal lor. normal.

the thing is that, i am tired too. tired of lots of things, tired of waiting too. waiting for weeks for smth which i know there will not be an good ending, and after having lunch, decided to stop waiting, so today's lunch was a really impactful one, and it really freed me from a lot a lot of things! haha.. waiting is something which is too too too tiring for me le.. maybe that explains why i got tired really recently starting from beginning of the year?i didn't tell all these to my parents anything about school stuff i guess, didn't get their opinions, nor to let them solve it for me, because i told them quite a few times about gz stuff and everthing, but the thing is that, they dun really bother much or in the least tried to consol me, to make me feel better, and i am the kind of person who is like, if i tell you anything which upsets me, i will want you to sort of like hear me out, so if you reject me for like 3 times, the next time i wouldn't talk to you about anything, because i know you won't be bothered. called janice yesterday while i was on my way home, 7.15pm i think..had a really great talk to her, as in i really let myself out and showed her my "wound", so that she can help me to treat it. thanks janice for =) i think i kind of gave the people at the bus stop a shock, suddenly break down and everything. haha.. sorry people! hehe.. i think i am just being too much le bah? haha.. over-reacting? i dunno. those words just splits me apart lor..and it's really scary, as in, a lot of things. i got lots of things to say but i just couldn't get them out lar!!! argh. haish.

today was kind of like one of the most horrible day i had? haha. woke up at 3am plus at night to vomit, gave my mom a shock because the things i vomited out is kind of red. haha.. then she thought is blood or something. haha.. but i was having a hard time struggling in the toilet. in the end decided to go to school. haha.. before morning assembly i was talking to zhu li, zhu li was talking about her own stuff but then i dunno why i started crying. argh! i hate myself. lalala.. haha.. but after that i felt very happy! hehe.. as in it was a kind of relief to me lar, so yup yup. once in a while like that quite alright lar. haha.. recess time was funny!!! xD haha.. dh was doing his emath in the classroom, WOW. so yong gong lar. haha.. then played the dong ci tempo ready go! haha.. so funny lar! haha.. then math lesson was boring. haha.. even though me love maths, but i no like de teacher, so too bad! haha.. assembly was like hmmm, happy sleeping? haha.. kept dozing off.. CMI CMI. chinese lesson was like having this naming the chinese names of MRT station. but what's that got to do with O LVLS??!!!

after chinese rememdial, me,janice,dh,tm,xf, kr went to the market to eat.. haha.. on my way, met wen min, she told me that she is going for gz. then i was like, huh? i thought cancelled? she said ya but she want to go. so i was like, hmmm... can someone tell me what's going on here? went to market and saw claudia, she said she going gz. then i was like, ooo..so weird.. there is or there isn't gz? haha.. puzzled for a while, then i just, haish. went to the bakery behind the market with they all. is like my first time going there lar! i never knew that there is this antique bakery shop. haha.. i enjoyed walking there with them and commenting on even the lamest stuff you can find. as in, screaming at a rat and having they all comment. haha.. very relaxing and funny! haha.. it's been a long time i ever felt that le bah.. haha.. thanks xf for the philosophy too! haha... then is like, after today's lunch, i went home. then got chased by one ultra big butterfly, bigger than my palm!!! i was like screamed and started sprinting back home?! must i do this EVERYDAY!! so lame lar! haha... as in me lame. hehe.. had a really good afternoon nap. is like, because i had sorted out my thinkings, so i am like automatically in a very good mood. hehe.. there are things which i can't change, i regard you as a friend who is really important and trustworthy, and yet when i tried to turn to you, the respond you gave me was like, disappointing. i thought you are someone special, but you are not.

decided not to get angry over anything, because every moment spent on being angry equals to having less time to smile. haha.. so OKAYYS! everything will be ALRIGHT! =)

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