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♔ Thursday, August 14, 2008
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WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
so what if you are someone who needs financial asistance.. so what? you think you of not a good financial family means you can lesser time than people? i am from a rather well to do family means i got more than 24 hours? BE A MAN LAR.
i wasted 2 hours for consecutively 3 days waiting for you to send me the report so that i can edit... if you can't come online, WHY DIDN'T YOU SEND AN SMS TO TELL ME THE EXACT TIME AS TO WHEN YOU WILL COME ONLINE.. good lar.. you happy now?
GOD is fair you know... whether you are rich, poor, healthy, weak, tall, short, thin, fat, smart, stupid, normal, abnormal, human or not, EVERY LIVING THINGS ON EARTH ARE ONLY GIVEN 24 HOURS PER DAY... what makes you think that you can spend your 24 hours "wisely" by studying And revising while you can waste my 24 hours on the project? who do you think you are? cannot come online then say lar, what's de problem with that?! one sms will take your life meh? and because of you being selfish and self-centred, i did not revise for my test...
because of YOU i got such horrible results for my physics and you got a distinction... what de hell... the day before physics exam, you are doing your work and revision, and came up with excues to "explain" why you can't come online.. PLEASE LAR... how old are you? mummy's boy... your mum ask you to do homework and housechore before you can come online and you obey.. MY MUM ASKED ME TO GIVE UP ON YOUR PROJECT and DID I DO THAT? then came out with excuses saying you are scanning SMP things, OH GOD, 2 hours just to scan 3 pages? then say you come from not a good financial background and you don't want to gain sympathy, so you no want to say out... please lar, i know many others who are of worse state than you lar! at least you got siblings, 5-room flat, computers... those whom i know have no family members, they live in one room flat and studied real hard for their tests but they just couldn't get good results... but they are REAL friends, unlike you. think about others will you? i sacrifice my physics and social studies common test for YOUR smp project.. i work with the mind that" well, i am not the member of SMP but i will still do my best for them", and what did i get in return? a grade like that for physics.. OMG... you are such a good leader... DAMN GOOD ARH YOU.
i know my physics wasn't good in the first place, i can't blame you or anyone for it... but like i say, it WAS bad, so now is present... i find it amzing, i didn't revise for it, i wasted so many hours because of YOU, i cried on bed because i can't get to sleep and YET I CAN STILL PASS MY PHYSICS... which means, if i did not waste my time on stupid people like YOU, i could have done better...no, I WILL DO BETTER.
i hate to cry, crying is for weaklings, it only shows how weak you are.... i hate it, but i just can't control my emotions... is like, i know 3E is anxious about ms lem treating us to food once we get 60% distinction... and you know that our class got lots of distinctions... but then, so what if you get distinction? so what? does that mean you are smart? don't forget, there are still people around you who sacrificed their time for you to study... you are so selfish... i didn't get distinction, and YOU ARE THE MAIN CAUSE OF IT.
ms lem say count the number of distinction, yet you asked those who didn't get distinction to raise up their hands... WHERE DID YOU CONSCIENCE GO? eaten by a dog? or are you not born with it? use your brain lar, if you are in the shoes of those who did not get distinction, will you want others to ask you to raise your hand to anounce to the world that you didn't get distinction? WILL YOU?? it is so humiliating lar... why didn't you glorify those who get distinction? why must you rub salt on the wound of those who did not get distinction? so what if it makes it whole lot easier for you to count who have distinction. so what? have you thought of others' feelings? how will they feel? they have to admit to the fact that they did not get distinction and the rest are happy because the rest got distincition and thus everyone can have de treat... do you think they will enjoy it? NO! even if i get distinction, i wouldn't show off like the way you did.
i feel like slapping you in class just now, selfish creature... you are the leader and you did the least things... you need to spent hours to give a "perfect" job which is totally NOT PERFECT... i still had to edit it until i am so tired... i had wasted so much energy and time on "guy" like you... what kind of leader are you?
seriously, i am glad that i got this kind of score for my physics... because i learnt a valuable lesson from it... not to trust people like YOU. i always give my 110% to my friends and now i will know who i should not give my 110%.. now we are left with the poster and presentation right? you do the planning, i can't be bothered. i have wasted too much of my time and results on you, too much. i may be the kind of person who wouldn't get angry so easily, but if i do, i will remember it for a long time, because you had hurt me too deeply by wasting my time, energy and results... i am not perfect, i know... but the thing is that, no one is perfect, so what we can do is to be a better person... i know you love strategy things like chinese chess, but PLEASE, i am your friend... you can't do this to me... i had no time to play strategy life game with you... you made use of me to get what you want, and you got it.. happy now?
you had better watch out, because i will trash you for the rest of the subjects and exams, I WILL.
