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♔ Friday, May 30, 2008
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today is a sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad day...
yesterday my mother told me say, the day before my grandfather pass away, he told my father that he wish to listen to me play the gu zheng, so he wanted my father to find a day for me to carry my gu zheng to his house and play for him...but then.... i didn't managaed to fulfil his last wish... i am like, so sad lar.... so i wanted to tell anyone this sad news which my mum told me, so i just typed it in my phone and send it to a random person, but that person didn't reply, so i didn't know who i sent it to...haix.... my phone is touch screen, so i didn't know whose name it stopped at, and i cleared my "sent box", so whoever recieved it, i dunno... but i know its someone from my recent contacts, hmmm...
so i was like sad, then couldn't sleep early yesterday, i just simply can't sleep!! then i was so happy that i recieved a message at around midnight because i was so bored, but didn't really chat, just like HI and BYE, but never mind... i think is around 1am like that, but i was like bored plus sad? haix... then i was massaging my mum's shoulder, she say my skills not bad, haha...yay =)
today got gz practise, the moment i see gZ, i am like, sad, miss my grandfather and a guilty feeling...so i can't wait to get out of gZ room, i think i need time to adapt and accept... haix.... but lin lao shi in a happy mood today...haha... so i didn't really have a hard time, but i played quite a few wrong notes, but never mind...haha....then PTC, my results, hmm... i am not happy!!! even though i got the 13th position, i am not happy with it, i will chiong from today on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL IMPROVE AND SQUEEZE INTO TOP 10... haha... i am not contented, haha....
i won't find excuses this time round, my marks are not good, on the whole, despite the fact that my chinese and physics pulled me down, my marks are just not up to my expectation.
