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♔ Saturday, October 14, 2006 10:37 PM

todae so bored...not much interesting actually...jus post out of boredom...haix...still hav tuition tmr...ppl after exam all rest le...my tuition tcher ask mi mama if she wan mi to rest then mi mama say she no need to rest de...as if i robot lyk tt lor...she continue teaching Sec 1 things mahx, so wad for go nehx????haix...then todae go people's park thr buy laugauges for my trip to HK, hear le also angry lor...i rather stay in Singapore than go with that leezard lor....eek!!!i no wan!!!!!!!!!!!!i no wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!i no wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*cry*eek!!!!haix...see him during holidays is such a torture...they will keep nagging lyk wad de lor...especially that leezard and his sister start complain and nag lyk they had nvr did b4 and as if they r so perfect lor...eek!!!!and my bro, keep playing game...jus scold him not to play then get scolded by my mother...haix...sad lor...who ask mi be a girl???parents simply adore boys...stupid...especially fathers...i wonder who is the genious who say that daughters are fathers' girlfriends in their subconsious state..although i believe that it is quite through as i can tell that from my friends' fathers, but i didn't happen on my father....jus FATE....in the whole family of mine, i am the most clear minded one...my mother loves to talk on the phone for HOURS, cheryl noes that, my hse phone always engaged when i call home...then my father loves to listen to music at full blast...then ignore wad is happening in the hse till troubles come....then mi bro keep playing games and too ignore anything and everything in the hse......as 4 mi?i jus do nth and observe...thr is a pattern in the hse...everyone is ignoring the TV and i was lyk sitting in the living room.thinking.but fully aware of wad is happening...i dun hav a specific hobby....not lyk them, indulge their time on things/hobbies...i jus simply cnt blend in with them...tts y i am always the onli one who noes wad is happening after they had finish wad they r doing...then i will start explaining and is veri irritating...but no choice lor...btw, that trouble is when mi mama finish talking and found out tt smth is WRONG(which can be anything that is wrong)and started scolding us...wad a weird family i hav...parents that can satisfy physical needs, brother who always gets mi into trouble and make himself out of control...at least i am good at 2 things, my study and my ability to defend myself when i was wronged...i am good at reasoning when my brother argues with mi...haha!!!tts 1 good thing to deal with mi bro...but usually, i jus let ppl say wad they wan and nvr say anything cors it is the onli way to maintain peace and harmony...so tired now....wrote all this things down to so call vent my anger lor....haix...but overall, i mus admit tt i at least hav a blessed family...i am so much more fortunated then so mani ppl around the world...if one day someone ask mi wad i will wish for, i will say 我愿望是没有愿望，因为做人要知足常乐，懂得知足，才能快乐...(it means that i wish to hav no wishes, cors i simply hav to mani of them to accomplish)...hehe...